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I think maybe my definition of friends is different than other people’s. When people call me a friend, I take it personally and it seems that what they actually think of me as is an acquaintance. Maybe I love too hard or something
It’s gotta be a mental illness thing that I’m only into straight men and bisexual men who only like femme bois.
Nothing against femme bois. I just ain’t one 🤷🏻♂️
Saw Barbie last weekend with a straight dude that didn’t get it and felt self-conscious about the experience, so I’m seeing it again tonight without having to play the part of straight adjacent bi boi ™️ that I often find myself trapped in.
Hoping to fully enjoy it this time!!
Oh gosh.
Umm…
Well, this was weird. Smack dab in the middle of a neighborhood BBQ, Brad and Chris’s neighbor Luke couldn’t remember if he was drunk or flirting.
Those were separate things correct? Work from home did have its drawbacks.
Higher
I love the raw in this song from Rihanna. It speaks truth to me. You feel all the gritty emotion in her voice. It's majik. Black girl majik.
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I stream R-rated movies
Til I get depressed then angry
A girl born in a wrong body
Extra parts
Want my babies? They’re no use to me
I’ll give them away to anybody who’ll touch me
I’m more like my daddy, than I ever knew
Pleasing myself til somebody needs me
That’s when I pull the brakes
And shut the doors
You can only have me
When I’m generous and rich
The type of mommy to shut you out
Pass you around and leave you lonely
The type of daddy to toss you to the curve but leave you with candy
Sometimes
Sometimes we become the killer of own feelings due to deep thoughts
نا نظر ملی نا زباں ہلی
پرانی تاریخ پھر رواں ہوئی..
Some Imperfect things stay forever in our lives like our Past and our incomplete Stubbornness..
کچھ نا مکمل چیزیں ہمشہ کے لیے ہماری زندگی میں رہ جاتی ہیں جیسے ہمارا ماضی اور ہماری نا پوری ہونے والی ضد.. (ح)
where is jungkook's dick when you want it the most?
like right now, when is past midnight , alone in your living room drinking a cosmopolitan that you have bought from the market. the fairy lights you have turned on are not cozy but, jungkook's dick is, and it's nowhere near you.
But. If it was. Oh if it was, it would be already inside your mouth. Making diabolic noices as you run your head up and down. You would let his length only to spit. Because " you make me so horny when you are messy, spit for me babe " as he says. So you would spit, and you spit again. Until there is saliva on his dick and on your hand that holds the base of his dick.
You would do everything for this dick right now. Until it was right against your slit. His head teasing with that smirk he always wear so proud. " babygirl i can see it in your eyes how desperate you want this " and to give emphasis he always puts only the head inside you, just to make you crazy. You dont moan. You are not one of those girls you see on porn videos that make so many sounds and scream without a reason. You know how to control yourself, you have neighbors. But every time you lock eyes with him, and you feel him inside you, its unbearable. " jungkook for the love of gods just fuck me already " and he is weak too. So thats all he wants to hear to give what you want the most. his dick.
but... you can't text him, you can't call him and you can't have him inside u right now. so your fingers have to do the work again tonight
Willow by Taylor Swift is totally a stydia anthem!
I was buying groceries 'cause life sucks and I heard willow by Taylor Swift playing and boy, does that song describe Lydia and Stiles so perfectly! Like listen to me, I am definitely not reaching or shit faced (maybe a little?) here. I don't even listen to pop music but these lyrics literally fits stydia feels head on.
I'm like the water when your ship rolled in that night Rough on the surface but you cut through like a knife : You cannot tell me that our favourite dorks didn't do this until they got their shit together. Lydia was the guarded cold ship to Stile's tropical sea till the end of season 2 and then Stiles became the the ship moving away from Lydia's ever warming sea of emotions that he opened the gates to.
I never would've known from that look on your face Lost in your current like a priceless wine: Lydia who though Stiles was just another boy who took her for the face value and she did the same. She perceived him as just another loser who was not worth her attention. She ignored him him in the pilot episode but as the season progressed she came to know him and he became one of her best friends. By season three she was a goner. Lydia who acknowledged she did not feel love like what Allison felt for Scott in the earlier seasons was willing to throw her life for him multiple times. Everything that Allison described came a full circle for Lydia .
The more that you say The less I know- Literally Stiles musing on how Lydia feels for him. Stiles could never gauge if his feeling were reciprocated in the same way. Annnd then when Stiles and Malia get together, Lydia did the same wondering if Stiles still felt anything for her. Wherever you stray I follow I'm begging for you to take my hand Wreck my plans: Like c'mon, do I need to even elaborate this? Like really this exactly defines Stydia until season six part B rolled down. Life was a willow and it bent right to your wind Head on the pillow, I could feel you sneaking in As if you were a mythical thing Like you were a trophy or a champion ring And there was one prize I'd cheat to win: Ahem. Lydia's actual progression towards falling in love with the boy who made a plan to get her fall in love with him. The winter formal and Peter biting Lydia which triggered her banshee nature were a domino reaction which changed her life forever and Stiles was one of the most important catalyst in the subsequent chain of reaction. Stiles sneaked into her defenses, he chipped her armor of ice and indifference little by little. Lydia who is an actual mythical creature in a world full of mythical creatures such as fox spirits, werewolves, hunters and druids seems more surprised by Stiles's unfiltered humanity. She who was once a queen bee, the girl who dated the jocks no matter how horribly they treated her realised her actual worth along with what really mattered. Stiles was always infatuated with Lydia, putting her on a pedestal but as he got to know her, she became so much more than just a romantic interest. His adoration turned to love and it was reciprocated even if he had no clue. Both of them never gave up on each other and were willing to do everything to make sure the other was safe no matter what.
Show me the places where the others gave you scars: I think this is what Stiles did that endeared him the most. He was the only one who actually saw Lydia for who she really was and soothed her insecurities that she had gathered over the years. He peeled back the layers and took in the damage others had left on her. He allowed Lydia to be herself and encouraged her to stop hiding her brilliance and heart from others. He loved every imperfection of her. You know that my train could take you home Anywhere else is hollow: I think Stydia really like really became endgame during season three. Both Lydia and Stiles's character went through a brilliant phase of discovering themselves. Lydia became confident enough in her own skin and started putting her real self out there and Stiles started growing up. He was not longer the Robin to Scott's Batman but the main character in his own story. They tried dating others and trying to make it work but imo Stiles always knew and when he rescued Lydia from Eichen house, even she knew that it was useless to resist the pull. I think Stiles's relationship with Malia put things into perspective for the viewers since Lydia never loved Jackson or Aiden and the whole Parish thing went nowhere and was honestly creepy. Stiles and Malia were cute together but while they were good on paper, Stiles's actual feelings showed whenever Lydia was involved. I think he tried filling the gap by letting Malia in especially since they started getting tanged really after the nogitsune debacle but soon realised that while he loved Malia he wasn't in love with her. They were each others tether and boy, her love for him opened a rift to another plane of existence to bring him back home(the train station scene guys!).
Stydia colour palate
Okay, but the wardrobe colour palate synchronization is just so cute!
Hot take:
Stop making drunks get sober. Accommodate it just like any disability.
You wake up suddenly. Eyes blurry you squint at your phone. “Three AM, God, I’m dry”
* opens bottle brought to bed *
* drinks deeply *
Gasp
Higurp
That’s better!
Maybe one more good plug
Or two
Hic
“Maybe justdd one m…more”
Glug
Glug
…Glug…
*alarm goes off *
Gl…ug….oh *hic* shidt!
I godda get rehdy.
*staggers while finishing the bottle*
Trips to the restroom, hiccuping dangerously.
I think it’s time I become an alcoholic with just a job. No more career. Too stressful. Have a job, be able to do it kinda drunk. And drink away the night.
Make me a drunk alcoholic weed addled 750 lb cum dump
If you all could forget my drunk shenanigans, I'd appreciate it.
let’s get drunk together so i can kiss you and blame it on vodka