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Writing what I am feeling.
Has anyone felt disappointed when it is their birthday? I will be turning 20 years old, just to point out. I mean, my birthday is on Friday and I wanted to spend time with my friends since my family is either at work or school during the day. But none of my friends are free until later in the afternoon. I mean, I understand that they have school or work, it's just I haven't seen them for half a year.
So I plan to either go to one of the malls that are near me or I will stay at home and watch movies throughout the day. Also, have you ever hated a restaurant that you yearly go to, because they don't take reservations after a certain time. I will not name the restaurant, but me and my family would go there on my birthday since 2015 or 2016, and was going to go there this year. But when my mother called (she called twice but got the same answer), she was told that they didn't take reservations after 4:30 pm because they; the restaurant, didn't want it to be crowded when people come in. So basically, they want to give up guaranteed revenue in exchange for the revenue from whoever comes into the restaurant. So my father decided we are not going there. He talked with a friend of his who works at a pub that allows minors up until 9 pm. So we would probably be going there.
Sorry, I had to vent, I hope that was okay. I realized that as I get older my birthdays will be disappointing because people I know will be busy and that is okay. I am very understanding, we are adults, we have responsibilities, I get that. I just hate being alone on my birthday. Hope y'all are doing well.
Sincerely,
Hannah S.
Day 101: a disgrace in the family
What should I do if I keep messing up my life?
When am I going to learn?
How am I going to pay back all their sacrifices for me?
I've been so selfish.
I've waited too long.
I never learn.
I always feel sorry but I never did anything to correct it.
Husto lang ako sa salita. I can't even prove anything to them.
Magaling ako sa pagyayabang.
I can only disappoint them. I can never meet their expectations.
I am a failure.
Look at me and see your actions
Long Teeth
Voider
One dragon oc i have for some time, he is sad goober and wants to hurt you because he is sad obviously
There's also one dragon reflecting in mirror, Beast, more about him later, but he is important either
Have more drawings about him (newest to oldest)
That's all for now, he changed alot, I don't know if I will change this new design, hard to draw, but I like it
Long Teeth (dragon with broken mirror head looking at Beast)
Beast (dragon reflecting in mirror)
I realized no one talked about The school for Good and Evil movie and how much a deception the soundtrack was.
I watched Wish recently, and regarding what people had said, it wasn't bad.
It wasn't good either but it wasn't bad it was... meh.
(Might be spoilers but yeah, if you didn't/don't want to watch it my little analysis won't really interest you)
Now as a Disney and animation fan, I must talk about it because I watched it very late and still manage to bear my own opinion even if no one asked for it so here it is yoohoo
Did I laugh ? Yes two are three times (and no joke, I was the only one cause I'm an easy-laughter); did I smile ? Sure; did I find some music interesting ? Kinda; were the colors pretty ? Yes; the animation for a disney ? Err... m'k.
I get people that like it, there are things that are interesting, it... passes the time, you can show it to toddlers, but yeah, I mostly get people that didn't because I was kinda disappointed. If you take one thing apart from the other, it's quite awful, and when you put it all together it's a "hell no", especially because it's supposed to be the 100th Disney classic. I mean, I get the point of foreshadowing old classics, but some were really messed up like- some characters are just carbon copies of old design ? Asha's best friend is Snow white if she was a disabled four-eyed girl, the tired guy looks like the rich guy in Big Hero 6 and Bambi ? Little John ?? Can't you do that any clearer, we're fucking blind here.... I mean, ok I laughed when I heard that but I don't count I'm an easy laughter, wtf was that, like- I couldn't help but look at my brother like "did you see the same shit I just saw ? And you forced me to come and pay for that ?" and I was mostly laughing out of embarrassment because I WAS ALONE GIGGLING TEARS OF WTF-NESS
Some things were cool I guess, like the mirror effects when Magnifico sings I think ? And at the end when he elsa'd his castle to take the star. The Jafar effect wasn't bad either, but because it's Jafar effect and Jafar is a fucking badass, same with Elsa-ying the castle, because this scene in frozen was very cool
I felt bad at first but I must say, the songs are very disappointing. Like I wasn't expecting much, and it sure stuck in the head easily but that doesn't mean it's nice. The ones I appreciated were the song about the wishes (the clip is pretty) and maybe the revolution song (but the clip was urgh and why the hell they look so lifeless ???) I get why people said it was made by AI lol
In terms of character, except the Queen and grandpa, I didn't like any of them. Like usually I can't hate or dislike a Disney character, but here ? None of them was fine to me. Actually, I felt nothing from them. The villain was erh... basic I guess, he could be nice like the woman in The Rescuers but no he was, well basic "I'm perfect they should be grateful but they are not so let's become an asshole !" So yeah. Disappointed. He was a better villain than Hans, tho, maybe because Hans wasn't supposed to be a villain at first and that Magnifico was like Jafar, Evil Queen and Scar had a baby. Also, it seems to me like they didn't have a few or any -like ANY- personality, like- I CALLED THE TREASON OUT THE MOMENT I SAW THE LIFELESS BIG BOY COMON'
Now, I'm coming to people saying all the kids love it and I'm too old for that: no. No, I'm not too old for that, Disney is for everyone. No, not all the kids will love it, kids get easily bored, and this movie isn't very attractive. I bet if I show this to my nieces and nephews and siblings, they wouldn't care less - and they already don't very much care about movies in general when you put one for them. There were at least four kids in the theater and none laughed, or sounded interested, one preferred to play on his daddy's phone ??? well, I know all kids aren't like that, but really, this movie wasn't made to content the kids, it was made to content the fans clearly, that is why the movie isn't good.
Anyways, if you enjoyed it good for you ! The colors are pretty and the technic used is interesting, the chara design of Asha and the Queen are pretty, I can't say anything for the rest, tho, because the bg design is just resuming the old (and new *cough* encanto *cough*) classics anyway, but less good at guess... but really, if you like it, good for you, and say why, so I don't have a bad souvenir of it forever lol
I know it's been a while since the finale has aired but I think it's safe to say that everyone is still pretty salty over the ending.
There are many reasons why season 6 is probably the worst season ever and the finale was even worse, but the one that I absolutely loathe is the shitty excuse they gave for Kara to reveal herself. I just don't understand the logic behind Kara revealing her identity?
I mean there's the whole 'I'll never truly be me' thing which was really not that huge of a deal before and honestly, like a cheap excuse to just do something. For all that she stood for, taking her glasses off for that reason alone was so rubbish.
The whole reason she concealed her identity in the first place was because she couldn't compromise the safety of her loved ones.
Or actually, more accurately, Kara wasn't the one to conceal her identity. Clark was; because he was Superman and unless he revealed his identity to the world, there was no way Kara could. He didn't reveal himself as Superman to protect his loved ones, his family, and once Kara came, to protect her too. That was his decision. And for Kara to just throw that all up in the air and reveal herself to the world was really quite selfish and just SO out of character. It's just absurd. (No wonder she's practically a ghost in Superman and Lois.)
At that time, Kara's identity was concealed because she could have been used against him if the world knew of Superman's cousin. But that all went to hell when she did exactly that and came out as Supergirl, and yet, that was still okay because they were two indestructible beings and were capable of taking care of themselves if they were ever used against each other. (And yet they never were even though the whole world knew they were cousins. Except for Lex, who actually just changed teams. Even he didn't do anything in that regard.)
I mean, virtually all that the rest of the world knew about these two was that Superman and Supergirl were cousins and nothing other than Kryptonite could hurt them. I count two weaknesses. And you're telling me that their enemies didn't once clash trying to hurt the other in some way or the other to get back them? Yeah, right.
Either way, I get that it was Supergirl, so obviously, there wasn't much of Superman in it, but I feel like they didn't give Kara and Clark a personal angle.
Anyway, the point was that revealing her identity would have put all of Clark's family in danger. She understood perfectly well why she had to be Kara Danvers in the first place ever since she came to Earth. And that was before she built any relationships.
Then she made her own family. There have already been enough times where Alex has been in danger just because she was a DEO agent. And she may be Sentinel now, but she's not indestructible. With everyone knowing Supergirl is Kara Danvers, everyone will also know Alex Danvers by default.
And there are a million other reasons I could state like not even being able to meet the rest of the Justice League without compromising them (working with them in their gear would be risky enough, but there's no way Kara and Barry could ever have a drink again) or putting Nia under suspicion, but the one most important and recent one would be Esme.
I mean just last episode she got kidnapped and even William was murdered. Be it with or without Lex's knowledge of Kara being Supergirl, it was still enough to scare the hell out of all of them. And yet she still thought it was best to take off her glasses?
Here Kara is, standing at her sister's wedding, with their child- her niece probably as the flower girl, surrounded by her family and friends with nice normal jobs, AND SHE THOUGHT REVEALING HER IDENTITY SHOULD BE HER HAPPY ENDING WHEN HER LITTLE NIECE WAS KIDNAPPED JUST WEEKS AGO?
Out of all the reasons, this is why I hate the finale ending the most. The writers made no sense at all and it was just horrible. They gave us a beautiful character and made her a stranger in the end.
Supergirl was a comfort show for most of us and it made us feel warm and- yellow, you know? But then we get this 'endgame'.
Season 1 or 2 Kara would be baffled by season 6 Kara. Or even child Kara, I think.
Can I enjoy my candy graciously gifted to me by my dad without being hit with this
Look at how overpackaged this is! I was upset for a bit while also being somewhat relieved bc I only wanted to eat one bar but-
Come on!
This is a new character I'm developing.
And what do warriors get in return for their struggles? Nothing, just more battles to fight till the end.
disappointed with myself
I'd love to know how many other people have names like mine (the racoons in a coat/trenchcoat) bc this could be an actual legacy or something
(also, APPARENTLY, fifteen-racoons-stacked-in-a-trenchcoat is too many characters for tumblr)
Was reading a fic on AO3 just now when some of the passages started seeming extremely familiar. So familiar, in fact, it was as if I wrote them myself…
😑
For anyone who cares, Haruharu1230’s story “College Cravings” has plagiarized my original story, “Too Good To Be True”. I’ve called them out on it and am waiting to see if they own up to it.
And to think I was really enjoying their story prior to this 😕
strahd’s bitches
Thoughts of the day
And there was only one thing I wanted to tell him: How much I was in love with him and that I wanted to be with with him no matter what. But I couldn’t . Too many times he had hurt me, had not told me what was in his heart, had dismissed me and replaced me as if I was a toy sitting in a corner waiting to be in the center of attention again. My self respect told me how much I’d be devastated if he’d disappoint me again. Was there a point in trying again? It feels like I am splitted up. On the one hand there's my brain and it’s fears were protesting and on the other I couldn’t help but wonder how deeply my feelings have ran after I’d finally let them in. A decision had to be made. But I knew I couldn’t possibly answer or trusting in the fact the fog would disappear that lurred my brain. For now there was nothing to do but wait. Only this time I was waiting for myself to become clear, not him.
Thanks I always wanted to know what color his underpants were
Screaming, crying, throwing up after The Umbrella Academy finale
