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i knew i was locked in when i went from m1a to 4na 𝜗𝜚

my fear foods :(

⭐tw 3d

pizza

bread

bananas

pastries/baked goods not made by me

ice cream (specifically tubs)

nuts

mayo

chocolate + anything chocolate flavoured

cereal

pasta

non diet soda

doritos

butter

chocolate digestives

fries

sausages

omg im exactly one bm1 point from being vnderw3ight im so so excited i never ever want to eat again ⭐️

oh my god i just found out my dad uses butter to cook things im gonna cry what

Things that FUCKING SUCK about being fat:

I can't wrap a regular sized towel completely around myself.

The chafing between my thighs hurts sooo bad.

I can't keep up with my boyfriend when we go out for walks and especially when we go hiking. It's so embarrassing, he literally has to keep stopping and waiting for me to finally catch up.

It's hard finding clothes at the store that actually fit. And I can guarantee, it won't be anything nice either, sweatpants and maybe hoodies..

18" necklaces are chokers on me.

I have to get wide shoes.

Not fitting in socks made out of certain materials, some of them cut into my ankles...

Struggling to fit in high-top sneakers. Forget about calf height boots.

Feeling disgusting for eating in front of people. I know people see me and think "That's why you're fat." "I'm so glad I don't look like that."

Small bathroom stalls can be a nightmare.

I love swimming, but not in front of people.

Feeling insecure and disgusting all the time.

Etc.

I'm soooo tired of being this size, it's time for a change.

I eat a lot of bread i should stop that

Having an ED and you’re in a restrictive diet but you have a curvy(not skinny) body is so overwhelming it is like you’re a fraud

this christmas i need THE body

Rebloging lol

ed discord server

PLEASE REBLOG

I made a server! I set the link to never expire so hopefully it works. If it doesn't work just comment your discord nd I'll add u.