Procastination - Tumblr Posts
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So, on Wednesday I'm having my first ever university exam : Linear Algebra
Despite the fact that I've been ignoring this for more than a week, I suddenly feel very scared motivated to start my revision!
Let's see what 2 days of hard work can do
Not much I guess
You’ve been following me a while and I always see your username come up on my notifs. I just wanted to say that If you really have no confidence to write, I hope you find some one day. You probably have an interesting story or two to share, and Tumblr is the best place to practice your craft :)
Thanks! I really appreciate your comment. Honestly, I should change my username. I know I'm lazy and too much of a procrastinator to write. I have tons of ideas in my head, but I never end up typing... oh well.. I look forward to seeing more of your content! ( even if I don't know who you are)
Apologies on not posting that thing cousin and I were working on, I’ve been harassing AI by making Local58 References
This is not what I should be doing right now.. But I have been playing too much Skyrim lately to just let that kind of inspiration pass.
Mds eu quero fazer tudo, que quero desenhar, fazer aclistenia, capoeira, natação, quero estudar, jogar, tocar piano, eu quero andar de skate, quero aprender a me maquiar E EU ACABO N FAZENDO NADA
THE YOONGI ONESHOT IM WORKING ON IS GONNA BE DONE BY LIKE NEW YEARS PROBABLY LMAOOOO wish me luck yalls
it’s astonishing how one can finish tons of work in two days that they procrastinated for 4 fucking months
i have 21 assignments on physics, chemistry and Biology and the due date is two days later.
KIA RAMBLES WHOOOOO, INCLUDES VENT LOL jfkfudgdf WARNING: MOOD SWINGS (I THINK) check tags before just in case???
Man, you know, I certainly picked this life because of writing. I just love thinking of my stories. Yapping and rambling about them with that one girl, Posting my rambles on my Instagram stories like:
THAN THOSE ARE MY THREE FRIENDS, I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THEM (THO I BARELY EVER COMMUNICATE WITH THE CAT PHOTO ONE) I HAVE MORE FRIENDS. I EVEN SOMEHOW MANAGED TO BE FRIENDS WITH A BOY THAT I HAD A FRIEND CRUSH ON. And I am the ‘shy kid’ in class so that’s shocking. (I am not the shy kid, I just stay in my lane. I do presentations well)
Like no one expect the one in the middle has any idea on what in the dictionary of womanary am I talking about (Making my own words because I am too lazy)
I love this. I love talking about writing. I love being proud of my writing. I love being insecure of it because at least I feel some emotions hah- It boosts up my ego too.
Like do you ever write something so good you are like- Oh my…. I think I just… created an Ao3 level piece of art.
I was sulking, on the verge of depression. Couldn’t show an inch of emotion to my mother who had let me eat my favourite lunch meal (I really don’t allow myself to get attach to her because I don’t wanna be hurt again and again but I feel like such a bad person. So I sometimes utter ‘I love you’ when I don’t mean it, and for some reason in makes me want to pull my heart out of my chest.) Even though I am not supposed to eat anything unhealthy because I just recovered from Typhoid and my body has extremely low blood.
Writing makes me alive. Alive. Alive. It distracts me. Takes me away from this life, reading other stories isn’t exactly the same. I usually can’t keep up, I feel anxious. Reading makes me realise I am wasting time and could be doing something much much more productive. Finals are in 1 month and 5 days and I studied nothing. It’s draining me. I should go and do it, but… ugh I can’t explain it’s irritating. Father says a lot of things. He would say I don’t have Control over my own life in a spooky scary way that will traumatise me for the rest of my life. He would say something about my health, he recently said that I had a mentality of a six year old; he will say how I am not controlling my mind. And stuff like that. Believe in yourself, that I very well do. It’s much worse that way actually, because you know how much potential you have, yet you are wasting it.
I am tired, I don’t have time. My room is cleaned, yet I feel empty. I am so so tired yet I do nothing. I am too write. I am lazy I suppose. I should be studying. None of the tricks and tips I leaned from online works. I need energy. Something. Actually no, I am too tired to even handle anything. Maybe I should sleep, but I am not sleepy, and sleeping will mess me up more because of the guilt for losing time. How ironic, as if I won’t be wasting my time on reels or sth.
When your flatmate ask you-again- what are you doing on your couch, under three blankets, drinking roiboos and reading fanfictions on a Friday night, well doing things alone.
“Don’t you have a fuck buddy to see this week Lorraine ?”
Got called lazy by people that didn't even know I was struggling to keep myself alive.
Me, after writing one sentence of my WIP: Wow! What progress, you deserve a break, boy!
(I in fact do not deserve a break-)
Do you take art requests, or do they have to be commissioned?
I can't open commissions yet (personal stuff) BUT. Requests are open! Might take a while to finish since I'm currently VERY busy studying to make my art look better and working on my project. So, to the people that have requested something,
Please bear with me TwT
it's the start of the week, there's still time!
I suppose the advantage of having several writing projects at the same time is that at least I can procastinate project C by writing on project D only to the next day procastinate D by working on B 🤡
The disadvantage, of course, being that nothing will be finished this side of the millenia
If only I could write as easily at home as I do at work!
I feel like I'm finally at that point where I can begin to show my closest friends the first part of my work, it just needs a little more love.
I'm trying to treat it like a college essay and printed it out on paper, because I sure can't seem to focus on it enough when it's on the screen.
If this works it's going to help me so fucking much in the future, too 🙏
Yet another thing I want to make, but will never get around to actually making.
That's a great table design (credit)