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when the yearning gets rough make some bread...
or watch fight club
I want to fall asleep while we are on a call.
He is still up and playing video games and I am slowly drifting off while listening to him.
Maybe I am in half sleep when he decides to also go to bed and tells me goodnight love and hangs up while I smile and fall completely asleep again.
The world is moving so fast, I wish I could just sleep for a while.
Preferably in his arms. Safe and protected. Just taking a break from the world for a few days.
My body feels so heavy and my mind is drowning in thoughts. I just want some peace, even for just a few minutes.
I want to spend a lazy day with someone.
And when I day someone I mean him.
Getting up late, I'll cook breakfast and wash the dishes while he watches YouTube or even better plays guitar and we are just lazy together.
Bathing together. Rubbing his back and braiding his hair while watching some stupid movie.
Baking together and telling each other off for eating thr dough. Little top of the head kisses and then I'll cook us a good dinner and when I clean he is there hugging me from behind.
We go to bed, maybe reading a boon to one another and just existing together.
Cuddling and living.
People, you won't belive it but I just woke up and it's 2 am and I still feel good.
Like, I dreamed about him staying over night and for some reason we were making cookies at night and he fell asleep on the dream.
I loved it. And yeah, I just woke up and am still happy. Hehe :)
I hope he got home safe and sleeps well
I'm crying how can he be so good? How can someone be so kind and loving towards me?
I don't get it? It feels so good.
He wants to come over even if I am sick and have to study?? What the fuck? I didn't know people could do that?
I'm actually crying, Noone ever did that for me. Noone ever cared like that??
What the actual fuck, I am feeling so much??
His hands are so warm and comforting and his smile is so sweet and his eyes so pretty and his voice so calming and his overall presence just everything and and-
I'm cold. It's so cold.
Why can't I be with him? Why can't I feel safe and warm? Why can't I kiss him? Why can't I fall asleep next to him?
My heart longs for him, my soul misses his touch.
All I want is to be loved. To have him cradle me in his arms. To lay my head on his chest and listen go his heartbeat. To braid his hair and kiss his nose.
My heart breaks because I can't be with him.
The only thing I was looking forward to is seeing him. But I don't know when that will even be.
Maybe never again.
Maybe I'm just dramatic.
But it feels like we'll never be together again...
I want to be back in his arms. I want to be with him.
I'm still lost in the way his arms made me feel safe.
I wish he would hold me like that again and not let go this time.
Remembering doesn't bring comfort, it only brings confusion.
I actually didn't think about him today.
Which is funny and good I think.
But now that I do think about him again, I still miss him.
But it hurts less.
And I am less angry too.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.
I need someone, anyone, to love me.
Being unlovable hurts.
It's the pain of knowing that noone can ever love me the way I love them.
To love the way I do is to burn and scratch open my skin just to try and show you a part of me.
It's to always wait for something.
I try to fill the void he left with anything that could kill me.
I'll die before letting myself fall in love again.
I am always the second choice.
Always.
For ever everyone else will be chosen before me. Everyone else is better.
Why can't someone choose me?
Why doesn't anyone love me?
Someone please love me like I love them.
Please?
guys, does anyone also miss Yukierre??
well I do so i decided to make a Chappell Roan Yukierre Animatic for pride month :)
It’s sad btw :3
DOOMED YUKIERRE CORE
Based off Chappell Roan’s song “Casual” and the trend around mlm/wlw situationships on TikTok
Last day of pride month. If any boys want to do something gay with me, now’s your chance!
Could you write to a yandere neighbor who is a huge pervert?
Perv Yandere neighbor imagines~!
Imagine You being new to the neighborhood moving in you never seen much or your neighbor you knew his name and he was a few years older than you. Walking over one day holding a box of cookies you made as a get to know you gesture, “hello I’m your new neighbor nice to meet you sir!”
Imagine his door swung open and off the bat he was lanky and pale he looked as though he’s never felt the touch of a woman making you blink still trying to play polite bite it’s hard when his face is looking right at your pecs paying your face and the cookies no mind.
Imagine your bathroom window being right across from his bedroom, him watching you learning your schedule like a feral man touching and jerking off when he sees you in your shower, your hands washing your hair showing your pecs all wet from the water making him drool in delight snapping a few photos for “later”
Imagine a cook out hosted in the neighborhood and he would normally skip and stay home but as soon as he caught wind of you going he made sure to go as well, standing awkwardly thing to not get caught staring at you in your swim trunks.
Imagine Every one at the cook out thinking he keeps looking at the ground in embarrassment when he’s actually looking down at your ass enjoying how your back arches imagining giving you backshots right then and there bending you over the cooler and fucking you senseless.
Imagine your neighbor being so obsessed with seeing you and talking to you he starts doing more yard work deliberately when you are sunbathing in your patio chair, oh you’re laying out shirtless in your back yard well that’s the perfect time for him to start planting!
Imagine your neighbor being so desperate to make sure you’re his that anytime you bring men over or have hook ups they never make it back their car nor do they contact you again, your neighbor being very experienced with technology due to his lack of outside time making it easy for him to stalk every social account you have even if it’s five years old even if it’s private even if he has to hunt it down he will do it just to see any pictures of you he can.
Imagine your neighbor showing up at your doorsteps during the middle of the day, he claims he needs to use your bathroom the plumbing in his house is “messed up” he stumbles along to your bedroom claiming he thought it was the way to your bathroom! He stole pairs of your boxers from your clothes basket and set up a few cameras all over your bedroom making sure to get all angles.
idk what u do but maybe NSFW satrou gojo x bunny boy? Like the toji one, just with gojo ^_^
Gojo with a bunny boy reader head cannons ~ ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა
Gojo is the biggest fan of eating your ass, he leaves you bend over any and every surface with your thighs spread and your bunny tail wiggling as his tongue pushes past your bud, he’ll hold your ass cheeks groping at them and punching them roughly as he keeps nudging his face deeper between your cheeks making sure his tongue plays around teasing your gummy like walls while grunting out “taste so sweet you dumb rabbit”
Gojo will be the one to call you a rabbit even after you tell him you’re a bunny hybrid insisting “there’s a difference!” But he doesn’t care he loves the way you look at him all riled up and angry of the smallest things and without hesitation he always says “both have ears and a tail?~”
Gojo who enjoys gripping hold of your bunny ears tightly when he’s fucking you, holding your head up as you blabber and drool, lips pouting your nose all scrunched and twitching dumbly while his cock pounds into you over and over making sure he uses his other hand slapping your asscheeks red. “What’s wrong? Is my bunny boy to fucked out to speak? Tsk stupid little rabbit aint’cha”
Gojo likes playing around with your cotton tail, you two could be laying on the couch doing nothing sexual and this man will reach his hand down into your boxers and just start pulling and massaging at your tail making sure to watch the tent in your pants as it bulges making you frown all flustered with your bunny ears laying flat on your head, and Gojo knew he always knew as soon as your bunny ears laid down what came next.
Gojo is the type of man when he’s fucking you and you reach the point of overstimulation, this man has a field day with it. “C’mon I thought bunny’s had high stamina?~” he taunts you with your knees bent to your chest him holding you in a mating press and not giving you one break as his cock holds your rim stretched wide for so long it starts to burn making your pleasure mix with pain.
Gojo will suck you off til you see stars, one hand groping your ass cheeks and the other pulling on your cotton tail with his face buried in your groin letting his spit coat your fluffy pubes while he looks up at you with his blue eyes thoroughly enjoying how your eyes clench shut and your hands fumble to grip at his hair as soon as his tongue starts flicking your slit all you can do is moan out “t’much go—jo~!”
Gojo being the mighty curious man that he is often times wonders do you go into “heats” like a real bunny does? And to his delight you actually do. Expect to never leave the bed unless for a bathroom break or to get water because this Mann isn’t letting you free til your out of heat if anything he lives the excuse for more sex, he pretends he’s “mating” with you or “knocking you up” despite knowing you are a man that cannot get pregnant but the sight of you in such a horny state like that makes him go feral.
Gojo isn’t the best with aftercare but he does try and be more sensitive with how he treats your bunny parts. Specifically how he treats your tail and ears, he likes cleaning the bunny tail the most he loves watching it fluff back up like a cotton ball after your showers. He’s the man that washes the bed sheets while you clean yourself up in the shower but most the time he ends up in the shower with you.