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'But she's not for you'
Regulus X reader
Sm songs I listened to while making it.
just kiss her concorde +running to find you minds eye + dealer Lana del ray + destroy myself just for you MONTELL fish+ apocalypse cigarettes after sex + tree house Alex g
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Regulus never thought he could be loved. His parents had engraved it into his head from the moment he was born. Even though he had been in relationships he never felt the love they had to offer. Even when he saw you for the very first time when you were 11 he was sure 'you were the girl but you weren't for him'. Now you are both 16 and his views haven't changed.
Regulus watched you hurry around the campus during his free period. He did it every Tuesday. He would sit in the courtyard, book in hand, waiting for you to hurry past as you always did at 12:34 almost every week on the dot. Your hands barely gripping onto the various, but same books, you had in your arms threating to slip. 'He was trying to make the words come out knowing he should've kissed you there', If only he could.
He looked out for you in the grand hall his emotionless face observing you. The way your face glowed when talking to people you loved. The way your eyes sparkled talking to Remus about your favourite books. As he watched he didn't notice the ocean blue eyes he was examining, focus on him.
That was the first time y/n had seen him fully, and oh lord how she wished she had seen him this way sooner, his beautiful brown eyes deepened into her gaze. He was staring at her as if she was the most beautiful woman in the world, and from his soul to hers he truly did believe it.
His years of pining seemed to come to an abrupt end, by a simple gaze held to long. Any worry’s he had faded away. He couldn't believe that it was even possibly directed at him.
And when you began walking towards him he thought he might just pass out. Even in his dreams he never got this far. As you approached now even closer his heart had already left his body and disappeared into your wholesome being.
all regulus kinnies are touch-starved. prove me wrong
“you can’t send your friends every regulus headcanon you see followed by “hes so me”” -said no one, ever
I agree where’s a golden retriever boy for me to snog.
No I don’t need therapy I need to make out with a James kinnie
Me fr fr
Regulus Black doesn’t hold hands he holds arms. He clings on and squeezes tightly when he gets excited
I really need/want new friends
Like out of my friends only two of them read one of them reads *only* Manga and the other one reads but prefers like fanfic which me too but she reads horror and thriller shit which I physically vcannot read unless I want to not be able to sleep even more which my insomniac ass does not need another thing to worry about at night and yes I read fanfic as well but I read Fandom fanfic while she original fanfic so I can't complain to them about dead gay wizards which is just gisuraykshkdgk like does that make sense??
no, sir, I do not do relationships, I'm ✨ traumatized ✨
James trying to flirt: I love your name
Trans!Regulus: Thanks, i picked it myself
marauders era! regulus would love crime and mystery books
modern au! regulus would be a sucker for 00s shows and movies like vampire diaries, gilmore girls or skins. but james would make him watch shows like ofmd or good omens in exchange for having watched with him scary and thriller movies (in those nights james cuddles up closer to regulus because he's sort of a scaredy cat).
marauders era! regulus would love abba but he'll pretend like he doesn't. meanwhile modern au! regulus would still like abba but scream his lungs with lana del rey and mitski.
modern au! regulus would silently judge cringy people while looking directly at their soul until he makes them uncomfortable.
regulus was scared.
scared of confronting his parents. scared of being left behind. scared of the world.
scared of opening up to people.
even though he had this though and mean facade he would open up really quick to someone until the point where he was overwhelming.
he just wanted someone to listen to him. and when he thought he found someone he would say all the things that he wanted.
but he was considered too much. he was too much for people to handle.
he was a storm. he was a hurricane of feelings, so when he lost control he knew it was going to end up bad. he knew he was going to bore people around him.
even knowing that, he would vomit all the random information he had. deeply hoping inside of him that people didn't leave him after seeing how he truly was.
how childish, pleaser and lonely he was. how he would keep all his feelings hidden from others. how raw these were.
but each time they would leave him, and each time he would try to avoid these situations again but he couldn't help it.
so yeah.
regulus was scared.
not from the dark, not from death.
regulus was scared
of lost childish dreams of a found family.
regulus was scared
of being completely unbearable and repulsive to others.
he wasn't scared of being alone.
not at all.
he was just scared.
he has been scared all his life.
he has always been scared since
the only thing he could have for sure
and be only his
was fear.
As the black sheep of my family I would love to have this thought process, but I’m a Regulus kinnie
"If I’m going to be the family disappointment, Sirius thought, moving to his trunk, I’ll be the best bloody disappointment they’ve ever had."
Regulus would seem like a cold heart, emotionless person when you look at him. But the second he trusts you he is one of he sweetest and most empathetic person ever
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m going to make it obvious that I’m sad and get sadder when no one notices
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I can’t ask for help even though I’m obviously struggling
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I pretend to be better than everyone, but I know deep down, I wish I was like everyone else
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’ve been burnt out since six
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course I rot in bed during the weekends
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I love the song Black Friday by Tom Odell
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course my search history is secretly filled with fanfics
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course me and my sibling are on a rough path.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I have abandonment issues.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m sarcastic.
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m going to be the embodiment of a black cat.
I’m a Regulus Kinnie, of course I want a golden retriever partner.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m learning French.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course my family loves the fake version of me.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, if you go through my notes app, I’ll die.
Regulus: “Please don’t tell me you don’t know the tooth fairy isn’t real-“
Evan: *Shaking his head frantically.* “Don’t say that! Pandora doesn’t know that. I’ve been pretending to be the tooth fairy.”
Pandora: “What? I already know the tooth fairy isn’t real?”
Evan: “Then who’s pillow have I been putting money under?”
Barty in the distance: “THE TOOTH FAIRY ISNT REAL?”
Regulus: “Do you want to sleep together?”
James: *Shocked and flustered.* “Oh! Yes please. My dorm or yours?”
Regulus: “We can do it at mine. 9PM, sharp don’t be late.”
James: “Yes love.”
*EXACTLY AT 9PM*
*James knocking on the door with a crop top and gray sweatpants. Spraying some cologne he stole from Sirius*
Regulus: “It’s open!”
James walking in and immediately sitting on the edge of the bed: “How do you want to start this?”
Regulus: “Just lay down.”
James: *Already doing what Regulus said.* “Then what?”
Regulus laying beside him and putting his head on his chest: “Alright goodnight.”
James: “What? I thought we were sleeping together?”
Regulus: “We are?”
James: “You gave me the wrong idea!”
Regulus understanding why he got confused: “Oh. That’s later.”
James: “What?!”
Regulus has low iron deficiency.
Don’t ask
I just know.
Regulus reading Sylvia Plath:
James reading Dr. Seuss beside him:
IMAGINE
Regulus and James adopting Harry, and teaching him both Spanish and French. Harry changes between languages to talk to either of his parents.
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(I used google translate, sorry to the people who are fluent.)
Harry talking to James: “¡Papá, quiero ir al mundo muggle y conseguir legos!”
Harry talking to Regulus: “Papa Regulus, pourquoi papa James t'appelle-t-il petite fille ?”
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Harry’s language when talking to Sirius:
Harry talking to Sirius: “Then Draco tells me I shouldn’t wear yellow because it isn’t my color? Then I said, that platinum blond don’t fit you either.”
*Harry also having hot pink sunglasses, a feather scarf, that he got from Sirius.*
Sirius nodding in agreement while painting Harry’s nails.: “You tell him baby.”
*Sirius also having the same exact outfit Harry has on.*
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WHAT I THINK MARAUDER KINNIES ARE DOING ON VALENTINES DAY
(if you are not single and sad, this post is not for you. RUN ALONG NOW SWEETIE)
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Regulus kinnies.
I’m a Regulus kinnie myself, and all im doing to do is read books and pine after a person who only sees me as their friend. So im going to assume you’re doing the same.
You are also probably listening to Mistki while you look back at when you felt alive and young.
We need therapy.
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James Potter kinnies.
You’re probably making notes and cute little drawings for your friends, but you know deep down they’ll forget about you and get you some lousy lollipop or maybe even a heart drawing!
You cannot settle for the bare minimum.
You’re also probably falling for the slightest attention someone gives you, then you get heart broken in the end because you put too much of yourself in your relationship.
BACK AWAY FROM THE BARE MINIMUM. YOU DESERVE MORE.
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Sirius Black kinnies.
You and your best friend are the only ones who take this siriusly.
But the only reason you take it seriously is because you know how it feels to feel like a joke.
You’re looking at all these videos of these couples doing cute stuff while you’re sitting on the floor of your room wondering, why couldn’t i be like that? Then you’ll come to the conclusion that your parents made you like this.
PLEASE DONT FORGET TO DRINK WATER. I KNOW YOU FORGET TO.
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Remus Lupin kinnies.
You most definitely forgot it was Valentine’s Day and you slept in. Thankfully you set up your future in your head so you already know what you’re going to for your friends.
Please stop planning your future all in one night. Your brain cannot take this.
You’ll chug some caffeine and tell yourself, it’s just another day. Until you look around and see all these people in love. You go home and binge eat chocolate because you’re sad.
Then you fall asleep again as a coping mechanism.
SAVE THE CHOCOLATE FOR THE REST OF US PLEASE.
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Pandora Roiser kinnies
You guys are the sweetest people alive.
Too bad everyone takes that as a weakness.
You buy every one of your friends a cute little card and maybe some candy or flowers. All they do is utter a “thanks.” But you don’t mind right? ( you do) it’s tiring feeling like everyone looks down on you. So you’ll try your hardest, but will it ever be enough?
YOU GOT THIS SWEETIE, YOURE ENOUGH.
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Evan Roiser kinnies.
You guys are either toxic or chill.
Either way, you’re still not over that one person who ruined your life. Your friends are happy, so why aren’t you? Nothing is fair. You pretend to be happy on this day, eating chocolate, writing little hearts, laughing. But deep down, the lingering question is just, “why? Why would they do this? Why did i deserve that?” Maybe you’ll get your answer, maybe you won’t.
MY QUESTION FOR YOU IS, WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE? EVERY EVAN KINNIE IS SO CUTE.
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Barty Crouch Jr kinnies
You guys probably are stalking your crush right now. You feel like you have to match personalities or stand out from the crowd for someone you like. So on valentines, you’ll find out specifically what your friends like and make a special card or gift for them. Then you play it off, saying “it’s nothing really.” We know damn well it’s not nothing. So when they say thank you, or give you the slightest praise, you get giddy inside.
DONT LOSE YOURSELF.
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These are just assumptions, so if I get these wrong, DO NOT COME AT ME MAN. THIS IS ME TRYING.
Headcannon: (Modern AU) when James doesn’t have quidditch, he sleeps in. So Regulus modifies his alarms for him.