Val's Midnight Thoughts - Tumblr Posts
so i think caseiloveu blocked me bc i might've spam liked their content?? Idrk, i was kinda new here back then and didn't know what that was or that it annoyed creators and bloggers.
Like, i really would like to apologize to them, bc i really love LOVE their content, and i wasn't really familiar with the concept of reblogging, so i didn't really know what to write there.
Also, i would like to apologize to every creator/writer/blogger to who i might've spam liked their content.
Also,sometimes i'm just scrolling down and double tap by accident without noticing, but still, that's not an excuse.
If anyone is able to send this to them, i would really appreciate it ♡
I'm really sorry :(
I've had some awful past 2 weeks, i just wanna feel okay with myself at some point
hi everyone~
i've been gone for a long while, and i'm really sorry for that. i've actually been out of social media for a while now, but i have a good reason for that.
finally, after years of avoiding it, i started therapy once again. i'm having sessions with a psychologist and psychiatrist, and i'm finally taking anxiolytics and antidepressants, after needing them for more than half of my short life.
i'll be checking and posting on tumblr every once in a while, since for now i'm trying to take care of myself.
i love you and i miss you guys a lot.
i hope you guys can understand.
love you ^^ ♡
i hate myself so much wtf, i've been wanting to open the tumblr app on my phone SO MUCH ㅠㅠ but i haven't been able to :( lately not much makes me happy, so i'm just existing.
how've you guys been?? i miss u lots 😭 but i've been feeling lots of strong emotions and idk how to control them.
aaand yesterday i kinda almost x_x, like i passed out 5 times in a row, so rn i'm just resting bc my entire body hurts like a whole truck just ran me over
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now, what have you guys been up to?! have you been doing well?? i hope everyone is healthy and living a happy life! ^^
(also, can we talk abt the whole rock-star album?!?!?! IT'S A MASTERPIECE!! Do you guys have a favorite song in this album? i still can't decide mine)
tomorrow's my bday, and i'm trying to get ready to get no calls, no messages and basically nothing from anyone i know irl.
like, a simple "hb" is enough, but yeah, quite impossible to get my family or some of my friends to even do that. so now i'm bday-sad again, like every day 🥲
and i know this might be a big TMI, but my family situation is very difficult rn, and i know i won't be getting gifts this year (that's fine tbh, i'm also used to it so it really doesn't matter) and i don't like celebrating my bdays bc everytime i invite someone over for my bday party, or to spend the day with me for my bday, they always have an excuse to not come ;-; so yeahh....
anyways, here u have lee know's kisses, i love you all 💓 and i hope you're having wonderful days ^^
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
I hope everyone has a lovely year 2024, full of wishes coming true, having nothing but happy experiences, and good health. Can't wait to see what this new year brings for us all!
This year i'm starting my working life. I am really scared, but i truly hope everything goes smoothly (mostly for my mental health ㅠㅠ). My 2024 is sooo full of mystery, and it's so freaking overwhelming... but i'll try my best to do my best~!
Love u all, guys ♡ Cheers!!! 🥂 for a great 2024~!
