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On the other side of the line
@bucktommyweek
Prompt: "Guess what I'm wearing right now."
Rating: Explicit
Trigger Warning (if applicable): 0
Summary:
Buck is at a firefighter conference in Seattle and misses Tommy who had to stay at home in LA. One night, while he's alone in his bedroom, Buck calls his boyfriend. While the phone call starts sweetly, it rapidly turns sexual.
Did the shelf life of our love have expired?
Pair: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard. Evan Buckley & Eddie Diaz
Rating: Teen and Up
Word count: 4 458 words
Evan was late for their date. Tommy already knew that he would be late, Evan had called him. But Tommy also knew that something was wrong. Choosing to leave the restaurant, Tommy ran to his boyfriend's loft.
"What's going on?"
"Eddie loves me. He's in love with me."
Part 2 of the Neverland Anthology
Nothing but love and clouds surrounding us
Pair: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard, Tommy Kinard & Maddie Buckley
Rating: Teen and up
Word count: 2 817
“9-1-1, what's your emergency?”
“I need to find the perfect ring for my boyfriend and I'm going to need help.”
“Don't worry sir. Help is on the way. ETA in 10 minutes”
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Tommy Kinard started his day with a mission. He's going to propose to Evan and for that he needs a ring. Problem: he cannot find the perfect. So, he calls reinforcement.
For @bucktommyweek 2024
All of my Dark Days
Pair: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard. Evan Buckley & Maddie Buckley. Evan Buckley & Eddie Diaz & Christopher Diaz. Evan Buckley & The 118
Rating: Teen And Up
Word count: 2 338 Words
Trigger Warning :
The Buckley Parents and their negligence of Buck
Chronic Pain, due to the fire truck incident
Trauma due to the Tsunami
Very brief mention of the S6 Lightning and the Temporal Character Death of Buck
Buck used to love rainy days. Especially as a child. He would play outside in the rain. Run around and feel free. His parents never told him to come home. Sometimes Maddie would come play with him under the rain. They would sing and dance and enjoy being young.
But as time passed and Buck grew, he started to like the rainy days less and less. Buck's life was tied to the rain and the water.
For @bucktommyweek 2024
Meeting you has changed my forever
Pair: Evan Buckley/Tommy Kinard
Rating: G
Word count: 1 808
Tommy never thought that he could have find someone like Evan. Meeting Evan changed his life. Tonight, Tommy is proposing to the love of his life.
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Tommy walked back to the dining room where the love of his life was waiting for him, a small box in his hand. He saw Evan looking at him and then looking at his hands. Tommy understood that Evan had seen the box. No turning back. It was now or never. Tommy put one knee on the ground.
For @bucktommyweek 2024
You're always important to me
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
Characters: Evan "Buck" Buckley, Tommy Kinard
Additional Tags: Angst, Fluff and Angst, Angst and Feels, Cuddling & Snuggling, Soft Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard, POV Tommy Kinard, Tommy Kinard Calls Evan "Buck" Buckley by Given Name "Evan", Soft Tommy Kinard, Sweet Tommy Kinard, Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug, Evan "Buck" Buckley Gets a Hug, He gets several, talking about death, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Feelings, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Mental Health Issues, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Tommy Kinard Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Tommy Kinard Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley, Evan "Buck" Buckley Loves Tommy Kinard, no beta we die like buck did for a bit, I wrote this instead of sleeping and I'm going to hate myself in the morning, read the notes
Summary:
Evan and Tommy were in bed. Tommy loved these moments where he could listen to Evan’s quiet breathing and feeling the warmth of his body against his own. But tonight, Evan felt weird, spacey, as if he was not a hundred percent there. Tommy knew the feeling of having his mind being too loud and not wanting to do anything. Evan almost spent the night sleeping on his side of the bed and Tommy had to spoon him to be close to him
Or
Evan came home being silent and not really there. Tommy spent his entire night showing his boyfriend that he was there for him. In bed, Evan shares something to Tommy and Tommy listens.
TW talking about death and suicide ideation: Tommy and Buck talk about death and Buck shares some times when he thought about dying and taking his own life. Do not read if you are sensible
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Two sides to every phone call..or, still Buck
Tommy’s phone dings in his pocket.
It’s a text from Chimney
Chimney: I want to go on the record, I tried to talk him out of it.
He starts to reply asking what Evan has done now, his phone rings.
“What’s he done now?” He asks as a way of greeting.
“Your man is gearing up to do something really stupid. Or more accurately not gearing up”
Tommy could hear Evan’s voice in the background “You called Tommy! What the fuck Hen?”
“Well god knows you never listen to any of us” she replies.
“Put him on” Tommy says torn between wanting to laugh and also throttle his husband.
“You’re part of my team” he hears Evan grouse “Where’s the loyalty?”
“He was part of my team first. Also, do you really want any of us to have to explain to Tommy why you went splat?”
Tommy hears a rustling, presumably Evan taking the phone, and then a masculine sigh “Hey”
“Evan” Tommy says softly
“Yeah?”
“What were you about to do that Hen and Chimney both had to reach out to me”
“Chimney too?” Bucks voice rises an octave “Et tu Bruté”
“Did you just quote Julius Caesar?”
“Yes. I do know how to read, babe. I’m more than just a pretty face”
Tommy pauses for a beat, and when he speaks his voice has taken on a different tone “I am both annoyed and totally turned on by you right now. A state which I am becoming more and more accustomed to”
“You got a boner?” Evan stage whispers.
“OH MY GOD!” He hears Hen exclaim “You’re on my phone! No boner talk on my phone”
“Sorry babe. Hen wont let me talk spicy to you on her phone. Apparently her phone isn’t into dick either” He snickers.
Tommy manages to bite back his laughter knowing that will only encourage him more.
“Evan” he repeats.
Buck clears his throat. “Yes?”
“What were you about to do?”
Buck hesitates “Well..Crawl up an apartment building, balcony to balcony”
“Without a harness!” Hen yells.
“You are all the worst kind of tattletales” Evan grumbles. “It’s only like six stories”
“Evan” Tommy uses the tone that always gets Bucks attention.
He hears Bucks small intake of breath “Babe. You cannot use the bossy bedroom voice on me when I’m at work” he says huskily.
“Oh for fucks sake! Give me back my phone. Ya’ll are worse than a bunch of horny teenagers”
“You’re the one who called him to tattle on me and handed me your phone”
“Not for you to have phone sex with him. I swear the two of you are actually worse since you got married.”
“Awww thanks Hen” Buck says sweetly.
“That wasn’t a compliment”
“I’m choosing to take it as one though” he volleys back.
“Evan, please do not attempt to climb up a building without a harness” Tommy asks.
::Silence::
“Evan?”
“Ok. I won’t”
“Thank you. I’ll see you tonight. I love you”
“Love you too” Buck replies.
“Be safe” they say almost simultaneously.
Tommy grins as he ends the call and slips it back into his pocket.
“Judging from the dopey ass look on your face. That was Buckley”
“Don’t be jealous, Hayes” he winks.
Buck:
Buck hands the phone back to Hen “Still think you’re a tattletale.”
Hen narrows her eyes at him “That was surprisingly easy”
“What?” Buck says as he heads to the rig to get a harness and ropes.
“Did he threaten to put you over his knee if you did it anyway?”
Buck snorts out a laugh “Like that would have been a deterrent..He asked me not to go up without a harness”
Both Chimney and Hen gape at him “That’s it?? He asked you?”
Evan shrugs “Yes” after a few moments he adds “He’s my somebody, that person that needs me to come home to him”
Hen smiles softly and gives Buck a one armed hug “I like this married Buck. He’s a lot more sensible”
“Regular sex will do that for you!” He quips with a wink.
Hen makes a gagging sound “Never mind, still Buck”
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🍽🍽! Angst pleases me lol
Make Me Write Monday
@kinard-buckley also asked for this, so I thought I would just answer this in one ask hehe
This is technically a Denial-Verse Side Story I'm hoping to finish it and post it at some point. I'd say this happens after A Surprise Visit and before The Fire is Inside the House. And 😂 okay, so it's a little more than three sentences, but I've got them, so I might as well show them, right? Enjoy! 🥰
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“I think I just had the worst shift of my life,” Tommy said as he dropped his duffle next to the door, a little – a little shocked by what had just happened to him on that shift.
Evan was at the table. He was setting up his table for dinner. In his messy apron and a smudge of sauce on his face. And all Tommy wanted was to sink into his usual chair and lean on Evan’s shoulder and try to piece together what the fuck had just happened to him.
Because he didn’t know how to comprehend it.
He hadn’t been able to his entire shift. His drive back to Evan’s place.
“Tell me about it. You should have seen the bullshit that Gerrard had us do. What he ordered us to do almost got the victim killed. It was – what the fuck is wrong with that guy, right?” asked Evan, and Tommy knew Evan didn’t mean it like this, he really knew, but it felt like Evan was glossing over what Tommy had just said.
And.
And they had been talking about Gerrard for weeks. Weeks. Weeks of an endless barrage of trauma and bad choices on the part of Vincent that seemed to seep into the very fabric of Tommy and Evan’s lives.
Tommy didn’t fault Evan for talking about the man so much. There was bound to be a lot happening that wasn’t good at the 118 at the moment. Tommy understood too well what it was like to be under Gerrard’s leadership.
Evan should talk about it.
Work through his feelings.
Be heard and know that he wasn’t overreacting. That his responses to this man were realistic. His, Chimney’s, Hen’s, Eddie’s, Ravi’s – all of them were correct in their anger and appalment against the man.
But.
But it was also straining.
It was a death of a thousand cuts that was slowly making all of them more and more raw and stressed out. No one did well working under traumatic conditions, after all.
And Tommy felt horrible, but he was so tired. And he knew how bad Evan had it right now. But Tommy wanted to talk about what happened to him.
He just wanted a moment to talk about his worst shift ever.
And this wasn’t as if he didn’t want Evan to talk about his day, but they had been talking about Evan’s terrible days for weeks on end, and Tommy just wanted one day.
One day about Tommy’s horrible day.
Which was terrible. And selfish. And cruel. But Tommy couldn’t help but say, “Evan, I just told you I had the worst shift of my life.”
“And I was talking about my shift too,” said Evan slowly as he sat down at the table, “Because we both talk about our shifts at dinner.”
And.
Yes.
That was sort of true.
“Sometimes, we talk about my shift,” said Tommy as he walked to the table and leaned on one of the chairs, “Sometimes. But we always talk about your day.”
Which was probably unfair to say.
But it was true.
They always talked about Evan’s day. And that was okay. Evan needed that now more than ever. Evan was having a lot of terrible days. But – but Tommy had a terrible day today.
And it hurt that Evan wasn’t seeing that he needed this right now.
Evan furrowed his brow.
“Last dinner we talked about you saving a cat from a tree,” Evan pointed out, as if he had to be right.
Or maybe.
Maybe Evan was just confused at the idea that it hadn’t been exactly equal the last few weeks.
“No, that was four dinners ago,” said Tommy clearly.
Because.
It really was.
“That can’t be right.”
Tommy.
Tommy didn’t understand why this was the sticking point.
“That’s what you really want to focus on right now?” asked Tommy, a little – a little exasperated.
Which wasn’t usually where Tommy lived as a person, but well, he didn’t have the patience he usually did. And that really did feel like the wrong place for Evan to focus on at the moment.
“I – I didn’t mean it as like, the most important part of this discussion. I’m just – did we really not talk about your day the last three dinners?” asked Evan, furrowing his brow.
“Yeah. Evan. We didn’t,” said Tommy softly, “And that’s – that’s okay. But. But that’s not really the point I’m trying to make here.”
“What other point could you be making?” asked Evan, and – and it wasn’t defensive, but it felt defensive, “Should I not be talking about my days? Because they’ve all been terrible. I’m sorry that all of my days have been terrible. I don’t mean to take over the conversation, but it’s hard to not talk about all the things Gerrard does.”
Tommy rubbed his face as he tried to not read that as defensive. Because Evan wasn’t like that. Tommy knew that.
But this was.
Tommy didn’t have the spoons for this.
“You know what? I’m not that hungry anymore,” said Tommy as he – as he walked over to the door and picked up his duffel.
“What?” said Evan, and Tommy immediately heard Evan stand up, “You’re just leaving?”
Tommy took a deep breath in.
A deep breath out.
He turned to Evan, who – who looked pissed. And hurt. And scared.
And.
Fuck.
“Evan, I had the worst shift of my life today. I really did. I do not have the patience. I do not have it in me. I need some space to think without saying something I don’t mean to you right now. I’m going home today. I’m not abandoning you. I’m not leaving you. I just need some space to think,” said Tommy clearly.
“So, you’re running away from the conversation?” asked Evan, and okay, that hit a nerve.
“My mom almost died because she refused to be treated by me, I – ” Tommy started to say, started to yell, and –
And he could see the regret in Evan’s eyes.
The instant regret.
And Tommy regretted yelling that at him. At just springing it like that.
Tommy didn’t yell.
He wasn’t that person.
He needed to not be like this to Evan. He needed space.
“ – I love you, Evan. I need some space,” said Tommy.
And he knew Evan was saying something behind him.
But Tommy couldn’t.
He needed to not be there right now.
He needed to be alone.
He needed to make himself a priority, just this one time.
So, Tommy left for Evan’s loft.