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I need middle-aged Connor
"The Wheel does not care if you are young or afraid, petty or weak. It certainly doesn’t care what you want. The Wheel calls you to this whether you can bear it or not. The Last Battle is coming. What any of us wants now is meaningless. The only thing that matters is what you do." - THE WHEEL OF TIME 1.06
New Osiris lore dropped. So in Enigma Protocol mission, the comms are done by text in the upper left side of the screen. It's mostly just Failsafe, Osiris and Saint texting. And I got the best one today.
Saint spilling the secrets????? SAINT? OSIRIS SINGS??????
I won't ask you to wait, if you don't ask me to stay
to be loved is to be known <3
So carry me from these walls Brother of mine Show me the world outside It has to be true I'm counting on you To be my wings and my eyes
I was a bit stressed today, so here is a fanart of Desmond Sycamore/Descole without a context that I draw with this music on loop :) Bonus:
(azran legacy spoilers)
got delusional about dreams of a dying man 😁👍 happy sycamore sunday everyone‼️
had to get this one out of my head
Omen brothers doing normal siblings stuff.
GIYS IM SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE my dad wants me to download fucking FAMILY LINK????? IM 15 NOT 12 😭😭😭 and ill have to uninstall all social media and post from the websites on incognito in secret
i hope he forgot abt that but yea..,,,,, i might be screwed ☺️... rest in peace my gallery and apps and login info and game accounts. sigh
gege you're fucking sick
everyone saying megumi has been through so much at the age of 15 is making me remember… he’s actually 16. this fight is taking place on dec 24th and megumi’s birthday is the 22nd. he spent his 16th birthday trapped… not wanting to be alive… i'm not okay. 💔
bts as types of love
jin is first love. he’s awkward silence broken with nervous but warm laughter. he’s shyness and a sweet smile, asking if you’d like to have lunch together. he’s gentle whispers and soft hugs, rubbing circles around your back when you’re sad. he’s butterflies and crimson cheeks, but most importantly, he is your home.
yoongi is guarded love. he is cautiousness and unsure eyes, yet he slowly takes your hand. he’s storytelling through poetry and music, letting you understand his heart. he’s seashells and the warm setting sun; you are his moon whom he shares his darkest secrets to.
hoseok is bittersweet love. he’s soft kisses and delicate hands, his lips and fingers lingering on your skin with a tingling feeling. he’s selflessness and tender care, putting you before himself or others. he’s meaningful words and yellow roses, yet he is melancholy and sad smiles; you are his home.
namjoon is bold love. he’s sweet nothings and surprises, secret kisses in the dark and blunt honesty. he’s late night outs and jealousy, letting everyone know you’re his. he’s clumsiness and messy rooms, but he’s also unspoken words and curiosity. he is your other half.
jimin is soft love. he’s cuddles and nose touching, staying in bed until the afternoon sun. he is tickles and the purest feeling, he is racing heartbeats and slow dancing. he’s loving gazes and chaste lips, he is wishes on a shooting star. lip bites and fluttering eyes, he has your heart.
taehyung is summer love. he is sunsets and skinny dipping, playful laughter and crazy nights. he’s photographs and deep voices, creating memories at dawn. he’s nostalgic smiles and vintage clothes, love songs and warm bonfires. he’s hot days and ice cream, but you are his seasons.
jungkook is brave love. he is protectiveness and locked jaws, ready to jump at anyone who might hurt you. he’s strong perfumes and silent conversations, his eyes worried but unafraid. he’s furrowed eyebrows yet he’s pouty faces and banana milk; nose wrinkles, and paper hearts. he is your strength.
I made an edit for Yorki, I miss him a lot, I know everyone must.. right?
Song - Picasso’s Last Words by Paul McCartney
"Is there cheese in the great beyond ?
What's the moon made of ?
Meet me there after I'm gone"
I've been listening to a lot of In case I make it lately so here's a little lad in space inspired by the album cover !
Thinking about Psychonauts 2 again, and you know what scene pops into my head a lot? It’s near the end of the game, when Raz runs back to the caravan to get his family’s support to take down Maligula. In a game about mental health and coping with loss and mistakes, this scene, while small, says volumes.
If you don’t remember, when Raz makes his way to the caravan while Nona is in the middle of her big water tornado, this is how he finds his family; gathered around Augustus, offering whatever support they can.
Look at how Augustus is sitting. The classic “face to your knees” pose naturally signals that he’s upset, but there’s something more to that. When you think of this pose, who do you think of?
Children. Children are more likely to sit like this as they process their big feelings because sitting on the floor doesn’t feel inappropriate. When you get older, you feel embarrassed expressing yourself the way you did as a child and you move onto other coping mechanisms, ones that are less visibly upset. But not Augustus, not in this moment. I first when I saw this, I wasn’t sure what was happening, until Donatella spoke.
Remember, Raz just finished sorting through Nona’s memories and unlocking the psychic barriers that kept Maligula trapped. We recently learned that Ford messed with both Nona and Augustus’ memories to make them believe Nona was truly Augustus’ mother, not his aunt. Both of Augustus’ parents died, and have been dead for decades. While Raz was undoing the mental blocks, he wasn’t just revealing the truth to Nona. He was unraveling the truth in Augustus’ mind too.
Imagine you’re with your family, looking for your mother. She’s old, she’s wandered off, she isn’t as sharp as she used to be. You need to find her and keep her safe, you almost lost your son a few days ago and you can’t lose your mother too. And then the memories start unlocking. Memories of two graves, of a packed orphanage, of a strange man warping your mind and delivering you into the care of a woman you knew deep down to be the arbiter of national genocide, who this man made you think was your mother. Of course you break down. Of course you act like a child, even in front of your own children. What else can you do?
When Augustus says this, the statement is twofold. The mother he thought survived has been dead all this time, and the woman who did raise him has warped back to the traumatized, angry shell that caused so much death in your past. He’s lost both women in this moment.
The series does an incredible job of connecting us with the trauma and baggage of whoever’s mind we enter. But we never enter Augustus’ mind. We only get to see his trauma through show not tell, and that leaves us with a more evocative scene than many of the mental worlds we’ve visited before.
The writers know how powerful this scene is, and they make sure we linger on it with this long zoom out. The entire family embraces Augustus and shares in his woe. They’ll need their strength to help Nona soon enough, but they have to grieve for a moment, they have to acknowledge the hurt and pain they’ve inherited if they hope to rebuild their family.
I love this game.
Steph: Who was the best kid? Like, when you got them, who was best at, uh, being a..good kid?
Bruce, immediately: Jason.
Tim, traumatized: Let's not do this right now.
Guess what I just finished reading 😭