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figure drawing | a sculpting approach * How did I approach this figure drawing session? Building up from major blocks of color. From there I continue with a touch of shadow to sculpt the blocks into some dimension and add some accents for highlights. And the rest is just for fun. Nothing gives a figure drawing life like some large brushstrokes and a bit of color play. Let's dance! :)
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I have more shipping dynamics but i have to do a super mega big list xD so this is my part one hahahaha
Payback for @redeyesretrodragon and their character Yami Leo
They have such a particular style with their linework which I really wanted to try and echo. So I went for some really loose black linwork to make a more dynamic illustration. I love it (•‾⌣‾•)و ̑̑♡
The Dynamic Of You and Your F/S ❦
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today in honor of my favorite TV couple, starfire and robin *lots and lots of kisses*, we will be doing a relationship dynamic pac!! this is a section i go very in depth into when you get my future spouse reading!!! if you guys would like something more curated specifically for you then go ahead and buy because i luvv reading for this lmao; also a relationship dynamic pertains to how they act vs how you act as well as how these energies mixx.....so with that being said LETS GET STARTED 💞
we have four piles; intuitively choose the one you're most drawn to.
Pile I. Putting On Pink Eyeshadow
[QoP, the wheel of fortune, 9oC, KoS, the hermit, AoS, c.p, r.a, i.t.u.d, c.l ]
Pile ones the dynamic of person a and person b is weirdly good??? like it's a pretty funky mix I'll give you that. your person is someone stable and mature. someone that thinks of the future. someone who plans their ass off. like I'm seeing they probably journal and plan events. i don't even know if people use the reminders app but they do. organized, methodical, and so so patient. they're giving off major earth sign energy. they take care of their people as well. living with them is living with someone that always makes sure you have all your favorites stocked up in the kitchen. they're the person that reminds you gently that you have something to do tomorrow and you better go to sleep. and yet even though they're an actual earthy gift to this world they can not for the love of themselves communicate 😭 so sporadic. has so much trouble with telling the people they love their actual feelings. you know that one anime character that always has it together because they don't even acknowledge their own feelings most of the time? yeah that's them. they're always RUNNING, having them in your life is beautiful but they run most of the time so it's like their time with someone is always too limited and too too precious. + and now you. you're someone intelligent and blunt. you get straight to the point in everything. you don't like something? you say it. people can say you're quite tactless at times and it's just because you don't like bullshitting people. you're not afraid to hurt people's feelings. very clever. in relationships you like talking everything out. people could have called you an ice princess/prince in the past because you sometimes put logic in front of emotion and to the people that don't do this it's seen as rude. but you also have this other side where you believe in your partner with such astounding faith. you love quite beautifully. you believe in them more than they do sometimes. with them you kinda just know?? like you could tell them afterwords when all is said and done that you always knew it was going to be them. you have this sense of "I recognize you" when you meet them and just because of that you're so sure of the relationship and it's strength. you just seem so sure. honestly no one can tell you nothing when you really believe in something and you apply this to any situation in life. = adding these two energies together and we have a dynamic where these two people go within instead of out. both your person (who doesn't like looking within) and you (who again people think you don't feel) go within in this relationship. you both come in contact with the true versions of yourselves. you both learn to TALK and do it healthily. they come to you when they want to run. they listen and you believe in them so much that they believe in you just as much. you tell them it's okay and they believe you. they tell you they want to do this with you in the future and it actually happens. plans become real life. they don't smile much but you feel their love. you smile too much and they want to stay. both so soft in each other's presence. there's so much communication here. it's like being with each other is like meeting the same person but in a different font and by doing so you realize just how you both need to confront what is within. honestly because you both have never felt anything like this it means that this makes the love between you crazy. meeting someone who can understand you and can make you go within is euphoric.
extra notes: calm f/s + confident bold y/n, crazy in love, you came gf x you called bf
Pile II. Taking Off Helmet
[five of cups, page of cups, the emperor, seven of swords, ten of pentacles, nine of swords, page of pentacles, b]
dear pile two's your dynamic is something sweet and stable yet you both are going to overthink so much omg 😭 so get this; your person is someone who's been through a lot. they've been badly betrayed before. and you know this is actually quite sad because they're genuinely very kind hearted but life's toughened them up so much and in such little time that now they only see the bad when it comes to people. they could have been such romantics before they were betrayed. they still secretly are not going to lie. they look at relationships and long and want it. they have a lot going for them. they might have a stable career, family, love life, and all that BUT this person can't rest because of what they were subjected to in the past. you know the saying "fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me." ?? yes well for them it's more like any time you fooled me it's never going to ever happen again because now i have horrible trust issues but I still desperately want love. they still behave very innocently in love though. shy loving glances. they probably still blush lmao. I can envision them peaking at you from under their lashes when you're not looking. they're still very naive when it comes to love even if they don't want to believe they are. + and then there's you. you are a leader. someone that watches from up above. you have it all figured out. you don't necessarily believe you need anyone. relationships sometimes bore you. it's all the same with people. why can't they show you something new? the energy feels very much "been there, done that". you're the one planning. the one that will not chase, you consider yourself too valuable for that. let them come to you if they're brave enough. you're very private as well. anyone approaches you and you don't go telling people about it. it's more like you want to keep it on the down low because until it's official because you don't want your name tied down to anyone. honestly I love the energy even if it is screaming avoidance attachment issues 😭 = and yet!! when we add these energies together it's pure bliss like what??? you TRY with this person. they call and you answer. you're there for them. you have the urge to be there for each other. they wouldn't betray you because of their past and you wouldn't because it's just not who you are. "why would you when you can just leave if you don't like something? no use betraying you" would be along your thought process. the dynamic is supportive. you both support one another. you're there for each other. you both do well in career and work and adding these energies together makes for a partnership where financial security is highlighted and excelled in. they've been through a lot and you understand but you also force them to face it head on. they soften you up. they love you without restraint because they see your strength. they know you won't run from the depth of their feelings. you love them because the way they love is almost beautifully tragic. they've been through so much and yet they still find it in themselves to feel and not block you out. being surprised every time you guys do something nice for each other but this only making you both even more determined to do more nice gestures. you gradually realizing that you've fallen in love with them. I am seeing that there's a tendency to overthink here though. for both of you. they overthink because of their past and you overthink because you always assume you don't need anyone when things go bad because by yourself that never happened. but you both will come to see that not only does being together bring you both stability and peace but it will also bring you abundance in all areas of life. this relationship brings you both piece of mind. remember this. you will no longer feel lonely and they will no longer feel cold.
Extra notes: sad f/s x badass y/n, you came bf and you called gf, cold cold, don't need anyone but you y/n x show me you love me f/s
Pile III. Seeing Computer
[AoC, 4oC, 6oP, 2oC, Death, The World, The hermit, 6oW]
AWW my pile 3's <333 the dynamic between you and your f/s is as successful and meant to be as the very heavens above. see lets start with your person. they're someone who has a lot of love to give but won't give it to just anyone. they're waiting for the one. yes, you heard it here folks. your f/s believes in the one and they're not really taking proposals from other people. they believe in waiting for the person they love. they really won't take no for an answer when they feel like they've met their person. they'd do anything for them really. you know I think for some of you, you've already met this person and this person knows it and is like mentally/emotionally promising to wait for you. like they're so loyal it's crazy not going to lie. they're attractive too so it's not like they're not getting offers but from their side there is no participating in love before this starts. in a relationship with you they're at their best. the hopeless romantics. they say the most beautiful things without even breaking a sweat. this person speaks from the heart. they feel deeply and they'll tell you eveything they feel too. you won't ever question their feelings. they'll tell you you guys belong together and how beautiful this all is. + and then there's you. you are so sweet too 😭 it's like you are a natural giver. you're a nurturer. you provide and give. you do this because it comes naturally to you. you give to those that don't have anything to give and you don't ask for anything in return. people can sometimes tell you that you like "fixing" people and this is true lmao. you have such a sense of compassion and this makes you also be in love with the idea of love. meeting a soulmate and marrying them is important to you. you believe in "the one" as well and you're certain that when the right person comes along you'll just know. and guess what? you're right lmao but more on that later. you also bring change to any relationship you touch. you are gentle chaos. people never come out of a relationship with you feeling the same. you make people's own feelings and thoughts of themselves change. you feel like you can fix someone? yeah that's probably cause you can 😭 (btw me saying this is probably not going to do a lot of you good LMAO) = and with these energies merging and mixing we get a dynamic that's mirrored. two people in love with love loving each other 😭 that was a handful to write but that's literally the dynamic. it's such a healthy and successful dynamic because you both feel so at home with one another. late night talks. deep talks. discovering you both are so alike and reveling in the fact that you've found each other. feeling this connection is fated. soulmates. they might tell you since they meet you that they want to take you out and you're out here wondering if you should give them a chance. you have this thing for things that aren't good for you that meeting them can somehow unnerve you because they seem so right for you that it almost feels too easy. little do you know that being with them is like fitting in the last puzzle piece in the puzzle. everything falls into place when you are together. they won't date after they meet you. in fact they'll make it very clear they're after you. I could even see people around them being scared to approach you because they have like a claim on you that hasn't really been said but it can surely be felt lmao. you're a wild spirit and they're such stable and strong spirits. if you're the waves that make the ocean they are the sand that weathered even the strongest currents. you are the couple that everyone wants to see together. the couple everyone cheers for . the couple that people look at and say "if they break up I won't believe in love anymore" . everyone sees your relationship as something to strive to. you both have made this relationship work successfully. the marriages that happen to go on for more than twenty even thirty years? yeah that's going to be you guys. only because you both already are so alike that being together is as easy as breathing. it's like finding home.
extra notes: I can fix you y/n x please just pay attention to me F/S, ex lovers, you belong with me, water signs, water sign love, not interested in anyone but you F/S
Pile IV. Walking In The City
[AoS, 5oS, 6oP, Justice, 9oS, KoW, 10oS, The Hermit, PoC, 9oP, QoS]
My dear pile fours, the dynamic of you and your f/s is clear and bright. almost like that of a nice clear blue sky. it just makes you inhale deep. lets start with them. they're so intelligent it's not even funny. clever people. might even be genius level intelligent. they have such good memory and I can clearly picture them staring at you so intently when you're talking because it's almost like they're memorizing everything you're saying. they love talking by the way. love sharing what the know. they have things they can geek out about but only with the people they love. they're used to being the best though. they like being the best as well. they were raised believing that they're meant to shine so they don't feel the need to create partnerships with other people. doesn't rely on alliances or any of that sort. in fact they're the type of people that like stirring the pot. they like when people get flustered because they feel it's when people show their true selves. they're kinda scary lmao. they have this cutting edge to them I can't shake when reading on them. like nothing a game to them. the words "this is real life" came to mind as I wrote this down lmao. they're just very serious people. they don't hold back either. when they think something they say it. easy as that. people can say that it's wrong that they do that but your person doesn't care. again they were raised to believe they're meant to be the best not meant to play best friends with other people. I guess that's why it's a shock when with you they're actually giving you anything they can selflessly without expecting anything in return. they give you their time, what they have, and even make promises to you that they keep. it's not their usual thing and yet with you it happens. + because then there's you. my baby pile four's. you lot have been going through it. there's a sense of giving up that I detect in this pile. you all are just so sad and need help. it's like you guys try putting on a brave front. being strong and telling other people you're fine. your fiery and yet on the inside you're just tired. you guys may be struggling a lot with your mental health. and they see this you know? they see how much you struggle and they see you still try to give them as much as they give you and this moves them. they see you doing horribly and yet still wanting the dynamic to be equal and this just furthers their urge to give you more and more. = the dynamic that emerges is something super healthy. it's full of clear talks about how one another feels. you don't like something? it's said. you love each other? it's said. talking about everything and anything. this partnership is so stable as well. there's no going back on your words once you two make it official. it's til death do us part. you both love each other with such tender and innocent care. touching the cheek of the other gently. making sure no one wake the other person when they're sleeping. reading to the other person. you telling them your thoughts and them trying to help you through them. them doing things selflessly for you. you letting them help you. you ceasing to appear brave and they stop trying to appear like nothing can happen to them when you both come together. it's spending so much time with each other you become one. one softens and the other blooms. colorful communication and earthly patience.
extra notes: proud f/s x tired y/n, winner, clear blue skies, royalty f/s
that's all for today. that was suchhh a long pick a pile reading so please disregard the mistakes if I've made any (which I'm sure I have lmao). have an amazing day/night and thank u for reading!! 💞
…and the world was a tough place, so cold and bitter but at last the two had each other
pick a card : 18+ and love messages about your future spouse/partner
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romance chapter
whoever you are asking about, this person wants to marry you for real. you’ve turned their world upside down and they wouldn’t change a thing about it! they are so deeply in love with you, like a poet whose muse is found in every single piece they write. your lover’s lips could kiss every inch of you if they could and if you were to break up, it would be up to you and not them cause they wouldn’t dream about it. it’s rare to write and channel’s someone partner be so besotted with them and have such pure love. it’s a feeling deeper than the physical can show and more than the word “love” in itself could describe. i am reminded of the relationship evelyn and harry had in “the seven husbands of evelyn hugo” but actually romantic. you understand each other better than anyone else could. you care about even the smallest of things because both of you are aware that in the end, everything matters. if this is someone you have yet to meet, attraction will be there right from the moment your eyes have contact. it will be a moment they never forget. you have some differences that make it difficult for the relationship to be fully peaceful but it’s okay, you need to understand even fairytale love stories go through issues. you and your person have a long road ahead so be sure to keep gentleness intact at all times. both have suffered quite a lot until this moment and you should heal together, not create new wounds. i wouldn’t worry much though, as it seems that no villain or evil queen has the power to steal away your happily ever after. one message you might not like to hear is that a friend will be lost in the process of gaining this connection.
your person wil like running their hands through your hair and down the back. their love language might be touch and quality time and i believe they might fantasise about having kids together or how your children might look like. whenever they read something about love, their mind instantly goes to you!
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i’m yours by isabel larosa
18+ messages
only major arcana cards fell for this pile so you know it’s gonna be a relevant part of your connection. for some of you, this will be your first time ever but if not, it will be such a different experience compared to your past ones. the fool suggests a fun sex where both parties can feel comfortable to be themselves and also try something new! with your person, you might find yourself thinking about experimenting in ways you would have never expected yourself to. your partner is VOCAL. they like to be in your ear telling you all sorts of things, from seeking reassurance that you are okay to telling you how much they like it. i wouldn’t be surprised if they liked you to voice your own feelings as well. they wanna make sure you feel good with them. i also sense a part of the individuals that chose this pile have trauma related to either their body image or sex which is going to be healed along the way with the help of this particular lover. the last thing the card is telling me is that your person will spend some alone time thinking about you if you know what i mean….morning sex is going to happen so often it will become a habit if you share the same bed. it’s also going to be eye opening? having sex with your person might help you have some weird epiphanies about yourself and life in general. i know it’s an unusual thing to hear in a 18+ reading but it came up so i wanted to include it. you won’t be worrying about reaching the end with them nor will you come to be disappointed and bored after a while.
two
romance chapter
a story with a difficult beginning and an ending that is so worthy. the two protagonists seem to dislike each other at first despite the obvious attraction. their hearts beat faster yet no one can’t hear a thing because of all of the bickering and sharp words thrown around. it’s neither’s fault though. i’d say it’s a simple case of bad luck where you will start on the wrong foot until you realize you have much more in common than you think. exactly like those rom com moments when one of the characters exposes one of their hobbies/interests and the other is like “no way!”. for some of you i see movies or tv shows like the marvel franchise being something you both like. it could be anything really, that’s just an example that applies to a few people who chose this pile. it’s also a cute moment when suddenly the world goes quiet, an epiphany coming as they see what’s always been there for the first time. love appears like a flower blooming and a world that was once painted in gray colors catches pastel tones. “forgive me” is what they will want to say but won’t, an apology for the time spent hating you instead of pouring love into you. this will make them distant at first, until they realize the key is to come forward with their feelings and not drown in guilt. this is puppy love. they won’t believe it when you tell them you share the same feelings and it will take a bit of convincing from your side to make it happen. regardless of gender or roles relationship traditionall have, you will give each other gifts and flowers to show appreciation. one is very good at cooking and will love to spoil the other with their culinary creations.
you and your person will travel A LOT together. especially around the mountain areas and you might even try camping at some point in your relationship. if this is who you will get married to, your wedding is going to take place far away from your home in a stunning location.
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i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys
18+ messages
romantic. romantic. romantic. do i have to say more? for the two of you, sex is going to be more than just mere physical pleasure. it will be connecting deeply and getting truly intimate, actually seeing each other naked. i don’t see much of what others nowadays deem as rough such as spanking or bdsm, none of what will happen unless one wants to try it out. although i don’t believe you will like to do it with your person. as a couple, you work better doing “vanilla” stuff. it doesn’t mean you will lack spicy things in the bedroom, it’s just this generation likes things extremely rough and choking, for example, can actually be considered boring and typical. you will try certain kinks and will have your own frequently used ones such as praising, hair pulling and other “mild” activities. one will adore leaving marks on the other, specifically on the neck and the dominant partner likes having their back covered in scratches. so a lot of “marking” is happing in here. your sexual relationship has a lot of posessive themes, proving to each other through lovemaking how much you care about and love the other. if this is a woman/man couple then oh my god, the woman is going to receive so much head it’s crazy! we love to see it though hehe. i sense a few of you are insecure about your thighs or legs in general, which will make your partner show more attention to that area to help you love it as much as they do.
three
romance chapter
this is one juicy story i’d love to read a fanfic about! one of you is going to know about the other from either social media or a friend and oh my god aren’t they going to be so smitten. this person will be aware of their partner’s existence a little bit before their actual meeting but there will be a problem…the self esteem. this person is going to believe the other’s way too good for them (which is obviously not true) and will create this image, putting them on a pedestal and thinking that they would never look at them back. then the meeting comes and things shift a little bit. the other likes the first individual right from the beginning and might even want to ask them out, but of course our main protagonist shuts them out and is cold due to their insecurities. the love interest is confused as to why this cutie seems to stay away from them but they don’t ask any questions. our book ends up being about a slow burn romance which is equally frustrating and exciting. we get to see them pining for each other, almost touches and prolonged eye contact. we hear all of the thoughts and the “i wish they were mine”’s and every single god damn moment when a confession is about to be made. finally, something or someone pushes the two idiots in a thight spot where they are forced to confess and laugh at how dumb they’ve both been. i know this pick a card is all about positivity and making you see the beauty in your future connection but i must warn you of a presence that will dislike your relationship and might try to get involved (they are powerless though).
late night drives and sunset watching dates are a must! the book lover will introduce the other to new worlds and literary adventures while they themselves will learn how to have more fun.
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sunsetz - cigarettes after sex
18+ messages
this one is a little spicier compared to the piles above and that’s because someone here likes risks. from public sex to quickies in different spaces, even filming yourselves. if you are not comfortable then don’t worry as i believe your future partner/spouse is going to respect your decision. but just in case, expect them to bring this up if it’s not you that has this kind of fantasies. your partner has a heavy touch, they like to grab onto parts of your body and leave marks, similar to pile two. i believe they will try to keep sounds from escaping, biting their lip to prevent it but to no avail as it feels too good to compose themselves. a random thought is that your person might want to try several new positions or games that include sex such as poker, the paint game where you make love on top of a sheet, dice that dictates positions etc. sex here is all about feeling good and allowing yourself to feel free and comfortable. insecurities will fly out the window when you are with them because they make you feel so amazing and it’s hard not to, especially when they look at your body with so much love in their eyes.
UPDATE okay so yesterday it was my moms birthday (woo), so me n my dad obv went to the store to buy her cake n shi, so we also went to get me a sandwich(like not the crackers n cheese like the bread and ham/turkey n shi) lunchable bc I was still salty abt my mom taking my other one, so anyway, they didn't have the turkey kind(better snacks), only the ham kind(worse snacks), so I was even more saltier abt that, but wtv, but when I ate it the following night...THE BREAD WAS LITERALLY STUCK TOGETHER AND IT RIPPED LIEKJJFBHESUKFBDSUFHC okay mb!! the bread was stuck together and when i tried to take it off it ripped n fell apart n shi..worst luck evr!! (it was still bussin tho..food is food)
lunchables.
warning : lots of yapping, read at ur own risk (please do) okay so my parents went on a silly vacation to this like resort kinda for 3 days (its only like 15 minutes away so they come back everyday to check up on the animals and stuff,) and before they left we went shopping for groceries and I got lunchables (2), and then I ate one the day the left, and the day after I had one left over, so my parents came home in like the morning to do wtv, and then they left, so I did things (watched lis gameplays) etc etc, and then I was hugnry so I looked 4 my last lunchable, and I was like erm what the sigma where is it, I deep dived throguhout the entire fridge becuz i wanted to find my damn lunchable, so like I thought my brother ate it so I got mad asf at him but then I got mad at myself for being mad at him because I didn't even know if he took it or not, so after like one or two autistic breakdowns later I found out my fookin (wonderful) mom took it when she left. which is hella(lis ref??) weird becuz I specifically remember seeing it in the fridge after she left..idk man..its weird oh I forgot to include I was also more pissed at my brother because we also had hot pockets and I couldn't find them (they were right infront of me I just couldnt see the label so I was confused) so I thought my brother also ate those so I got even mroe pissed(and sad)..it was baaad
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man i was so unproductive today uhhhh take some doodles ig
And here is one I failed even more at--six sentences, instead of three:
“Here,” Zuko suddenly says, shoving the assignment brief he’s been reading all night in front of Sokka’s face, like Sokka ever wants to look at the thing again. He doesn’t particularly want to dwell on the source of the crumbling ashes of his once-bright future at the moment—his final project that is due tomorrow and was going great up until it suddenly wasn’t.
“A loophole,” Zuko says, triumph on his face, and Sokka thinks he’s suddenly getting a glimpse of just the kind of annoying, pedantic, stubbornly persistent lawyer Zuko is going to be when he graduates, the kind that bases entire arguments around Oxford commas. “They said the student whose marble takes the longest to reach the bottom of their roller coaster without ever stopping wins.” His smile is just a little bit feral. “They never define what a roller coaster is.”
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