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yes im the oldest daughter, yes I dont want to have children because i feel like i already finished my duty as a mother
if you see this, please reblog with your zodiac sign, if you’re an older/middle/younger sibling or an only child, and the household task you hate to do the most
if you see this, please reblog with your zodiac sign, if you’re an older/middle/younger sibling or an only child, and the household task you hate to do the most
oldest children say:
“no no, it’s fine. you guys go on without me. you guys decide without me”
“do you like it mum?”
is there anything i can do? just let me know”
“you never used to let me… no, never mind. it’s different with them, i get it”
“ok ok yeah. i’m sorry”
“do you like it mum?”
[to siblings] “i’m telling you so i can help you!”
[to parents] “i know, i’m not their mother… i know i don’t know everything. i was just trying to help”
“no of course i won’t leave, i won’t break up the family”
“ … it was actually my idea”
“please just listen to me”
“do you like it mum?”
I had a child in my dream but it D*ed in my dream
Just discussing a few dreams I had.
[ I I want to tell you guys this PLEASE tell me if you having crazy dreams I Love love LOVE talking about dreams no matter what they are about and I love the consept of dreams !!!]
So this was a few months ago where I had a dream that I was pregnant (in the 4 or 5 month) and in my dream I knew it would be a girl and I was so existed to have my Baby.
I even prayed to god in my dream and I said: please god give me a girl I'm also happy with a boy but I want my first child to be a girl
Anyway, like I said I was pregnant and I felt that the Baby would come out but like I said it was only the 4 or 5 month (I was also older in my dream alot more older then I am in real live I think I was in my 30s and I am NOT in my 30s) and the Baby came out but like I the Titel says it was dead guys.
I hold the Baby in my hands and it looked like a Baby that was sleeping peacefully but I knew in that moment that my Baby was gone it was also full with blood.
Also it wasn't like a real miscarrige in real life my belly opend up (somehow) and then I was holding my child the next Minute.
It was so sad then I woke up and I was like "where is my child" but then it Hit me and I realised it was just a dream and I was SO SAD i wanted to cry I was so happy in my dream with my child but my child was taken from me in my dream and it was a dream...
One time I dreamed that I had a younger brother and a younger sister but it was in 2 different dreams. (I am the youngest child in my family)
And I swear to god my younger brother was so beautiful he was a sweetheart.
He was an Angel guys and still I am so CRUSHED that he aint real 😭
Even my acual brother interacted with him (I was away but I witnessed my dream in the 3 person it was like I was watching a movie lol)
I was away and my family didn't know where I was and my older brother talked to my younger one and my younger brother was SO worried about me and wanted to know where I was guys he is an Angel he was such a sweetheart
And he looked like me he had a very VERY similar face like I do and he had the same hair as my brother ( I and my acual brother look very alike but my brother in my dream looked even more like me)
Guys he is my Baby like why can't he be real I am so upset I'm not even joking.
And for my sister in my dream my sister looked more like my brother but I and my sister had the same hair but our hair typ is a little different my younger brother and I had the same waves but she had Curly hair and she was so beautiful.
She was soooo playfull and funny mannnnnn
In my dream she fell asleep and my mother Was also in my dream and I carried my sister on my back she was asleep at first but then she woke up and I teased her. (in my dream of my brother my father was there but not my mom and in the one of my sister my mom was there and my acual brother wasn't there)
I also once had a dream where I was pregnant and then had a Baby who (thank god) didn't die in my dream I watched my child grow and the I woke up why is the World so cruel ?!
And one time I was with a random boy who was like 15 or 13 and we where running bc we where playing a game or something idk but it was also cool (In that dream I was also like 13 or 15 BUT I AM NOT 13 -15 I am 18+ and when I had that dream I was also not 13-15 years old I was older)
And in another dream I was holding a Baby and another child was next to me that was like 2 or 3(?) And both where looking at me and I was looking at the Baby and the child in my Arms but the children weren't mine in that dream.
After those dreams I felt so empty but I still love them
Anyways did that ever happend to you guys?
Do you guys have theories?
Please tell me about it Iam so curious!!!!
Thankyou for reading Pookie ♡♡♡ (This helps me coping with what happend)
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Hey I’m doing a study:
Reblog with your favorite bat-sibling, and if you were the oldest, youngest, middle sibling, or an only child
This is so funny because as the oldest child I actually love tea and would prefer it over coffee. I really only drink coffee if I pull an all nighter and need to be somewhere that day. My sister though, the middle child, tries to always get an ice coffee whenever possible. And my brother, obviously the youngest, isn’t allowed coffee because it would send his ADHD into overdrive. My mom will let him drink ice tea though.
is being into coffee an older sibling thing bc everyone i know who loves coffee is the oldest child
In my ✨being an eldest daughter made me a villan✨ era
I don’t think I’ve disappointed my parents but I also don’t think I’ve made them proud. I haven’t done anything extremely disappointing but I haven’t done anything worthy of praise.
I wish I could travel back in time to when my parents were 8 years old and sit with them, play with them, make them laugh and more importantly…hug them tight.
Every time I think I look ugly I immediately start to cry because I have my mothers face. And I feel like a horrible daughter for calling my mother ugly.
only people that know me know which one(s) i am
the only genuinely funny people on this bitch of an earth are either eldest siblings, people with bastard dads, or gays
I’m curious about this so please spill :)
Siblings
Don't you just love when your siblings are more valued than you? Earlier today, I spent 2 hours creating a sfx makeup look and my parents barely acknowledged my hard work and skill. What makes this better is that my brother spent 5 minutes on a drawing and got praised to no end and his work got sent to every one of my family members as they were so proud of him. I know his drawing was amazing but they didn't even say anything about my hard work. I've dealt with insecurities over my skills for my whole life and just hoped to get anywhere near as much praise he received. Reblog if something similar has happened with you and a sibling.