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Day 8: Sleep deprivation
When you think of sleep deprivation you think of insomnia or something like that, for this case, I think like Alex might’ve forced himself to stay awake when on the hunt or something or maybe even during college, a little hc of mine. Or if he were to be with Habit then Habit would’ve tested all of Alex’s limits and this would’ve been one of them the dark halo was something that I wanted to add onto it but for the actual meaning to me I guess is the fact that he is a false savior something I’ve brought up in other projects or something like that. Many others will agree that some of the framing of Alex is almost biblical, and the fact that Alex wanted to save his friends but in the end was doing what the Operator wanted is something akin to being a wolf in sheep’s clothing but instead he was a sheep in wolfs clothing. He was a victim just as much as everyone else in the series and just at much fault as everyone else.
you always will have people who will find ways to kind of paint Alex in a way where his only personality is being angry or losing control, and that’s what we only see for most of the series because he’s been affected so badly that unlike Tim who had help he couldn’t get that or for fear of being written off. And hoping that with him shooting off those who were afflicted then he can spare them the pain he went through the amount of times he’s had to watch his hands commit something he didn’t initially want to do until he was being motivated to do it over and over as a means of mercy. Tim says that he’s just letting the Operator get what it wants when I imagine in Alex’s mind he’s doing the hardest thing, before we see him run away after having to sacrifice Brian and possibly killing off Seth but then comes back after Amy dies to spare them the fate that his girlfriend wasn’t. But he either procrastinates too much or does it at the wrong time.
anyways sorry for ramblign on something that you’re only going to look at for a few seconds anyways enjoy.
Día 8, el cuervo y el lobo deben cubrirse o serán expulsadas. Parte 2/5