He's Still In My Head - Tumblr Posts

enoughdonegone
6 years ago

I curse him out aloud sometimes. From a memory or a feeling or just general unhappiness.

It's confusing for everyone.

How do I eliminate all thoughts of him?

I still think about him basically every time I get a quiet moment: in a fitting room, at a red light, in my office, in the shower.

Recovery is a bitch.

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confusing residual recovery curse out PTSD cptsd abusive ex dv survivor survivor surviving recovery is not linear emotional scars ticks strange flashbacks cursing he's still in my head how do i get him out?
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enoughdonegone
5 years ago

It's done.

Now to deal with the guilt of leaving my staff and possibly of having to bum gas money off my wonderfully supportive and uplifting woman.

He would tell me I'm trash. And no matter how many times she reassures me of the opposite, it's his words that seem to stick.

I'm resigning from my job tomorrow. As of right now i will be without work at the end of the month ( if he doesn't fire me first).

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feeling codependent there are opportunities on the horizon but I still feel terrible capitalism has been drilled in my brain Job horrible resignation anxiety guilt shame ??? money financial abuse he's still in my head abuse spousal abuse dv survivor survivor surviving verbal abuse
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