Somedeadbeatloz3r69 - Tumblr Posts
the day I hear
in the backseat of my car is the day I know I've failed as a parent
(thats a pinky promise now u have to) SEND AN ASK TO REQUEST A MOOD BOARD!!
the audacity to call someone brainwashed when you actually convince(brainwash) YOURself that someone does not look like a man just because you THINK they're TMASC when they're actually amab but you don't know that is WILD.
Another banger from the "we can always tell" crowd 💀
(for those who don't get it: the picture is of MatPat, a cis man)
my (super nice and like actual good person) crush js started playing lis....lis2 is gonna break him I feel so bad 😭 I js KNOW hes gonna have high morality (probably the highest tbh)
ventish
my dad was showing me pictures of younger me. saying how I wasn't 'confused on who I was then' or 'didn't worry about anything' because I was younger. (I cried n went up 2 my room cuz yk!!) and then he came in my room and apologized. etc etc, he asked 'do you not wanna be a girl?' I said as I was like crying n breaking down 'i do.' that was a lie . 'do you not want me to treat you like a girl?' again, I lied. 'i do' and he said something similar to 'no matter what you wanna be our relationship will always stay the same' or some shit like that. and it made me remember and realize that if my dad married a person who was supportive of trans people he also would've been supportive, or atleast less tphobic. as much as I tried to mean the 'i do', as much as I wanted to, as much as I know it'd be easier being a cis girl, I know I'm not deep down. I don't wanna be treated like a girl. I don't wanna look like a girl. sometimes I do though. but as much as I try to convince myself i'm cis, as much as I lie and tell myself my entire life would be better if I were, it's hard to say 'i am cis'. this is just a vent post, this post was basically 'never here'. if u read this as a moot, maybe like or reply or something, but pretend as if i never posted it
wait no why are people actually starting to follow me all I do is shitpost