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I love you guys so much <3

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I am sorry for my absence in here, little mochis, my cold haven't passed yet, so I can't think properly. I'll try to slowly and slowly write anything I have in my inbox and drafts right now, am actually trying to finish two one-shots at the same time :")

I am currently working on a Jimin × femreader angst called "Reasons" and a Yoongi × femreader smut called "Collaboration".

I am trying my best to improve my writing style so I hope you guys will like it. (This is another reason why it takes so long, thank you for your patience.)

"Collaboration" will be posted on Sunday, most probably.

If you feel interested about the fanfictions, feel free to ask me anything about them, I'll answer with my whole mochi heart~

Mochi♡

Hii guys (sorta life update) ❤️

Omg! I’m still alive & I can’t believe that I’ve been gone from here for what feels like forever. I’m ngl I did kinda fell off from here & from this side of me. I honestly don’t know why. It was honestly better here, even if I hadn’t really interacted with a lot of you. I still felt your support & love. I still wish to communicate with all you pretties. I was better, especially writing fics for jungkook & keeping myself updated with BTS. I didn’t fall off completely tho, ig I just took a break from everything. Especially since I’ve been trying to get my life together so suddenly. Mainly with getting myself together & becoming someone better for myself. Appearance & mental wise. I’m changing & I’ve definitely been going thru different changes. I’ve become like SO emotional lately as well, like it’s so freaking easy for me to cry now. That sucks because I’m already such an emotional person. It’s kinda been hard because I’ve been in my own head as well, trying to make sense of things on my own, which I know I really shouldn’t do. I’ve also been seeking comfort or a connection, love even with people I don’t know, even if it isn’t really reciprocated just because I’ve been longing for it more now than ever. I hate that, because I shouldn’t be doing that either. Especially at a time where I’m supposed to just focus on myself & not worry about those kinds of things right now, because I know that when it happens, it will happen. I shouldn’t try seeking it on my own, especially when I know I’m not ready for any of it. My emotions have just been out of wack lately & I hate it so much lol. But I want to come back here, I know it hasn’t been THAT long but it feels like it to me. I want to find my way back to things that made me genuinely happy. Which is this blog, writing for jungkook & staying updated with my loves because I just miss them so much, it’s been so hard these days & I don’t want to let myself let go. I’m sorry for this random long ass rant though. I just needed to get it out somewhere & to let you all know that I’m not abandoning this blog any time soon & that I will be more active again. I love you all so much, seriously ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Hi, I just saw your blog and was wondering if you're still active?

Hey there Anon, Yeah, seems like I’m not really that active here Huh? Well, I’m semi-active.

I’ve been trying to gather the motivation to answer things and get back on track, but life’s been a bit of a major mess ^^

I’ve been thinking about moving everything here to a side blog so I can tidy up everything here and do the shop justice.

But if you need anything or have any specific questions to ask, I’m always down to answer anything you guys have to say, I missed you!

These are amazing and I have to share!

(Also, I'm a member of this server and I can confirm it's one of the most welcoming environments I've ever been in. If you wanna hang out and bond over Arcana stuff with some truly awesome people you should definitely check it out.)

The Arcana Ambience Masterlist (WIP - updates to come)

Study and/or sleep like a Vesuvian!

I’m in the process of making ambient-borderline-ASMR-audios of Arcana locations and uploading them to my YouTube channel! Below the cut lies the currently incomplete list of all the ambient tracks I have made and plan to make in the future.

The ones that don’t have a link to share yet have been crossed out until I make the audio for them. The ones that I have made the audio for, however, have the links attached and have been put in bold text so they’re relatively easy to spot. As you probably expect, I’ll update this list with every upload.

If you’d like to keep up with the project, the easiest ways would be to either (A) subscribe to my channel and turn notifications on (omfg I never thought I’d be that guy xD) or (B) join my Arcana Discord server and ask for the Notification Squad role. I have a bot setup in the server so when I post a video, a notification goes out in a specific channel. It’s more reliable than YouTube notifications, honestly, and the server is full of amazing people, so I personally recommend option B over A. :3

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The GOOD MEMORIES

I had this beautiful dream again... Wait is the word 'beautiful' acceptable to define it? Err... somehow i think yeah. Ok. Let me start this story... I was in my high school uniform acting just like the good-old-noisy-annoying high school student that i was before with my friends. It seems like the dream took place in our campus tho there were some unfamiliar places too like those trails going to a forest or somewhere... I saw several familiar faces i knew since i was in PI while some where people i knew but havent seen/met in real life. The freakin mood was just like before. Noisy yet just the way i wanted it to be. Friends chatting, boys teasing, a teacher discussing in front of the class. I felt i traveled back the time in this dream. It made me feel like a high school student again. Laughing with my friends, teasing my classmates, arguing with them, bickering with the dude i used to like a lot before. I was having such a great time. I even saw DEO sitting at the very back row with his friends. He was in the middle, more like hiding, and i bet people in front will not be able to see this little guy at the back. I was with my bestfriends too. We were at the very back as well but we were sittig near the windows. I often throw him some glances... prolly making sure he is still there. Idk. Flirting maybe? Lol am i really gonna call it like that?! Lol And then i went somewhere. When i got back to where my friends were sitting, they moved towards the front of the class. I only found my other two classmates there, they looked like a couple. I got embarassed and shocked to see them together so i hurried to where my friends are. I then looked outside our room ad saw some students passing by, i think N. ethridge was part of that group.lol so random right? Then suddenly i started singing 'Harana' while i think it was Ronald who accompanied me by playing a guitar. I was singing and looking to where DEO was sitting. I feel like i dedicate that sog for him. He was just there sitting, looking at me too. And then suddenly, someone yelled that the teacher was coming back again. I panicked! I stopped singing and kept on looking only to DEO's reaction... Then KABOOOM! it ended. I woke up. That was it. I didn't get to know why i had that dream. What's the meaning behind it? Why did DEO appeared? It made me think abt him again and my unrequited one-sided love for him since we were in grade2... It is so random! But i woke up and felt like today is going to be a great day. The good memories from before made me remember again that i used to be loved and i used to love other people before. I was happy. Now, i miss my highschool friends again... Can i travel back in time? I wanna spend time again with them!