I Really Thought She Was Going To Be One Of Those Friends I'd Bicker With When I Became An Old Fart - Tumblr Posts
I hate losing friends..... especially people who have been close in my life for like 9 years?
I slowly stopped masking around her and that went okay mostly... but then had a pretty rough chat about AuDHD and she just.... was so closed off after that....
How can people just.... do that? Be friends with someone then... drop them like they're nothing when finding out about disability. She barely understood me talking about pots... apparently drawing the absolute line at neurodivergence.....
I'm really depressed about it. Especially since our youngest kids grew up together since a couple months old.
It really makes me want to isolate. My adult friend group is dwindling and it's really difficult for me to make new friends at this age.... I know that sounds pathetic. I feel pathetic..