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A Typical Conversation On Yet Another Council Meeting Regarding Anakin's Behavior

The Council: Young Skywalker keeps demonstrating that he's rude, arrogant and lacks any capacity to follow basic rules. He can't be bothered to do simple meditation exercises, he never pays attention to anything said and displays irrational emotional outbusrts. He's too impatient and makes strong attachments too easily, struggling to distance himself afterwards. It is not the jedi way, and the Council is concerned with continued problems Skywalker presents.

Obi-Wan: sweating, getting very red in the face of embarrassment for his very first, still very young padawan, and trying to come up with any excuses for this continued behavior, praying he won't fail Qui-Gon because of this, because he simply has no idea how to talk to Anakin to make him understand

The Young Skywalker in question: displaying very visible signs of multiple disorders and not understanding what is that and why is this happening to him, thinking that maybe one day with enough restriction and dedication and self-control he will be able to become the jedi everyone expects him to be

Skywalker: Sorry, Masters, it won't happen again...

Fully knowing it _will_ happen again, and hoping he will just be strong enough to hold himself together next time, and all times after that