E I Thinks - Tumblr Posts

The system doesn't work for me and I am not willing to pay the price of pretending it does

Just read low emotional permanance on tumblr and it was imploed to be the iability to believe that other emotions exist that are not your current ones (more extreme with intense emotions) but whrn I google it it means the inability to believe in others emotions not your own? Whats the deal with that?

What is the chance that we are here?

How, when it it so small?

Because everything that has happened, already happened

and because we are here, we've already happend

and it does not matter how unlikely it was

because we are here,

at least enough to have the illusion of knowing it.

Chance will start to matter when we want it to happen again

In a way that we can know it

Because then there are infinite possibilities for us to not happen.

The same goes for us happening as well...

but it still does not matter... i think.

The past is not in the future

We do not need to know how unlikely we are in the past

because we are already here

And in the future....

we dont know

All that is, has happened.

Otherwise it would not be

All that could happen also happened,

just not to us

We cannot see all that could happen

we barely see what has happened.

But we can hope for things to happen.

No matter the odds because look at us! We happened once!

We are.

At least enough to have that illusion,

even if we really aren't.

That is enough to matter.

We matter

Probably not more than all else that happened but we matter to us

Or at least to some of us

Not all

and that is enough.

In our little now we matter to us and that is enough

Enough to be able to feel and experience us

Enough to hope

We might not be important everywhen

But in our now we are

And because us has happened

Then it is enough in all that has happened

Because we are part of all that happened.

We're so used to doing things easier. Everything around us tells us to find an easier, better, way of doing stuff. Anything really from our job to everyday stuff. "Simpel better" (more money actuall but its really not. Not always. I dont want things to be easy always it doesn't give me anything in the end.

What is simple is sitting in front of the tv all day not doing anything and that is not better is it? It's not life. Being alive is hard creating is hard (oh so hard) and its worth it its worth the challange and change most of the time. Chang is hard and it always will be but without it we wouldn't be living