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my HRT (testosterone) screening appointment has been delayed by a month after being on a wait list for a year and a half

but prior to that, i was told by doctors over and over for around four years that i wasn't not allowed to apply for gender-affirming care because of my age. my doctor at the time was incredibly transphobic (she refused to use correct pronouns and name even after I legally changed it)… they refused everything, including puberty blockers, which would have significantly decreased the possibility of my disability developing.

safe to say i'm angry

all up, it's been about six years of begging.

tw suicide

.. i don't want to know what will happen if they push it back again. considering holding onto getting HRT is one of two threads stopping another suicide attempt.

HRT is SO IMPORTANT.