Hii Guys (sorta Life Update)

Hii guys (sorta life update) ❤️

Omg! I’m still alive & I can’t believe that I’ve been gone from here for what feels like forever. I’m ngl I did kinda fell off from here & from this side of me. I honestly don’t know why. It was honestly better here, even if I hadn’t really interacted with a lot of you. I still felt your support & love. I still wish to communicate with all you pretties. I was better, especially writing fics for jungkook & keeping myself updated with BTS. I didn’t fall off completely tho, ig I just took a break from everything. Especially since I’ve been trying to get my life together so suddenly. Mainly with getting myself together & becoming someone better for myself. Appearance & mental wise. I’m changing & I’ve definitely been going thru different changes. I’ve become like SO emotional lately as well, like it’s so freaking easy for me to cry now. That sucks because I’m already such an emotional person. It’s kinda been hard because I’ve been in my own head as well, trying to make sense of things on my own, which I know I really shouldn’t do. I’ve also been seeking comfort or a connection, love even with people I don’t know, even if it isn’t really reciprocated just because I’ve been longing for it more now than ever. I hate that, because I shouldn’t be doing that either. Especially at a time where I’m supposed to just focus on myself & not worry about those kinds of things right now, because I know that when it happens, it will happen. I shouldn’t try seeking it on my own, especially when I know I’m not ready for any of it. My emotions have just been out of wack lately & I hate it so much lol. But I want to come back here, I know it hasn’t been THAT long but it feels like it to me. I want to find my way back to things that made me genuinely happy. Which is this blog, writing for jungkook & staying updated with my loves because I just miss them so much, it’s been so hard these days & I don’t want to let myself let go. I’m sorry for this random long ass rant though. I just needed to get it out somewhere & to let you all know that I’m not abandoning this blog any time soon & that I will be more active again. I love you all so much, seriously ❤️❤️❤️❤️

About Me౨ৎ

౨ৎ ⋆｡˚ Hii, I’m Cyndi(nickname) currently 23. JK biased but forever OT7. Mexican/American ❤️ A big horror fanatic. Fall & Winter lover. I love making video edits, jewelry, doing makeup looks, read, write & listening to music on free time. BTS girly since 2014 <3

some fave Movies: Black Swan, Scream(og 1996 & pt4) Ginger Snaps, Jennifer’s Body, Sing Street, Clueless, Queen of the damned, Corpse Bride, The Outsiders, Saw, Can’t hardly wait & A Walk to Remember.

some fave Artists: BTS(ofc), Lana Del Rey, Deftones, Cults, Chase Atlantic, Loathe, Korn, Cigarettes After Sex, whatsaheart, Bullet for my Valentine, Night Lovell, $not, The Cure, Partynextdoor, Pastel Ghost, Tory Lanez, DPR Ian & Live, Beabadoobee, Sophie Woodhouse & Wisp

𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒍𝒐𝒈 —𝐢𝐬 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤-𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝. 𝐇𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐀𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 & 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠/yap 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 lol 🎀

𝑺𝒐𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒔:

𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕- ☆

𝑻𝒘𝒕- ★

𝑺𝒑𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒚- ☆

𝑨𝒑𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄- ★

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I’ve totally been lagging on here & with writing in general but dw I’m currently polishing up a story for ya’ll

[233/547] — until we meet again, jungkook ♡

new layout up <3

I just know my man is coming back veryysoon