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I thought you never did… Chapter six

Warnings: smut, p in v, loss of virginity, language, jealous!Ryan, fluff, nervous!reader

words: 2.2k

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The alarm went off, causing you to stir, but Dean? Dean didn’t move a muscle. “Dean.” You mumbled sleepily, touching his shoulder gently, but he didn’t stir, you rolled your eyes already feeling annoyed. You kept shaking him, you already were more awake than he was. “What?” He mumbled sleepily, nuzzling into his blanket. “You gotta get up.” You said already annoyed as Dean checked his phone, “Oh shoot.” He said almost jumping out of bed, grabbing his clothes and taking them on, before rushing into the bathroom.

While he got ready in the bathroom, you turned around and fell asleep one more time until it was 11AM. When you woke up you heard Ryan and Sam talking about god knows what when you rubbed your eyes tiredly. You got up adjusting your hoodie and joggers when you walked past them, mumbling a small good morning before disappearing into the bathroom.

You walked into the kitchen after to grab a glass of water when you noticed how messy Dean’s kitchen looked like. You chewed on your lip thinking it only would be fair if the three of you cleaned the mess up. “Hey guys.” You said when you plopped down next to Ryan. “Hey.” Sam said with a smile. “Did you sleep well?” You nodded with a smile. “Dean almost slept in and got late for work.” You said with a small laugh as the guys laughed too.

“Well…that’s just Dean.” Sam said with a laugh as Ryan nodded in agreement. You let out a small laugh, too. “Sooo…” You spoke up a moment later and the guys looked up from their phones. “Maybe we should clean up the kitchen after Dean made dinner yesterday?” You suggested since you thought it’d be just fair towards Dean. Your mom always taught you to be a good guest and clean up after messes you were involved in, like the dinner the day before.

“Why?” Ryan whined which made you frown a bit, not liking when someone’s lazy as fuck, but expecting to stay at a friends place for granted is just rude. “Because Dean made dinner, lets us stay here for /free/ and it’s kinda least we can do.” You said with a shrug. “I agree.” Sam said knowing his brother sometimes is just…overwhelmed with doing the dishes and cleaning up in general.

“Then come on, Ryan. Don’t be a whiny bitch.” You said playfully as Ryan rolled his eyes and got off the couch he and Sam were sleeping on. You and the guys walked into the kitchen und started doing the rest of dishes, wiping the stove and vacuuming the whole apartment.

When Dean came home he was surprised to find his apartment so cleaned up and tidily. “Thanks guys.” Dean said with a smile. “It’s all Y/N’s fault,” Sam said playfully. “Ryan didn’t even want to help at first.” You said with a raised eyebrow as Ryan shrugged. “But in the end I helped, that’s what matters.” He said and Dean nodded in agreement. “Yup, exactly.” Dean said with a smile.

To be honest the day was pretty similar to the day before, just that Dean got really drunk that day and the two of you ended up cuddling on his couch…in front of his brother and best friend. Sam and Dean already talked about you and how Dean felt about you, but he didn’t talk to Ryan about. Dean mentioned a few times that you’re really cute and pretty, but nothing more.

Ryan kinda was…don’t know how to say it…crushing on you too. Seeing you there with Dean and not him kinda made him jealous. Every time you were laughing about something stupid Dean said, he wanted you to laugh about something he said, too. You eventually did sometimes but not as much as you did laugh about Dean’s words.

While Dean was smiling drunkly at you, you returned the smile adoringly since he looked really cute and just soft.

When Dean looked at you, he felt so…calm and comfortable. He didn’t even feel that way with Kira, he liked holding you in his arms and he liked being in yours. And that just within 24 hours of seeing each other in real life. There’s was just something special about you, he couldn’t quite place it.

“I think it’s time for you to go to bed.” You told Dean softly and he smiled drunkly at you. “With you?” He asked hopefully. You nodded, “Yes, with me.” You told him with a small laugh as you got off his couch. He smiled happily yet drunkly as you helped to get up in his current state. You two walked into his bedroom and lied him down on his side of the bed.

Sam already was soundly asleep when you walked into the bedroom and Ryan told you guys, he was going to get some sleep too eventually. You closed the door of Dean’s bedroom before you lied down next to Dean. He smiled lazily at you, you returned the smile getting comfortable in his bed. He wrapped his arms around you snuggling you close as he admired you. When you looked at him you couldn’t help but blush as he cupped your cheek.

He leaned in and placed his plump and soft lips on yours, your eyes immediately fluttered close. That’s the moment you were thinking about for…days, what no, MONTHS. You melted into his touch and kissed him back as his lips started moving against yours. He kissed you so gently and softly as he placed his hand on your back under your hoodie. You blushed deeply when you felt his hand under your hoodie, a boy never has touched you there before so it was definitely something new for you.

You hesitantly drove your hand through his soft and curly hair he sighed against your lips as he started kissing you rougher and hungrier. He suddenly felt so hungry kissing you. You sighed when he placed his hands on your ass and gave it a firm squeeze. You suddenly felt the arousal between your legs increase, which didn’t surprise you to be honest. Dean was a pretty good-looking and handsome guy which used to be your type. Even tho you never had sex, which Dean didn’t know since you decided to lie about it, you touched yourself, a lot. You imagined a lot how a guy would touch and make you feel. Your friends always told you about how sex feels and how good it is and makes them feel. Honestly you kinda were jealous and wanted to have sex too you were the only person with 18-years that still was a virgin.

Right then, you were so ready to have sex with Dean, you finally wanted to experience how it feels. He pulled away from the kiss his lips swollen from making out with you still caressing the valley of your right breast. “I really want to have sex with you.“ He eventually breathed out as he couldn’t help but squeeze your breast firmly. You bit your lip at the feeling since a guy, a guy, finally squeezed your breast and not your own hand. “Me too.“ You breathed out. “But I’m scared.“You whispered quietly. “Why?“ He asked with a small worried frown. “Because it’s been some time since I had intercourse with anyone.“ You lied.

“Okay.“ He says softly and kissed your head. “We don’t have to.“ He says softly. “But I really want to.“ You told him honestly. “Really?“ He asked and you nodded. He leaned in once more and kissed you hungrily as he squeezed your breast firmly. You sighed when you felt your nipples stiffening. Dean grinned against your neck when he felt your hard nipple poke his palm.

You two continued making out and ripping your clothes from each other. When you were naked Dean pulled away from the heated kiss to look for a condom. He sighed when he didn’t find one in his nightstand and got off the bed. You noticed his hard boner showing through his boxers when you covered yourself with the blanket since it was a bit cold inside his room.

Dean mostly cursed to himself when he didn’t find one and went into the bathroom. He sighed happily when he found one in there. He quickly left the bathroom passing two sleeping forms.

You blushed deeply when he entered the bedroom, closing the door quietly behind him. He pulled his boxers down and gave his cock a few pumps before tearing the wrapping open with his teeth, holding the wrapper between his teeth when he rolled the rubber onto his cock.

Your eyes went so wide when you noticed how big and thick his cock was. The arousal between your legs grew even more, your cunt was betraying you, it was more than ready to suck his cock in.

Dean smiled at you lying down next to you. He kissed you deeply and hungrily when he got on top of you spreading your legs gently, your body obeyed almost immediately doing what Dean wants.

Dean placed one of digits on your clit groaning softly against your lips as he noticed how wet your mound was before he began to circle your clit gently. You moaned softly into his mouth at how different it felt when someone else then yourself did it.

To be honest you were a nervous wreck but you were more excited than nervous. You were so excited about experiencing sex for the first time, will it be like everyone told you? Will it be good or better? Or will it be horrible and hurtful? One of your friends told you it hurt so bad, she started crying. You swallowed hard at the thought as Dean positioned his cock at your entrance.

Dean entered you in one swift move, having no problem since you were so wet. You closes your eyes expecting a lot of pain, but honestly? You didn’t feel any pain, you felt kinda full? But in a good way. Dean grabbed your right boob firmly as he started moving almost immediately making you bite your lip at how good it felt. “Feel good?” He asked between breaths. “Yeah.” You suddenly moaned, feeling your cheeks flush in a deep red at the sound you made.

He kissed you hungrily as he moved even faster inside you making you moan against his lips. This was even better than your stupid imaginations and your own hand and fingers. This was real.

He circled your clit fast and harshly, you moaned quietly when you felt close. Dean kinda feeling out of breath as he quickens his movements. You felt an orgasm approach, but this one was going to be different. The one you felt coming seemed more intense. When you moaned his name your eyes rolled back in euphoria and your back arched off the bed. Dean groaned at the feeling of your pussy clenching around his dick. The sounds you made, let him cum immediately.

You needed some time to calm down after Dean pulled out. He looked at the ceiling slightly grinning to himself. He looked at you with a smile pulling you into his arms. The feeling of holding you made the moment a hundred times better. He snuggled you rubbing your arm gently.

The next morning kinda was weird, you felt so…different? You lost your virginity and had sex for the first time! For you it was so different, you just couldn’t place it.

Dean and you shared a lot of smiles during breakfast, Sam and Ryan seemed to notice. Ryan felt jealous about the way you looked at Dean, but Sam? Sam was happy that you two kinda figured something out between the two of you.

All of you hung out for a few hours before it was time for you to go to the train station and drive home. “Thanks for the weekend.” You said to them with a gentle smile when they waited with you for the train. “It was really nice meeting you.” Sam says happily and you smiled at him nodding. “You too.” You said softly before you glanced at Dean. Still processing that you’re no virgin no more.

The system announced that your train would get there any second, “So that’s goodbye.” Ryan said with a smile. “Yeah.” You pulled Dean into tight hug in a rush, not hugging the others as you saw your train. “Bye!” You called towards them before getting inside the train.

Sam laughed a bit at that watching you leave, not minding that you didn’t hug him, but Ryan? He was fucking jealous of Dean, not understanding what Dean had that he didn’t. He glared madly at Dean before watching you taking your seat.

You waved at them happily before the train drove off making Dean smile adoringly at you. Ryan noticed the smile frowning slightly and knowing something happened between the two of you, but he knew he’d find out eventually.

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Jensen Ackles One Shots/Drabbles

The girl from London

Y/N is a British interior designer and architect who works for a company that has its headquarters in London but is well known in the US. So Jensen wants to surprise his parents and build them a new house at their favourite spot. When he meets her, it’s hard to listen to her when she talks about the design she’s planned, because other things about her seem more interesting.

I thought you never would-Chapter 7 (FIN)

Warnings: depressed!dean, asshole!dean, selfish!dean, hurt!reader, a lot of cursing

words: 3.5k

A/N: yes, this is the end already, because I started writing this story after my breakup which helped me to deal with my feelings, but I’m not that person I was when the breakup happened. So yeah it’s quite long, but I just wanted to finish this since I’m not feeling it anymore.

After that weekend Dean and Sam visited you at your hometown, weirdly Ryan didn’t join them. Which was weird since he wanted to visit you too, even asked what your mom likes so he could bring something.

You had a fun time with Dean and Sam at your house, they picked you up from work, got drunk, watched a movie, played some video games and cooked food.

You talked to Ryan via FaceTime and he was just weird as soon as Sam showed him you and Dean cuddling in your bed. You liked being so close to Dean since he smelled so good, you never thought a guy could smell so good. You nuzzled even more into Dean since you were just tired after work and drinking. Sam enjoyed the sight of his brother truly being happy and having a girl by his side who’s not crazy and fucking stupid like Kira was.

Sam honestly hated Kira, and yes hate is a big and heavy word, but he just couldn’t stand her. She took everything Dean did for granted, using his money and just everything Dean had to offer. But with you? You payed your own stuff, helped cleaning up whenever you were around Dean’s place, made sure Dean had to eat, wouldn’t spend too much money on stupid and unnecessary stuff Dean just didn’t need. You made sure he was okay and doing fine.

His and Dean’s dad really liked you after meeting you a month later, you were sweet always polite, helping around the house and in the kitchen, you always made yourself useful. All of the family members that met you told Dean, that’s you’re a keeper. Dean knew you were special, he told you in the beginning how thankful and grateful he is to call you his girlfriend, who’s helping him a lot.

The sex at the beginning of the relationship was awesome, just excited and adventurous, but after some time it got…boring. Dean didn’t bother to work you up and literally just put his cock inside you, no foreplay, no making out, no nothing. At first you weren’t mad, but later you enjoyed touching yourself more than being fucked by your boyfriend. He didn’t even care about making you cum, it was all about him during sex. It wasn’t as much fun and exciting as you imagined it would be and it disappointed you. He didn’t put any effort into sex, complaining about why you didn’t cum and why it would take you so long.

Frankly, it hurt you, hurt you he didn’t put any effort into the sex and later the relationship. Yes, a long-distance-relationship is hard and needs a lot of strength, but if both people fight for and want it, it definitely could work out. You two couldn’t see each other a lot, due to your school and his work, but you always tried to visit him. You always really tried, even when money was tight for you, you always fucking tried. Dean wouldn’t get it sometimes that you couldn’t visit him every weekend, you just couldn’t.

Dean couldn’t visit you either since he was working on weekends and he also hadn’t a lot of money. So which lead to fighting from Dean’s side. Dean would’ve never admitted that he’s depressed, he cant be alone, he always needs someone to come home to. After his best friend died a few years back, Dean wasn’t the same anymore. He barely talked about anything, blamed everything bad that happened on him and he just closed off. Whenever you and Dean fought either over phone or in person, he would close off completely. You tried to teach him that you talk about something during a relationship since he preferred keeping stuff that was bugging him to himself than talking about it. He once was so depressed saying stuff he couldn’t do it without you and he needed you there everyday. He even made you think about it moving in with him for college.

There were moments, you had the feeling Dean was trying to change you, make you someone you weren’t. Yes you were fucking stubborn so was he. Even though you were stubborn you always compromised and did it his way. Sometimes you hated it.

The more time passed the more things changed. Dean started to take you for granted, taking the things you did for him for granted, taking for granted that you did grocery shopping from your money even tho it wasn’t your fridge you were filling. He took for granted that you cleaned his apartment and did his laundry. Basically everything you did he took it for granted. Kira never did this stuff, so he was using you, if we’re being honest.

But you didn't see it and you also didn't want to. You were helping him, because you loved him and you wanted to make things easier for him. After such a sort amount of time you already imagined living with him, like already mentioned you wanted to go college where he lived. It felt like he was your life, you felt so dependent from him, it wasn’t even healthy anymore. Which you realized some time Later.

Since he was your first love and boyfriend, the love you had for him was very very different. He was your first love after all.

When your birthday came around, it wasn’t him who wished you a happy birthday first. It was Sam. Sam. Not him. And you knew he was still awake. Dean was a Person who wouldn’t go to sleep before 3 am in the morning. What the saddest thing was ans what hurt you the most was that he didn’t call you to wish you a happy birthday, he wished you a happy birthday via snapchat. It hurt and disappointed you so much, it was the worst birthday you had. From the person you wanted to hear first, was probably the last one.

Sometimes it was hard for you to have sympathy for his actions, since some of them were just fucking selfish. It wasn’t even your birthday he forgot, he forgot your first anniversary. It felt like it didn’t matter to him, like you had no worth to him at all. You hadn’t meant to him as much as he meant to you.

There were times where Dean still talked a lot about Kira and you didn’t understand back Then he wasn’t over her. She was his first love. So you understood later on, since it was hard for you to get over him as well.

Dean also never really listened or tried to help you when you were feeling like shit and had shit going on. Your drivers license took so much money and strength from you, you were feeling desperate. Dean basically didn’t give a fuck. You two fought so hard and didn’t talk for at least two days. Which lead to why he didn’t call you for your birthday, because he was too fucking stubborn.

One day, you had a bad feeling, since Dean has been acting strange for a couple of days, so you needed to talk to someone. So you talked to Sam. Sam listened to you and told you, Dean’s having his introverted phase, where he isn’t talking to anyone socially. You knew he had phases like that, because he had one before, but this phase felt much more different than the other one. Sam tried to cheer you up that night trying to make you laugh, it actually helped and you managed to ignore the bad feeling in your gut.

Just a day after that Dean broke up with you, for you it was out of nowhere. It was unexpected. He told you, he didn’t love you anymore and his feelings weren’t as strong as they used to be because of the distance. You were the one who was unsure about the whole long-distance-relationship, Dean was the one who wanted to try. You’ve asked him so many times if he was sure and he always said yes, fucking yes, every damn time. He said, the long-distance-relationship wasn’t working for him anymore, he needed someone there and not every couple of weekends. The whole long-distance was hard for you too! You wanted to see him as often as you could, but he didn’t get it that you hadn’t much money.

Funny thing, he didn’t broke up with you via phone call, no! He broke up with you via fucking Snapchat! This stupid child didn’t even had the guts to do it via phone call if he couldn’t wait a couple of more days, since you planned on visiting him that week. No he couldn’t wait to do it like a decent human being, no! He did it like a fucking coward he was.

You had to leave school early, because he broke up with you during school time. You felt like something broke inside you. He was the first person you let come so close to you. He knew stuff, no one knew. You felt safe, but every word he said, were just…words. He didn’t mean them seriously.

He broke up with you, two weeks after you two had last seen each other. You didn’t understand why he didn’t do it back then, losing feelings couldn’t happen over night right? You lost feeling for someone over time and not over night like he did.

At this point you weren’t sure what you were supposed to do. It felt like a big part of you was suddenly missing. It was hard for you to get no phone calls when he finished work. It was hard for you to not laugh with him anymore. It was hard for you to not play video games with him anymore. You were missing him so bad, it fucking hurt. You were feeling lonely after that. You and Sam stayed in contact.

Julia, their step-sister, stayed in contact with you too. They all liked you so much, they were very sad to hear that you two broke up. Dean’s step-mom didn’t understand it at all, calling him stupid for letting you go. You really liked them, those people were like a second family to you. You missed them everyday since then.

You even visited Julia once, guess to who’s apartment you went to first? Dean’s! You were having so much madness in you, you needed to tell Dean what a coward he was. You were more angry and hurt when you found out, he got back together with Kira just two weeks after the break up. Yeah he really got back together with that bitch. He called her many bad and barefaced names and still got back together with her.

You reminded him how he called her different names, reminded him how glad he was they broke up, reminded him of how she was only good at spreading her legs and using his money, while she was in his apartment. Since then you were doubting yourself, asking yourself what was wrong with you that he chose her over you. But he did.

He was dumbfounded and surprised to see you, that you actually ever showed up in his life again.

You laughed sarcastically, “You’re a fucking coward who couldn’t even break up with me via a phone call. You haven’t been honest with me! Now you’re fucking that fucking whore again? What’s wrong with you?! Y-You’re ridiculous and just fucking pathetic!” You yelled at him by the end you finished.

Dean clenched his jaw chewing in the insides of his mouth, “Then I am. You finished?” He asked coldly. Dean was furious and didn’t expect to get called out by his now ex-girlfriend while his girlfriend, former ex-girlfriend was in his apartment. He actually was also shocked to see this side of you, he never, literally never saw you this angry in the past year of your relationship. You always told him not to test you, because if you wanted to, you could be a bitch and it wouldn’t end funny for him.

Your eyes went wide not expecting him to be so cold after everything you two went through. He was your boyfriend and you expected some respect, but Dean wasn’t showing any respect at this point. All he did was shutting the door into your face. You blinked looking at Sam and Julia who were standing behind you. Sam rubbed his face, he lost the last faith he had in his brother. Sam did not understood how his brother could be so stupid and got back together with that bitch Kira. He was so disappointed and he wasn’t sure what to do with his brother.

You brushed past them walking down the stairs and leaving your ex-boyfriends apartment building. Your emotions were all over the place. You were feeling a little better that you could finally shout those words into his face after bottling them up inside you for weeks. You felt relieved.

“You okay?” Sam asked when he approached you.

“Yeah.” You said with a small smile hugging yourself.

“Come here.” He said and pulled you into a hug. You immediately melted into his arms feeling yourself tear up again. “He’s being a big dick. I’m sorry about the way he treated you. You definitely didn’t deserve that and neither did he deserve you.” He whispered as he rubbed your back gently.

You were so grateful to have Sam as your friend. It surprised you that he wasn’t on the side of his brother. Sam loved his brother a lot, but the thing he was pulling off with you, didn’t sit right with Sam. In Sam’s eyes, you were awesome and had a great personality. He understood why Ryan was crushing on you. Ryan distanced himself from Dean and you over the time you were together. You always told Dean to reach out to him again since a final fight lead to separate ways between Dean and Ryan. Dean eventually did the summer before you two broke up.

“Thanks,” was all you said and gave him a small smile. He smiled at you and nodded holding you for a little moment before letting you go.

What happened that night was something unimaginable. You ended up sleeping at Sam, probably not the smartest thing to do and regretted it the moment you woke up. You got so drunk at the next bar you guys found, both of you. One thing lead to another and you ended up in the same bed. You were supposed to stay at Julia’s place, she had to leave early because of work. Sam promised her to take you to her place, but that didn’t happen obviously.

Julia was worried sick when you didn’t show up but assumed you crashed at Sam’s place. You lied to her telling her you didn’t want to wake her up, since you were so drunk. She bought it.

When you were alone at Julia’s place, your mind kept going back to the talk you had with Dean. Julia and you talked about it when she came home during her break from work. She told you, to talk to him alone with no other people involved. You texted him and he even agreed to meet up and talk things out. And you guys did.

“Hey.” You said awkwardly.

“Hey.” He said with a tight smile. “You wanted to talk then…talk.”

You swallowed hard and nodded, “First of all, yesterday wasn’t the smartest ting to address the whole situation. But the way we broke up wasn’t fair. You broke up with me via fucking Snapchat which is worse than text and you told me, you love me the day before.” You rubbed your arm and looked at the ground.

When he didn’t answer you kept going, “We had plans. I wanted to move here for you, for our relationship. I was going to give up so mich for you, because I really love you, Dean. I trusted you, we talked about so many times and y-“

“I couldn’t wait anymore and come on, we wouldn’t have worked out.” He interrupts you.

Ouch, that one hurt.

“Do you ever loved me?” You asked out of the blue, just being curious and dying to know if he ever did.

“I did.”

“Then you have no clue what love means. You never put mich afford into this relationship. You didn’t even want to try fighting to make it work, just because you need to get your dick wet by that bitch.” You slipped so done with being nice.

“You’re right it wasn’t fair how I broke up and I’m sorry.” Is all he said ignoring the last part. You looked at him and just scoffed, knowing he didn’t mean the apology serious. He said it, because he knew you wanted to hear it.

“I thought you never would hurt and disappoint me the way you did.” You said and teared up. “Have a great life.” You walked off not able to stand there anymore. You were hurt and just devastated he left you. You were hurting.

You and Dean never saw each other again after you walked off, but you felt better after the conversation helped you to put your emotions into place. Kira stalked you on instagram most of the time because she felt intimidated by you, even though you lived miles away. It annoyed you, so you blocked her and her beat friend.

Dean blocked and removed you on every social network. You didn’t understand why. You understood he unfollowed you, but the whole blocking this was just ridiculous at this point.

You and Sam talked about the hook and told each other it was a one time thing which shouldn’t repeat itself.

Sam became your closest and best friend after the breakup and you were just grateful to have him.

END

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