God I Wish - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
Dark timeline where c!Charlie and c!Wilbur meet pre-cwil finale and c!Charlie calls him "Wilbur Soot from Utah" and we all have to scramble for an explanation
✨A story✨ (1/2)
“there, i said it! i like tickling…”
“oh baby.”
“ahh.. you think it’s weird, don’t you..?”
“no, not at all. in fact i think it’s adorable.”
“i- you do..?”
“mhmm. i mean, i’m not surprised. you do do it a lot. and you’ve stated before that it’s one of your favorite ways to ‘bond’.”
you blush as you recall. right. that was one of your subtle ways of letting your partner know you liked tickling without having to outright say it. however you didn’t mean for it to become that obvious.
“aha..”
“but no, i don’t think it’s weird. i think it’s endearing. liking it fits you.”
“what do you mean..?”
“oh, well. you’re so bubbly and cute. you’re sweet and you know how to bring a smile to anyone’s face. hell, you’re basically the human embodiment of happiness. so you liking tickles makes sense, yknow?”
you stare agape, speechless. no words could describe how relieved and loved you felt at this very moment.
“gosh..” you whisper, teary-eyes. you hugged your partner and let out a shaky breath. “thank you.. i was so scared you’d find me gross..”
“what?” they hug you tight and squeeze you. “no effing way. you’ve got to be kidding.”
“i’m not a freak.. or pervert..?”
“none of those things, sweetheart.” they reassure. “you’re sweet and loving and kind, okay? liking something doesn’t make you bad.“
“okay..”
you feel their lips graze your forehead.
“all this means for me is another excuse to make you smile.” they hum, your cheeks burning as you process their tease.
“okahay..” you giggle, and to your delight feel their arms wrap a bit tighter around you.
“so.. can i use it already?”
I know it's weird the first time you do it, but like
meet your online friends in real life
make those travel arrangements
drive that distance, stay with each other
we're not 11 years old talking to strangers. we are adults in voice chats daily, or video chats, or regular game groups, and we're friends. we're pen pals and ride or die homies and like
it's so worth it
most of the time you can do the same things you do online, in person! sit in the same room and game, or quietly write, or maybe even better you can relocate to a local area together and do what you normally do, there
I just think it's so beautiful and I'm so excited to have met so many of my online friends and to host them or be hosted by them and it makes me so happy to see them go on and make plans to meet more friends! it is so lovely so so lovely
like! does your heart not just burst at the thought of all these ride or die friends who have cried on voice chat with each other and poured their hearts out, and grown together, finally finally finally hugging with flesh and blood arms????!!
there is joy in this world and solidarity and human connection and it can sit on a couch with you!?!
writing tip #2938:
if you aren’t sure what to write, black out as some ancient eldritch t h i n g takes over your body and wake up with, like, an entire ao3 drabble collection for you to read through at your leisure
Can I donate my menstrual cycle to a misogynistic white middle aged male
i wish I was rich so I could afford cool things like a vacation every once in awhile, a massage for my chronically hurting upper back/body and a house and car
Getting a long, thought-through, lovely review on a piece of your writing you really love
