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Little confession :)

I would’ve posted this vent on Twitter, but most of my relatives follow me on there and I honestly don’t want them to ask me questions about my mental state and such... You know? 

I’ve always had toxic people in my life. I was surrounded by them. I got so used to their existence, after some time I even started befriending some. That’s how I got to meet who I now call “ex best friends”. Sure, we had lots of fun together, but lots of times we’d have fights, they’d make stupid little comments on whatever I did, they’d make playlists for each other, they’d gift each other things, they’d play games together and I’d be ignored and left out.

All of this was so sudden. It happened within the span of a week. One day, they just decided to ignore me and give me shit to eat. For two months straight, I’d only have them over my head and how I’d get them to like me again, because apparently I did something wrong. 

One day, I gave this story an end. After endless days of being ignored, I decided that it’d be a good idea to ignore them back. Give them a piece of their own medicine, you know?

They went APESHIT. From insults to death threats, that day was the day I was at my best, yet at my worst. I got a huge weight off my chest and I was happy. On the other hand though, I didn’t feel like dealing with their bullshit and their stupid little alt accounts they used in order to bully me. 

What I wanna say right now is that I’m thankful that I got rid of them. I can’t possibly imagine how terrible my mental health would be if they were by my side til this day. I have found people who are nicer to me, stick by my side and truly love me. They make me happier than what they ever could. 

People come and go. If you’ve lost your best friend, I’m sorry. Maybe they weren’t true after all. 

[ I doubt you’ll ever see this but, here’s the things I want to say to you: ]

remember the good times we had together

stop spying on me

hope karma gets your ass