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POV: that one time you sat Jimin down to finally have “the talk” and confess your feelings, but you got nervous and started rambling. 🥲😖😩😫 (oh, he knows..😅)

It has been almost half an hour now since Jimin agreed to sit with you in this room where you, Taehyung and Jungkook have managed to lure him in, and apparently lock you both up until you can (in the words of tae) “figure your shit together.”

Jimin has had this whole cool facade going on as he sits on a chair opposite of you. But it’s slowly crumbling. He’s not going to lie.. he’s seconds from losing his shit.

Well, for starters, being locked up in a tiny room with you is something he only thought could happen in one of his wet dreams.

Jimin has had the biggest crush on you ever since that fan meeting. But you were clearly oblivious for reasons like Min. Freaking. Yoongi. So there’s that.

Jimin remembers it clearly. The day he first met you.. in that darn fan meeting.

You know, The one where Jungkook called dibs on you only to get shut down by him faster than Jin could ever finish his favorite tuna sandwich.

Jimin feels like it was only yesterday.. That damn fan meeting..

The one where you were caught simping on Yoongi the whole time.. and had never even spared him (nor Jungkook) a glance until it was his turn to sign your album.

He could only wish you could have been as excited as he had been to meet you.. but you only had eyes for yoongi.. he still remembers how you just literally kept staring at his hyung for the whole 5 minutes that Jimin had spent with you despite all his efforts to make your first interaction as memorable as he wanted to be. And that made him sad.

Now here you are. Almost a year later.

With eyes only for him.

Jimin still can’t wrap his head around this whole scenario. You’re sitting on the side of the bed, red as a beet and rambling like crazy because you’re clearly nervous.

Were you really nervous because of him? Does he make your heart race? He wishes it were the case, Because you sure make his go crazy.

You’re looking at him like how you once did with Yoongi. He’s not sure when it started happening but he won’t complain.

This is you we’re talking about. The girl of his dreams. The one he would literally give anything to have. If only you weren’t so into Yoongi.. if only he could have his way…

For a minute he lets himself get lost staring at that cute little mole you have under those sweet looking plump lips.. he wonders what they taste like- they must be sweet as honey, he thinks.

You flail your hands for the umpteenth time and your sweet rambling voice brings him back to the moment..

“Jimin.. what i’m tryin to say is.. you know.. uhh.. i just… i think.. you know,it just happened.. and i’m like, what is wrong with me?? So I asked the guys.. and.. you know..Because i was clearly not thinking straight before.. but now i am! Yeah.. i know what i feel.. now I am.. you know.. i’m sure.. don’t get me wrong.. okay??“

Wait a minute.. Is this what he thinks this is?? Are you trying to confess right now?? No way! Are you really??

Oh. My. God.

He’s about to lose his mind.

Jimin is losing his mind! He is.

He was Just about to do something about his feelings for you. He even talked to Namjoon about it the week before over drinks.

But here you are beating him to it. He meant to do it first. But this isn’t a race he tells himself.

He can’t help but let out a smile. God! why are you so cute!? You’re going to be the death of him. He knows it. He mentally slaps himself to focus on more pressing matters.

He doesn’t want to ruin this moment for you.. and for him, too. He decides he’s going to hear you out and not get ahead of himself.

But god damn! You’re being dangerously cute, he doesn’t know if he can hold it in for longer. He’s literally seconds from grabbing your cute little face and pepper it with kisses.

“Alright, okay! Yes.. so What i’m trying to say is… uh, you know.. we’ve been friends for almost a year now and i can’t believe this has happened. but Tae said that things like these are normal among friend groups.. and Jungkook said I shouldn’t let this pass.. because.. because.. uhh.. uhm.. darn it! I forgot what Jungkook said!!!” You ball your hands into fists and look at Jimin with a new found determination.

Jimin moves his hand to touch his nose in an attempt to hide the smirk that escaped him. And you still go on rambling like your life depends on it.

“Ugh!! Anyway.. uhm.. Tae said it’s cool.. and you know, like really really cool… like you know.. normal.. typical.. common.. normal— wait i already said that! No, wait.. what i mean is—”

Jimin knows.

Jimin definitely knows now.

He hopes you could find a way to just let it all out.

Because he can’t wait to accept it and just kiss you already.

“-what i really want to say is.. Jimin, i.. uh… i… “

This is it. Jimin’s eyes go wide in anticipation. He wants you to say it. He wants to hear it from your sweet lips.. that its him you like.. not yoongi.. not anybody else. Just him. And only him.

“Jimin.. i.. i think i..uhm.. ithink-i-likeyou—!!” it came out rushed but the cat is finally out of the bag.

Wide-eyed and seemingly out of oxygen, Jimin struggled to stay alive. Why does it feel like he suddenly forgot how to breathe?

He looks into you. You’re so pretty as ever, maybe even more beautiful in this light with Your blushed faced and Your eyes that went wide the moment you blurted that you like him.

He zeroes in on your pink lips and no words had to be said. He kisses you like he was hungry for your taste.

He takes your lips and devours it like only you can save him.

You kiss him back and he still can’t believe it.

You like him. The girl of his dream likes him back. This can’t be real.

You pull away for air and it brings Jimin back to his senses.

“I’ve liked you since the day i saw you.” He manages to let out in a breathless haze.

“What?..”

“I like you. I’ve liked you since the fanmeet.” he presses in for another kiss.

“What..?! You do?!”

“Yeah. You don’t believe me? Ask Jungkook.” Another kiss.

“What?.. wait.. he knows?!”

“I literally had to fight him off to get noticed by you. And i’ve never stopped since. But you only had eyes for Yoongi hyung.”

“I— I didn’t know. Jimin..”

“It’s okay.. we’re here now.. it’s all that matters.”

He takes your lips and kisses you again.. and again.. and again..

until Jungkook’s voice rumble from outside the door.

“Yahh!! It’s about time! You better believe it noona! I called dibs on you but Jiminie hyung wouldn’t budge!”

“Yah! Shut up Jungkook! You’re ruining the moment!…Hey Y/n!!! I’m talking to you.. you better treat my soulmate well or else i’ll shave your head! You hear me? I mean it!!” Taehyung threatens you and you know he means it.

You smile at Jimin’s kiss and he’s still so out of it, he thought he heard Taehyung’s voice but your lips are more important right now.

POV: That one time you went and watched Jimin perform.

You 4:57pm : i’ll be seated in A4.. try to spot me. 😅 have fun up there babe and blow them away. You always do 😘

Jimin 5:10 : you know i always spot you even in a crowd of thousands.. i love you baby.. xx

POV: That one time Jimin really wanted you to call him “Oppa”, too. (Part1)

Read Part2 here. 😊

Jimin is not a jealous boyfriend. He tells himself that. He could go on and shake off the harmless flirting from other guys, as long as it’s not initiated and reciprocated by you. It doesn’t irk him that much because you’re usually so oblivious of things like this.

However, when it comes to his band members it’s a completely different story. He knows you had a thing for Yoongi way before you and him got together. He knows Yoongi was your bias. But you swore it was all before you and Jimin ever met and started dating. You promised him this one night, when he sat you down to clear things up.

Of course it would be Jimin—Now that you are together-together, it all just makes sense that your boyfriend is your bias. Yoongi was it, before Jimin ever came to your life. But it’s different now.

Jimin believes you. He trusts you. You are in a committed relationship after all. And as you said to him that night and the other nights that followed, “Babe, there’s nothing-and absolutely nothing-that could take my eyes off of you.”

You loved Jimin and there’s no one and nothing that can change that. You’re absolutely head over heels for your sexy, cute, and lovely boyfriend.

Yoongi is like any other celebrity you really admire. After years of being acquainted with him through Jimin, you still see him as a celebrity for sure, one who you really look up to as a rapper and music producer. Only now it has been upgraded a little bit as Jimin’s friend and older brother. You respected Yoongi as with the rest of the members.

However, there are times when the fangirl in you would still be blown away with Yoongi’s eccentricity. But that’s just it. You don’t feel things for Yoongi the way you feel them for Jimin.

You respect Yoongi. You’re crazy in love with Jimin.

Yoongi being your bias has become an inside joke of the group and he was chill about it.

The boys would tease you sometimes. Jungkook even used to go as far as bring it up in the most awkward moments like that time you first met Bang PD in one of their intimate dinners. The teasing went on for a while but nothing really became of it.

Jimin, on the other hand, wasn’t initially so cool about it. He even sat you down one night to clear the air. That speaks volumes on how it used to bother him. But you understood where it was coming from. And so you reassured him that he only has your heart. And he soon became okay with it.

Jimin knows it sounds petty. It is petty. Don’t get him wrong, he’s aware that Yoongi being your bias shouldn’t really bother him and he knows it’s supposed to be the logical thing. But he’s just another doting boyfriend who wanted her girl to only look at him. He’s possessive of you like that. And sometimes his insecurities get the better of him. Especially when he knows that as perfect as you are in his eyes, you could have whoever it is that you’d want in your life. He still can’t believe that that person is him. You chose him. That As crazy as he is for you, you are crazy for him, too.

But during movie night with the guys the other day, you unknowingly made a mistake that got Jimin all riled up the entire night.

As everyone was getting comfortable in their chosen seats in the living room, you and Jimin settled for the couch. The other guys chose to camp up on the floor which Taehyung and Jungkook had filled with soft mats and huge pillows.

Jimin had plopped himself on the far end of the couch comfortably waiting for you to come and settle next to him.

Everybody seemed to be settled down except for Yoongi and Hobi.

Soon enough, Hobi called dibs on the other end of the sofa claiming its his favorite spot. So that leaves Yoongi to take the spot next to you.

Yoongi seemed reluctant at first, but as the movie was about to start, you called on him to take the seat. Albeit, too excitedly.

You: “Oppa! Come here and sit down!”(you pat the space next to you) “the movie’s about to start!”

You didn’t notice Jimin scowl as he scrunched his nose to the tone of your voice. You seemed too excited for his liking.

When Yoongi finally took the seat, you faced him and handed him the bowl of popcorn that Jimin prepared for the both of you and certainly not for Yoongi.

You: “Oppa, want some popcorn? Let’s share! I hope you like creamy parmesan.”

Yoongi only smiled with a muted “Thanks.”

You made sure Yoongi was comfortable and with just enough popcorn for the rest of the movie.

Jimin couldn’t stop himself from rolling his eyes and doing that tongue thing when something starts to get on his nerves.

The truth is, Jimin has always wanted you to call him “oppa”, too. But as you were the same age as him and Taehyung, born in the same year and actually just a month later than him, you saw no need for it. You found it awkward in a sense. You found it weird so you both dropped the matter and he didn’t press you on calling him oppa since then.

“Baby”, “babe”, or “jagi” were enough. And according to you, “Seokjin, Yoongi, Hobi and Joonie are my only real oppas, here. Sorry babe.” 😅

However that didn’t really change the fact that he still wanted you to call him “oppa”.

Jimin couldn’t concentrate on the movie. He was busy thinking of a way to “mark his territory”.

He’d take your hand in his lap and pepper it with kisses. He’d snake an arm around your waist and smell your hair. He’d pull you closer into his chest and kiss your temple. He’d grab the popcorn from Yoongi and pop one on your mouth. He’d put a hand on your thigh with a gentle squeeze.

You’d give him a smile every now and then, But you seem to not really get the hint that he wants you to do all these things to him, too! He’s growing more and more frustrated by the minute.

You, on the other hand, were so engrossed with the movie because you were really looking forward to watch it and partly because you had to occasionally argue with Jungkook about his commentary.

You were oblivious of the big ball of a sulky boyfriend you had brewing next to you.

Jimin spent the entire night sulking in silence. But still had his arm protectively spread around you, as if to put a wall between you and your “oppa”. 😒

Once you got home, you asked him what’s up with his now apparent lack of interest as you went off with how the movie was so good and how Jungkook was so annoyingly misinformed with all his commentary.

You: “hey babe, what’s wrong? You’re being silent. Is everthing okay?”

Jimin: “it’s nothing.”

You: “Baby.. you know you can talk to me.“

Jimin: “I said, it’s nothing.”

You: “Babe.. come on.. What’s the matter? Did i do something wrong?”

Jimin: “I said drop it y/n!! I’m not in the mood for this right now!”

(Your eyes go wide as his loud voice startles you. He never yells at you.)

You: “What is up with you?? i didn’t even do anything and you’re yelling at me.. for what??”

Jimin: “oh i don’t know.. Why don’t you figure it out with your “oppa”, you want me to call him for you?!”

You: “What are you talking about?? Is this—is this about Yoongi? For chrissake Jimin, not this again!”

Jimin: (he scoffs) “of course, you just don’t care about what I feel sometimes, do you?”

But before you could press him for more, he walks out and slams the door to your shared bedroom.

You were fuming. And he was, too. You soon figure out what went wrong that night. You didn’t realize how it really must have hurt him.

If he felt neglected in anyway tonight, it wasn’t what you intended. Making him feel hurt like this is the last thing you would ever want. The guilt is slowly creeping up on you.

You love him. But you also see nothing wrong with you being friendly with Yoongi. Bias or not he’s still Jimin’s friend—his brother.

Jimin is being difficult. But you still wanted to comfort him knowing you caused this. But instead of crawling in bed to cuddle him, you decided against it and just let things cool down. You went on and did your night routine. But by the time you get to bed, Jimin already had his back turned away from you.

Maybe tomorrow it will all be better.

Except it wasnt.

The next day Jimin went on to give you the cold shoulder.

Read Part2 here! 😊

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POV : That one time Jimin wanted you to call him Oppa, too. (Part 2)

Read Part 1 here. ☺️

Jimin is acting like you don’t exist after a fight. But you’re ready to try just about anything to change that. Even if it means teasing your way back into his arms.

Jimin is still giving you the cold shoulder.

After that fight you had last night—the one where he got jealous of you calling Yoongi your “Oppa” and not reciprocating his PDA filled attempt on making you focus on him and only him during movie night—Jimin has gone the extra mile of ignoring your existence.

It was a Sunday and Jimin made sure that by the time you wake up, he’d be out of bed and out of your sight. So he made an effort to wake up earlier than you and go out for a run.

He’s still mad at you. Other people would probably think he’s being petty. You would probably think that, too. But he’s sick and tired of denying the fact that it hurts him when your eyes sparkle everytime you’d look at Yoongi. He wants those sparkles in your eyes to only be for him.

He’s tired of denying the fact that he’s jealous of how extra nice you are to his Yoongi hyung. It irks him when you become all shy when he compliments you. You’re never like that to Jungkook or Taehyung. You’re not even like that to Hobi and Seokjin. And you’re certainly not like that to Joon.

Jimin knows Yoongi was your bias. You told him once that before you even knew him, you had posters of Yoongi on your bedroom walls back in your parents’ house. And that you once bought the exact same beanie Yoongi had always worn many years ago. Yoongi still had that beanie lying around in his room somewhere and it annoys Jimin everytime he sees it around the dorms.

But you also told Jimin that it’s different now— that him becoming your boyfriend had shaken things up. He believes you. There’s not a trace of Yoongi in any items you own now. The merch you still buy are all of Jimin’s and Chimmy. Well, except for the ones Seokjin gifted you for Christmas. He got you a bunch of fans with his annoying face on it. And of course he got you RJ keychains and pens. Jimin makes sure you get the exclusive ones that had his signature for you to cherish forever. He had recently gifted you his Photofolio. And you were excited about that.

By the time Jimin finished jogging, he went back to your shared apartment to find you still in bed. You were awake and tapping something on your phone, not making eye contact.

He knows he had hurt you, too. He had never really raised his voice on anyone, much less with you. But last night was really tough on him, he was too emotional and wasn’t able to control his temper.

In truth, Jimin fears that one day you’d wake up and realize you didn’t want him anymore and that you would find someone better than him. Someone who could give you things he couldn’t. Someone who would give you the world, someone who would make you happy, and loved.

His insecurities have always hindered Jimin in your relationship. He sometimes wondered if he could really be that guy for you. You are so independent, brave, gorgeous, intelligent and kind. He’s deadset in thinking all the other guys see that in you, too. And it’s just a matter of time they realize how great of a catch you really are. You could actually have anything and anyone you’d want if you so wish it.

It takes all the willpower in him to not jump in bed with you, cuddle you and apologize for being a jerk last night. But he is still really hurt and his insecurities still clouds his mind. So he just went on with his business like you weren’t there.

You, on the other hand, are growing frustrated as the hours pass by. It’s hard enough that your boyfriend is mad at you and waking up in a cold bed without his warmth and morning kisses really made you lonely.

But what he’s doing to you now—acting like you’re not even in the same space right now— is just pure torture.

It has been hours without Jimin acknowleding your existence. Not even a “hi” nor “a good morning”. He’s not even trying to look in your direction.

He’s camped out in the living room, reading a book while putting on some lofi music to drown the excruciating silence in the house.

You think of ways to break the ice. You knew he’s never going to cave. He’s stubborn like that. But so are you.

You made breakfast— coffee and toast. But he didn’t even touch it. So you went on to cook lunch. He’s never even once got in your way as you busied yourself in the kitchen.

He made sure he’s got all the things he needed in his little space on the couch— his water bottles, coffee, snacks and a couple more books to read just in case.

You had almost given up after he didn’t budge during lunch time. He just got up and took a portion of his lunch to eat by the couch. He’s so stubborn. You couldn’t believe he was really going to let this whole day waste just like that.

And after almost a whole day wasted in silence, you took it in you to turn the tables on Jimin. You knew that if cooking and making him coffee couldn’t make him not ignore you anymore, you’d have to take a completely different route.

So you put on those tight work out clothes you knew he liked on you. The ones with the matching white top that gives him a peek of your cleavage and the skimpy shorts that hug your ass in the right places. You decided that if he still won’t look your way after this, you’d just jump him until he looks at you.

So you clench your peaches and tucked your tummy in as you paraded yourself from the bedroom door which was directly across him, to the kitchen where you pretended to check something in the fridge making sure to give him a nice view of your ass.

He doesn’t say anything nor make a move towards you, but you feel his eyes follow your every move.

You make your way back to your shared bedroom, not saying anything. Only to make sure to glance at him before you reach the door. And He’s already looking at you.

Jimin is shocked. You were practically naked, wearing only those little pieces of clothing that left nothing to his imagination as you saunter your way down to the kitchen. He knows he’s supposed to be ignoring you but damn, you’re making it so difficult for him right now.

His mouth went dry as you made your way back to your bedroom with your tits and ass jiggling as you walk.

He almost choked on his water when you suddenly looked at him and you caught him ogling you.

You decide to stay in the bedroom and wait for any reactions. If that doesn’t work, you’re just going to storm out and confront his ass once and for all.

But a few more minutes has passed, and you hear the door to your bedroom open. You’re seated on your side of the bed and have your back away from the door so you don’t see Jimin hesitate for a while. You busy yourself with your phone and check your socials for what feels like the millionth time today.

After another long silence, you feel the space dip next to you. And two determined arms snaking their way into your waist as Jimin cages you in between his thighs.

Jimin: “Baby…“

He nuzzles your neck as he breathes in your scent. The motion only sparks something in you. But you don’t budge. You contemplate on giving him a little dose of his own medicine.

Jimin: “Jagi… i’m sorry.”

You don’t make a move. You don’t attempt to let go or push him away. He leans in more, closing the space between you. You feel him plant a kiss to your neck, to the space below your ear and to your jaw.

Jimin: “I was being a jerk. i didn’t mean to yell at you. I was jealous of how you took care of Yoongi hyung while I was right there, next to you. I know we’ve talked about this before, but it really bothers me when you look at him like that.”

You: “Look at him how, Jimin?”

Hearing this, you decide to face him so he can see the hurt in your eyes. But he keeps his face buried in the hollow of your neck.

You: “He’s our friend. He’s your brother. I don’t see him as anyone other than that.”

His hold on you tightens as he breathes more of you in.

You: “He doesn’t make me feel like you make me feel. I only look at you like that.”

He pulls away to look you in the eyes now. He’s hurt, too. You see the regret in his eyes as he intertwines his hands in yours.

Jimin: “I know that. It’s just —it’s just.. sometimes i think that.. that one day you might wake up and realize you don’t want me like that anymore.”

You take his cheeks with both your hands and look him in the eyes. You understand what he’s thinking now. His insecurities are eating him up.

You: “Baby, how can you think that? I’m so in love with you—too in love with you— you’re the only thing I think about all the time. You’re so beautiful, and good to me, you’re perfect, Why would i not want you? I’m so so crazy in love with you Chim. Why don’t you see that? I love you and i’m not going anywhere.. baby.. what more can i say to prove it?”

Hearing these words from you lifted any haze of insecurity that filled Jimin’s mind. He crashed his pillowy lips into yours, hungry and needy. You kiss him back with the same need, like you have been so deprived of his lips in a long time. He smiles into your lips as you both pull away to breathe.

Jimin: “I love you y/n. Having you here like this is enough. I love you. (Kiss.) I love you. (Kiss.) I’m so in love with you.” (Kiss)

You smile in between his kisses. And you savor his taste in your mouth for a few more seconds before you pull away.

You: “I love you, Jimin Oppa.”

Jimin is wide eyed hearing your new little term of endearment. And It’s enough to make his already semi-hard bulge twitch. His eyes quickly went from shock to pure lust. He takes your hand and guides it to palm his hard cock. And your breath hitches. You forget to breathe as your mind nearly stops working.

He made love to you that night. And Only the delicious sounds of your sweet moans that sang his name and your new found endearment filled the room.

Now you understand the power that one little word had. And how it could rile Jimin up even in bed.

You promise to use it more often after this.

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