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Guardian Angel - Castiel Imagine

Castiel x Reader

Summary: The Angel’s aren’t too happy with Castiel and try to find him at all costs, even if it means sacrificing humans.

You collected the blood in your mouth and spat. You watched the red hit the man in front of you in the face. ‘Go to hell’ You growled. He raised his hand and your head whipped to the side with the force of the slap. You closed your eyes body going slack.

You hissed as the chains bit into your wrists. The Angel in front of you grabbed your chin yanking your head up. You cursed yourself for ending up here. You had just been on some weird deaths in town, you had suspected Demons. But no, it was Angels. And they had been trying to flush you out. You opened your eyes. His face was hard and the blood gone, only a small smear on his chin remaining.

And it had worked, which is why you ended up here. Your hands cuffed above your head and five Angels in front of you. ‘Tell me’ He ordered. ‘Where is Castiel?’ It had been the same question for the past day. You dropped your head blinking as a trickle of blood from the cut on your forehead ran into you eye. 'I told you’ You whispered trying to sound as broken as you could. ‘I don’t know’ You closed your eyes again.

You winced at the feeling of closing your swollen bruised left eye. You ran your tongue over your bottom lip wetting it. It was swollen to about twice its normal size. You felt the split flesh under in. The cut ran from the bottom of your lip right up to the top where it continued on until it met your nose. You knew it was broken, even talking hurt and you could feel the series of small cuts along the bridge of it. 

There was an older cut along the side of your face going from the top of your cheekbone to your jawline, it curved and ran along your jaw til your chin. The dried blood coated the side of your face, slightly matting the hair on the side of your face, and down your neck  staining the shreds of what was left of your blue t-shirt. 

There was slightly fresher cuts on your other cheek. One ran the length of your cheekbone, they had drove the blade so deep you had heard the grinding of the angel blade on bone. The cut below it was from your ear to your chin. The middle had pierced right through your cheek into your mouth. The blood from both of them mingled on your face. The most recent cut was the one on your forehead. It was still bleeding the blood running down into your eyes.You guessed you looked a right mess. And that was only your face.

There was dozens upon dozens of cuts on your body. The worst ones were on your thigh where they had just drove the blades into you stabbing you. The jeans stained red in multiple places. A long gash across the top of your thigh. You reckoned there was more skin covered in blood than not. Your shirt was almost gone where you had cuts along your stomach. There was cuts along your ribs, some cutting to the bone. You guessed your back was the same, you could still feel the sting of the newer cuts, although the pain was beginning to fade and your body becoming numb.

You panted as they dragged the blade along your bicep. ‘Where is Castiel?’ He growled. ‘I don’t know’ You screamed opening your eyes to glare at him. ‘And if I did I wouldn’t tell your ugly ass’ You snarled. That earned you another punch to the ribs. ‘You expect us to believe he just left you?’ He sneered. ‘Yes, I do, you see it came as as much of a shock to me too. But he did’ You looked back at him.

You gritted your teeth as the Angel in the female vessel dug the tip of the blade into your shoulder blade. ‘He just left his precious little Human’ You panted letting a smirk fall on your lips. Oh you were gonna get a smack for this. ‘Thought that was Dean, Cas did choose him over you guys right?’ There was a slight pause and your felt another punch to your ribs.

You cried out when you heard a crack and pain shot through your side fanning down your leg and up your arm. You gasped for breath and winced. Now even breathing hurt. ‘He disgraced himself for you, killed his brethren for you‘ You knew what they were talking about, they were talking about all those nights, and days, that you and Castiel had spent in bed, or car, or kitchen, or, well everywhere really. ‘And then he disappeared, said something about protecting me from you jackasses and left’ You scoffed. ‘I didn’t see why I needed protecting from something that promised Daddy to love us and protect us above everything’ That earned you another punch to the ribs. ‘But I guess Cas was the only one of you to get that message’ You chuckled and then winced.

You screamed as they swept the blade down your right side from rib to hip. ‘And you’re all supposed to be righteous do gooders, you were supposed to protect us’ You smirked at them. ‘I was happy to see you all fall, you selfish Bastards deserved it’ You shouted and kicked your legs out at them. He easily stepped away from you with a irritated sigh. ‘I would not have trouble knowing why my brother left such a worthless hairless ape’ You scoffed glaring at him. ‘Rich coming from a pompous prick like you, even Daddy couldn’t bare you’ That earned you another punch to the rib.

You knew you had hit a soft spot when he hit you two more times. And then the last when his fist collided with the already cracked rib. A high scream left your lips and your legs gave out beneath you. Your face screwed up as the metal cuffs bit into your flesh again. You vision went black for a second. You gasped as someone grabbed your hair yanking your head back. 

When your vision returned you were looking the angel in the eye. ‘Tell me where is Castiel?’ He shouted at you. Damn, you had thought you could distract them from this subject, well no such luck. ‘I don’t know’ You spat back trying to sound fierce but your voice came out as weak. ‘You humans are pathetic’ The woman behind you spat. ‘She’s obviously useless’ She sighed. You smirked. ‘Hey, you’d know’ She turned and glared at you. She reached out and drove her blade into your shoulder.

You gritted your teeth a scream bubbling from your chest. You pushed yourself up onto your feet taking the pressure from your shoulder. ‘Where is Castiel?’ You felt your eyes widen as your gaze wandered behind him. ‘Right behind you’ You whimpered lowly. 

You closed your eyes as the bright light shone from the angel's eyes and mouth when Cas stabbed him. The angel pulled the blade from your shoulder and dove at Cas. Who easily deflected her. Everyone sprung into fighting mode and Dean and Sam came into your vision too each taking an Angel. The angel dropped and you were facing Cas. ‘Y/n?’ He breathed his eyes sorrowful as he took in your appearance.

You swept your foot out catching his leg. He tumbled to the ground the blade that was meant to  only grazing him. You wrapped your fingers around the chains using them to pull you up. You whimpered but lifted your feet off the ground. You threw them forwards the soles of the boots colliding with the female Angels chest throwing her backwards making her fall to the ground. Cas rolled and stabbed her in the chest with his angel blade.

You cried out when your feet hit the ground again your leg unable to hold you up and you gripped the chains trying to stop the cuffs from catching on your skin again. ‘Y/n’ Cas appeared in front of you again. ‘Dean, find the keys to the cuffs’ Cas grunted. He reached out trying to hold you up but when he brushed off your broken rib you cried out. He jumped away apologising as tears filled your eyes.

You had been able to hold off the tears out of anger and defiance but now that you were alone you let them fall. ‘Y/n’ Cas whispered reaching out swiping his thumb under your eye collecting the salty drop. ‘Got em’ Dean rushed forwards reaching up above your head. He undid one arm and you grunted falling sideways. Cas had to grab you and when you whimpered he didn’t let go out of fear you’d hurt yourself further if you fell.

You collapsed into his chest when Dean unlocked your other wrist. Cas held you to him as you dropped your arm over his shoulder. Your other hand gripped his trench coat. ‘I didn’t tell them where you were though, son of bitches got nothing from me’ You muttered as your vision blurred. You looked up at Cas and gave him a soft smile before he picked you up cradling you to his chest and the world went dark.

You tried to open your eyes but only one actually opened fully. ‘Cas’ You reached out to the man beside you. He was sitting in a wooden chair beside the bed. A quick look around the room told you you were in the room you used in the bunker when you came here. One of Castiel’s hands was lying on yours and his head was rested on the other arm. His eyes were closed and his breathing even. You leaned back into the pillow when you realised he was sleeping.

You jerked up as the door opened. You hissed as you felt a stab of pain in your side. The jerking motion and your sound of pain made Castiel jump. His eyes landed on you. ‘No, no’ He laid his hand on your shoulder and the other wrapped around your back. ‘You shouldn’t be sitting up’ He helped you lie back into the pillows. ‘Sorry, didn’t mean to startle you’ Sam smiled as he walked inside your room with a sandwich. You smiled and felt the cut on your lip pull open slightly. ‘Brought you a snack Cas’ He laid the plate down on the nightstand.

Cas nodded at him brushing the hair from your face. ‘Cas’ You reached up and took his hand in yours. ‘I’m okay, I’ve had worse’ You tried to sooth him. You didn’t like the way his face screwed up in worry, his eyebrows pinched together his lips a tight line and the crinkles deepening around his eyes. ‘Do not lie’ He scolded you his bright blue eyes meeting yours. ‘This is all my fault’ You sighed closing your eyes. ‘If you even think about blaming yourself Castiel I’m going to break one of your ribs’ You heard a chuckle from the doorway. ‘Well, Y/n’s awake anyway’ You recognised Dean’s voice as he moved into the room.

You lifted your hand from the bed giving him a small wave. No matter how small the movement your whole body screamed in protest. You let out a long breath but even that hurt. ‘I’ve been trying Crowley but he won’t pick up’ You felt the bed move by your feet as he sat. ‘Can I at least sit up, I feel weird just laying here’ You opened an eye and looked at Cas.

He nodded sharply. ‘Sam, can you get more pillows?’ He asked and Sam nodded walking out of the room. Cas looked back down at you and smiled at you. You gave him a lopsided smile back. ‘Thanks for coming to rescue me’ You reached up and placed your small hand on his cheek.

His stubble had gotten longer and you welcomed the burn it gave as it rubbed against your palm. Cas leaned into your touch and laid his own hand on top of yours. ‘You may not be an angel anymore but you’ll still always be my Guardian Angel’ Cas gave you a watery smile and ran his thumb over the back of your hand.

Your eyes ran up your own arm, your wrist was covered in bandages and there was a few smaller cuts that had been cleaned, one or two had a few stitches in them. There was a bandage wrapped around your upper arm and there was a small dot of red on it. ‘I will always protect you Honey’ You smiled at the nickname he had given you when you two had started dating. He had told you that you were as sweet as honey and his father must have put in as much work as the bees did making honey to make someone so perfect. You had never guessed it but Castiel could be an absolute romantic.

Dean cleared his throat. ‘Sorry to interrupt but I’m just going to leave before this gets any more weird. Good to see you awake though kiddo’ Dean reached out and pinched your toe lightly before standing. ‘You want anything?’ He asked you. ‘A glass of water and something to eat wouldn’t go amiss. Thanks’ Dean nodded and winked at you before walking out the door. 

You turned your head back to Cas. He had a frown on his face. His eyes remorseful as he looked at your face ‘This wasn’t your fault, you just wanted to help your family. It’s not your fault the rest of them are jerks’ Cas’ eyes left your face and he looked down at the blanket. ‘Got the pillows’ Sam walked in cutting off what Cas was about to say. You giggled a little seeing the giant man’s arms overflowing with pillows. ‘Got enough there Sammy?’ He sent you a quick glare as he dropped them down by the bed. 

Cas stood and he laid your hand gently down on your hip. He bent forwards. You pushed yourself up a little wincing so he could slid his arm underneath you. He helped you sit up. You gritted your teeth trying to keep the look of pain off your face. Sam piled the pillows in behind you and Cas laid you back. 

You let out a long breath you had been holding as you settled into the soft material. Cas pressed a kiss to your head and sat back down beside you. ‘Water and a sandwich is served’ Dean called walking into the room a glass and a plate held high in his hands.

You rolled your eyes at their behaviour. You could tell by the tension in their shoulders and the looks behind their eyes that they were worried. They were still getting over the shock of finding you in the state you were in. The fact that angels would go so far just to find Castiel. But as usual they were all putting on a brave face. 

Dean was covering it up with his sassy remarks. Sam had turned into a mother hen watching your every move. And Cas had sank into his pit of self-hatred and blame. Dean laid the plate on your lap and gave Cas the glass. ‘Don’t get used to it Y/n. I ain't becoming a maid. Next time you want a sandwich get off your ass and get it yourself’ He chuckled and you smiled giving a soft laugh.

You were getting used to the pain that came from breathing had come with. ‘How did you find me?’ You asked picking up the sandwich. Bacon. You rolled your eyes. ‘Crowley’ Sam answered as he sat on the ground leaning back against the wall. Dean settled on the bottom of your bed. ‘Then he ditched and isn’t calling back’ He growled. ‘What do you need him for?’ You took a small bite from the bread chewing with a wince. The food brushed against the cut on the inside of your cheek.

You dropped the sandwich raising your hand to your cheek. ‘Hey’ Cas reached out his eyebrows furrowed. ‘What’s wrong? Are you okay?’ He rushed standing from the chair. He turned your head slightly to make you look at him. You nodded slightly leaning back into the pillows. ‘Eating wasn’t a good idea’ You said after swallowing the bite. You tangled your fingers with his hand laid them on your lap by the plate. 

Dean scoffed. ‘Ungrateful’ He took the plate form your lap and you heard it being placed on your nightstand. ‘Shup’ You breathed. ‘What do you need Crowley for?’ You asked again. ‘To heal you, I can’t do it without my grace and I don’t know of an Angel that will’ Cas sighed. You turned your head looking at him.

His eyes were on your hand as he ran his hand along his chin. ‘You’re not useless Cas’ You told him knowing exactly what was going through his head. ‘You saved me’ He looked up at your through his lashes. ‘You may be human now but we ain’t useless, you don’t need to have grace to be there for us’ You let go of his hand and laid it on his chest. ‘You got a big heart, you risk yourself for others, you help us whenever you can, you go out of your way to make sure we’re safe’ Cas smiled softly. ‘We wouldn’t have gotten half as far if it hadn’t of been for you. I certainly wouldn’t, even with you as a human’ Cas smiled widely and leaned forwards.

He pressed his lips softly to yours, it hurt a little but you ignored the small sting. Cas pulled away sitting back down. ‘Do you two do this deliberately?’ Dean groaned and reached into his pocket pulling out his phone. ‘I’m going to try Crowley again, at least he doesn’t make me wana vomit’ He stalked from the room muttering about you two under his breath. Sam gave a chuckle from his spot. ‘I’ll leave you two alone’ He smiled at you standing up. He stopped in the doorway ‘How about a smoothie? That won’t be as bad as solid food’ You nodded at him.

He gave Cas a tight smile and left you both alone. ‘If I still had my grace I could heal you’ You wrapped your hand around the back of his neck and pulled him closer to you. You pressed your lips against his cheek. ‘Cas, please, please just stop’ You sighed leaning your head against his shoulder. He moved so he was  sitting on the bed and not on the chair. ‘I love you as much as a human as I did when you were an Angel. Probably more now because you can’t zap away in the middle of a conversation anymore’ You tried to make a joke but he just stared at you. You scooted over a little wincing as it put strain on your ribs. 

You leaned back into the pillows as Cas sighed at you. ‘You shouldn’t be moving’ He said but leaned sat in beside you leaning on the pillows behind him. You leaned your head on his shoulder. He pressed a kiss to your head. ‘You told me not to trust him. Dean told me not to trust him. Sam told me not to trust him’ You took Castiel’s hand in yours threading your fingers through his.

You closed your eyes. ‘Cas, we all make mistakes’ You squeezed his hand. ‘Look what my mistake has done to you’ You chuckled and rolled your eyes. ‘My mistake nearly got Dean mauled by a werewolf. Dean’s mistake ended with me locked in a dungeon. Dean’s meant Sam almost got sucked dry by a creepy soul snatcher. Sam’s meant Lucifer got released from Hell’ You sat back looking at him. ‘In our line of work mistakes don’t just end in sour milk, it usually means someone gets hurt. We get used to it’ He turned his head looking down at you.

You gave him your sweetest smile. ‘Making mistakes is part of being alive, of being human. That’s it Cas. Just because you made one mistake doesn’t make you a bad person’ You squeezed his hand again. ‘You did what you thought was right, you had everyone’s best intentions at heart. Which may I add is one of the biggest hearts I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing’ A smiled spread across his face. ‘My heart has been yours for a long time’ He leaned down and pressed a kiss to your forehead avoiding the cut on it.

You smiled and leaned your head back on his shoulder. ‘I love you too Castiel’ You told him. ‘Always have, always will. Even if you’re only one of us now’ You heard Cas chuckle but you felt his shoulder tense as he tried not to jostle you. ‘How are you feeling?’ He asked. You closed your eyes. ‘Sore, very sore. And a little tired, but I can’t sleep. Too sore’ The room fell into silence for a moment before he sighed. ‘Dean should be able to get into contact with Crowley soon’ You hummed. ‘I’ll be fine Cas, all part of being human’ You flicked your tongue over your lip. ‘Plus, I was raised to be able to take a hit’ You turned your head and pressed a kiss to his shoulder.

You jerked up as the door flew open. You gasped and your hand flew to your side gripping your ribs. Cas snapped scolding whoever had thrown it open. You felt his hand on the back of your neck rubbing circles on the exposed skin. ‘Well looks like someone was real mad at you’ You heard the british drawl you had grown used to. 

You actually liked Crowley, he said things straight and had a sense of humour. He wasn’t bad, for a demon and a King of Hell. ‘Shut up’ You leaned back onto the pillows. ‘Sorry, didn’t think you would react as badly’ Dean smiled softly at you. ‘Crowley’ Sam nodded at the Demon. ‘Moose’ You let the smile settle on your face. ‘What can I do for you all?’ He leaned against the chest of drawers.

Dean sighed already upset with Crowley’s behaviour. ‘I told you, heal Y/n’ Crowley frowned and shook his head. ‘Now, you see, it’s not that easy’ Sam narrowed his eyes as he handed you the smoothie. You raised the straw to your lips and sucked the liquid into your mouth. ‘What do you mean ‘not that easy?’ Cas growled his voice dropping an octave and his eyes narrowing. Not in the cute confused squinty way, but the I will murder you slowly and painfully way.

Crowley smiled. ‘I’m a demon, I don’t do freebees’ He shrugged. ‘So which one of you is going to sign along the dotted line and sell me your soul?’ Dean reached out and grabbed Crowley by the collar of his black coat. ‘You’re the King of Hell you ca-’ He was cut off by Castiel’s chair scraping along the floor drowning out his words. ‘I’m a human now, you can have mine’ Cas ground out.

You rolled your eyes reaching up and putting your hand on his forearm. You tugged on his shirt. ‘Cas sit down’ You sighed. You looked back at Crowley. ‘And you, stop messing with their heads’ He smirked knowing he was caught out. ‘And Dean, let go of him’ Dean grunted and you gave him a hard look and he dropped Crowley. The King smiled and straightened out his suit.

He cleared his throat. ‘Well, it’s nice to know someone gets my humour’ He winked at you walking by Dean to the bed. ‘She’s hurt, you should not be making jokes’ Castiel growled at him still sending him daggers. ‘A thank you would suffice’ Crowley reached out and put his hand on your cheek.

You closed your eyes letting out a long breath as you felt pain leave your body. You could physically feel all the cuts stitching themselves back together. You felt your lip begin to shrink and you giggled a little at the odd sensation. It was cut short as you gave a strangled gasp as your rib fused back together.

You dropped back onto the pillows when Crowley pulled away. ‘Y/n?’ Cas asked tentatively. You gave a soft humn in return. ‘What did you do to her?’ Cas shouted and you felt to bed jostle. Your eyes shot open. ‘Woah, Cas, sweetie’ Cas was leaning across your bed gripping Crowley’s shirt. Crowley had his hands up and his eyebrows raised. ‘Cas, he did nothing’ You reached out putting your hand on his shoulder.

Cas turned his head and smiled. He let go of Crowley before reaching out taking your face in his hands turning it from side to side. ‘I’m fine Cas’ You smiled at him finally being able to without the tug of the reopening cut. ‘Well, you’re welcome’ Crowley scoffed. ‘Thank you’ You looked away from Cas to Crowley. He nodded at you. ‘Now, if you don’t mind. I have Hell to run’ He turned striding out of the room. 

Dean grunted and followed him. ‘He really had me on that whole sell your soul thing’ He grumbled as he walked out the door. ‘So did you’ You turned to look at Castiel. Sam cleared his throat and looked between you two. ‘I’ll-eh- leave you two alone’ He said anticipating the scolding Castiel was about to get. He pressed a kiss to your head and then followed his brother closing the door behind you. 

You threw the covers off yourself and got out of bed. ‘Sell your soul? Really Cas?’ You snapped. ‘I would have been in a bit of pain for a few weeks-months tops’ You crossed your arms. Cas shrugged looking down at hi hands. ‘It wa-’ You groaned. ‘If you dare say it was your fault’ You growled. Cas didn’t say anything.

You sighed and walked around the bed. You took his face in your hands. His stubble scraping at your palms made you shiver. You tilted his head up so his blue eyes met yours. ‘You ever pull a stunt like that, you’ll be going to Hell for a break from what I’ll put you through you got me?’ He smiled his eyes amused. ‘I love you’ He reached out wrapping his arms around you pulling your body against his.

You rolled your eyes. ‘Cas, promise me you’ll never do anything so stupid’ You told him sternly. ‘I do whatever I can to protect you and keep you from harm’s way’ He leaned down pressing his full lips to yours. ‘You said it yourself. I am your Guardian Angel. It is my job’ You rolled your eyes but smiled anyway. ‘Promise me’ Cas sighed. ‘I promise I will exhaust every other possibility first’ You leaned up and pressed your lips to him. ‘Best I’m getting huh?’ Cas pulled back.

His eyes took in every inch of your face. ‘Yes’ You sighed and pulled away from him. ‘I hate you’ You grumbled. Cas grabbed your wrist spinning you around. Your hands landed on his chest as he smiled down at you. ‘I love you too y/n’ Cas leaned down giving you a passionate kiss on your lips before lifting you onto the bed.