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𝟑-𝟓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐄 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘.

𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐒:

honey blonde.

brickdust red.

soft violet.

blush pink.

crow black.

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒:

whiffs of peppermint from ointments used to soothe aches & pains.

the stench of cigarette smoke that never quite leaves his clothes.

the smell of burning cotton & polyester oh god he set himself on fire again.

the sour aroma of an unsealed jar of umeshu that's been fermenting in his closet for ages.

𝐅𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐎𝐍:

a black feather coat given by doffy as a 'welcome home' present.

a maroon chullo cap with hearts on the tassels.

loud & bright shirts, no doubt a (poor) attempt to imitate his brother's style.

theatrical face makeup to help him pretend he's happier than he is.

a white & blue marine uniform gathering dust in a closet somewhere, waiting for its owner who might never come back.

𝐎𝐁𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐒:

a lighter that will probably kill him long before his nicotine addiction does.

cigarette cartons in a seemingly never-ending supply.

ankle braces & compression sleeves oft concealed under baggy clothes.

stray black feathers always littering the ground as he walks past.

pockets stuffed with pain pills & bandages for whatever accident he'll inevitably get himself into today.

𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐔𝐀𝐆𝐄:

a perpetual hunch to ensure his brother never suspects him as a threat.

a grimace to appear threatening, but really it's because of yet another sprain.

animated facial expressions to compensate for the words he can't say.

the quick snap of fingers, followed by an all-encompassing silence.

a limp he struggles to hide, and in-toeing so severe he'll inevitably trip if he moves too quickly or doesn't watch his step.

𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒:

steely, brickdust eyes with a newfound determination in them.

a gun pointed at a man he knows he loves too much to shoot.

silent sobs in the dead of night as the stress of everything weighs him down.

a new 'heart' held so tightly in his hands as a gift for a dying child he adored so hopelessly.

a smile he doesn't care makes him look like a dork, so long as his loved ones find comfort in it.

tagged: no one. i am a thief of the highest caliber.

tagging: be gay, do crime.

☾ character questions ☽

the basics:

name: donquixote 'corazon' rosinante.

age: 26 (undercover verse); 37-39 (present day verse).

zodiac sign: cancer.

one good trait: empathetic.

one bad trait: hopelessly clumsy.

habits:

one bad habit: quick to get emotional, usually manifesting in someone's busted nose or panic attacks in a back alley.

one good habit: has a strict stretching/yoga routine he does every morning to minimize accidents and alleviate joint & muscle pain.

one habit they can’t break: crawling back to his big brother and thinking 'maybe things will be different this time...'

one they’ve broken: smoking; not by choice, but because an incident on a certain island led to a collapsed lung and doctors said 'uhh... absolutely not'.

what they’re afraid of: losing law, history repeating itself.

family:

their parents names: donquixote homing & donquixote dulcinea.

their siblings names: donquixote 'doffy' doflamingo.

favorite childhood memory: his first night in sengoku's home.

favorite childhood toy: a stuffed animal goat given by sengoku.

embarrassing story: spitting his drink in formal admiral akainu's face.

favorite family member: doflamingo (unfortunately).

a story about that family member: doflamingo assisted him (and himself) learning how to read by reading him storybooks at night.

what they prefer:

coffee or tea?

taking baths or taking showers?

writing or reading?

indoors or outdoors?

land or sea?

platonic or romantic?

loud or quiet?

summer or winter?

spring or autumn?

money or influence?

knowledge or strength?

favorites:

clothing: anything long, loose & baggy.

season: autumn.

object: his black feather coat.

color: violet.

music: folk.

place: minion island (in a fucked up, bittersweet kind of way).

memory: law calling him 'cora' for the first time.

food: cabbage, lettuce & plums.

person: trafalgar d. water law.

tagged: myself...? i took this from an old blog & tweaked it slightly because i want to do more to flesh out rosinante.

tagging: *points at YOU*

ANIMAL  FAMILIAR.

CROW

the crow is a very interesting, complex familiar to have, and seems to have a lot of personality to its behavior. though it is seen by some as representing evil, it is in fact a sign of luck as well, either good or bad, and is strongly tied with magic as well. despite its worse side of its reputation, it is not a trickster, but in fact very wise and adaptable. in the same way, you are a very intelligent and creative individual, though you may be misunderstood by your peers. the crow familiar brings good luck to their master, acts as a mentor or guidance to them, and inspires them with bright and creative ideas.

This familiar represents

creativity

closeness to magic

luck

intelligence

wisdom

adaptability

being misunderstood

tagged by: @heavens-sin mwah mwah

tagging: i've lost track of who has & hasn't do this so *points*

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑   𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒   𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊.

NAME :  donquixote rosinante.

OTHER NAMES :  rosi, corazon, cora.

TITLE :  "donquxiote pirates' (heart) executive", "(the second) corazon", "commander rosinante".

AGE :  26 (undercover verse); 37-39 (present day verse).

BIRTHDATE :   july 15.

SPECIES :  human (whether his brother wants to admit it or not). 

NATIONALITY :  mary geiosian (banished); north blue (current).

GENDER :   cis male.

PREFERRED PRONOUN(S) :  he/him.

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION :  biromantic.

SEXUAL ORIENTATION :   bisexual.

RELIGION :  questioning.

OCCUPATION :  pirate / spy / marine / farmer (retired).

PARENTS : donquixote homing & donquixote dulcinea (blood) ; sengoku (adoptive).

SIBLINGS :  donquixote doflamingo (blood); x drake (adoptive).

SIGNIFICANT OTHER(S) :  (n/a) / (tba). 

CHILDREN :  trafalgar d. water law .

CLOSEST FRIENDS : x drake, monkey d. garp, doflamingo.

ENEMIES : donquxiote pirates, vergo, doflamingo (listen it’s complicated).

EYE COLOR(S) :  reddish-brown.

HAIR  COLOR(S) : blonde.

HEIGHT : 9’7″. 

tagged by  :  myself! i stole from an old blog. tagging  :  the coolest cat in the room (you!).

canon questionare.

questions best asked for those who portray canon characters, and for those who’d like to get to know the author behind said canons better.

What made you pick up this character?

How did you get into this franchise/fandom?

What’s the best thing about the show/series/books/comics/etc.?

What’s the worst thing about the show/series/books/comics/etc.?

What’s the best thing about the fandom?

What’s the worst thing about the fandom?

What’s the best thing about the canon you are writing?

What’s the worst thing about the canon you are writing?

Have you tweaked the character from canon? If so, what did you tweak?

Would you say that your portrayal is canon divergent or not? 

Are there some things you dislike about how the show/series/etc. portray the character you have picked up? If so, what?

What would you say is the most unique trait about your character?

Are there any other characters from the franchise you’d like to play?

Are there some characters from the franchise you can’t stand? 

What are your thoughts on the canon ships for the character, if any?

What is your personal ship bias for your canon character?

Are there any ships you can’t stand, why?

How long have you been writing the character?

Should people get into the franchise your writing from, yes or no?

If you could sum up your character with one sentence, what would it be?

Which song do you feel describes your character the most and why?

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜ ❛ what are you smiling at? ❜ ❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜ ❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜ ❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜ ❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜ ❛ i’m not sorry. ❜ ❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜ ❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜ ❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜ ❛ i could show you the way. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜ ❛ don’t go. please. ❜ ❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜ ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this. ❜ ❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜ ❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜ ❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜ ❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜ ❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜ ❛ i made a mistake. ❜ ❛ am i not good enough? ❜ ❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here? ❜ ❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜ ❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜ ❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜ ❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜ ❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜ ❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜ ❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜ ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜ ❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜ ❛ how did you find me? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜ ❛ rough day today? ❜ ❛ snap out of it! ❜ ❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜ ❛ why are you still here? ❜ ❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜ ❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜ ❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜ ❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜ ❛ well, this is where i live. ❜ ❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜ ❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜ ❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜ ❛ can you forgive me? ❜ ❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜ ❛ why are you really here? ❜ ❛ i wish we never met. ❜ ❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜ ❛ would you run away with me? ❜ ❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ ❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜ ❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜ ❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜ ❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜ ❛ are you threatening me? ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me? ❜ ❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜ ❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ why did you come? ❜ ❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜ ❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜ ❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜ ❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜ ❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜ ❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜ ❛ just try to hang on. ❜ ❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜ ❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜ ❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜ ❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜ ❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜ ❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜ ❛ i bought two. here. ❜ ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜ ❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜ ❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜ ❛ walk with me? ❜ ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜ ❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜ ❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜ ❛ are you going to kill me? ❜ ❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜ ❛ take me with you. ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ ❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜ ❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜ ❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜ ❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜ ❛ why did you wake me? ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜ ❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜ ❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜ ❛ promise me? ❜ ❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜ ❛ i feel safe with you. ❜ ❛ i don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜ ❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜ ❛ i do care. ❜ ❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜ ❛ i have a spare bed. ❜ ❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜ ❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜ ❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜ ❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜ ❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜ ❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜ ❛ did you miss me? ❜ ❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜ ❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted? ❜ ❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜ ❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜ ❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜ ❛ i’m still learning. ❜ ❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜ ❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜ ❛ i’m on your side. ❜ ❛ i risked my life for you! ❜ ❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜ ❛ you can stay with me. ❜ ❛ i just need time. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜ ❛ who the hell invited you? ❜ ❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜ ❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜ ❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜ ❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜ ❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜ ❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜ ❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜ ❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜ ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜ ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ ❛ you scared me. ❜ ❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜ ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜ ❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜ ❛ just who do you think you are? ❜ ❛ you look… amazing. ❜ ❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜ ❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ ❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜ ❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜ ❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜ ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜ ❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help. ❜ ❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜ ❛ you don’t scare me. ❜ ❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜ ❛ change isn’t easy. ❜ ❛ why did you help me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me? ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜ ❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜ ❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜ ❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜ ❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜ ❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜ ❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜ ❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜ ❛ just let me do this for you. ❜ ❛ why were they coming after you? ❜ ❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜ ❛ how much do you value your life? ❜ ❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me. ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜ ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

❥     𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐈𝐀   (   𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏   )    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

sentence starters based on lyrics from songs featured on   chungha’s   first studio album ,   querencia   (   2021   ) .   some lyrics have been modified to be more usable .   suggestive themes are  present !!   change gendered language   &   add context to your needs .   happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   get  up .   are  you  dizzy ??   ” “   follow  me .   faster .   ” “   i  don’t  mind  the  filthy  gazes .   ” “   let’s  go  on  a  ride .   ” “   get  on  my  bike ,   let’s  go .   ” “   get  out  my  way .   ” “   i’ll  show  you  how  i  like  it .   ” “   do  it  my  way .   ” “   raise  your  head   &   look  at  me .   ” “   when  i  say  it’s  done ,   it’s  freakin’  over .   ” “   i’ll  be  the  strongest  thing ,   don’t  miss  it .   ” “   i’m  sicker  than  all  of  them .   ” “   gossiping  lowkeys  don’t  bring  me  no  fun .   ” “   sit  back   &   watch  me  ride .   ” “   you  know  how  i  like  it .   ” “   your  eyes  make  my  heart  flutter .   ” “   you  can  find  me ,   right ??   ” “   i  hope  you’re  different  from  them .   ” “   the  masquerade  is  ending .   ” “   if  you  want  it ,   move ,   honey .   ” “   i  want  to  enjoy  this  moment  for  a  long  time .   ” “   you’re  exactly  what  you’re  meant  to  be .   ” “   why  are  you  judging  me ??   ” “   i  think  the  scars  are  healing ,   then .   ” “   the  feeling’s  back  again .   ” “   i’m  out  of  luck ,   out  of  time ,   i’ve  been  out  of  my  mind .   ” “   you  left ,   but  you  still  can’t  leave  her  behind .   ” “   can’t  you  see  that  i’m  trying  ??   ” “   she  keeps  weighing  us  down .   ” “   i  keep  wondering  if  you  wanna  stay .   ” “   i  keep  trying  to  fly  on  faith .   ” “   you’ve  always  got  an  attitude .   ” “   shine  for  me ,   tonight .   ” “   i  want  to  leave  this  place  without  anyone  noticing .   ” “   i  feel  you  between  the  light   &   the  darkness .   ” “   you’re  always  next  to  me ,   all  the  time .   ” “   why  are  you  so  clumsy ??   ” “   give  yourself  over  to  me .   ” “   come  to  me .   ” “   stay  tonight .   ” “   stay  by  my  side .   ” “   stay .   ” “   you  don’t  have  to  stop .   ” “   tell  me  what  you  want  to  do :   run  away ,   or  stay .   ” “   tell  me  that  you’ll  stay  here  tonight .   ” “   tell  me  that  you  will .   ” “   i  couldn’t  stand  that  you  might’ve  been  in  someone’s  bed ,   with  some   —   …    that  you  just  met  all  over  you .   ” “   you  can’t  breathe  when  your  eyes  are  fixed  on  me .   ” “   i  know  you  think  that  i  don’t  see  it ,   but  i  do .   ” “   your  body  keeps  me  awake .   ” “   i’d  give  it  all  for  a  taste   …   ” “   i  want  you   &   i  know  you  want  me ,   too .   ” “   no  more  games .   ” “   come  through ,   &   i’ll  make  your  dreams  come  true .   ” “   i’ll  keep  you  so  turned  on .   ” “   don’t  make  me  dream  of  you .   ” “   this  bar’s  about  to  close .   ” “   you  said  you’d  take  me  home .   ” “   park  the  car   &   come  on  in .   ” “   i’ve  got  whiskey ,   i’ve  got  gin ,   &   lingerie .   ” “   do  you  see  me  as  a  fool ??   ” “   you  make  me  so  confused .   ” “   every  day  is  the  same :   boring .   ” “   i’ll  be  however  i  want .   ” “   don’t  hide  those  passionate  eyes .   ” “   every  time  i  get  near ,   your  love  escapes  from  me .   ” “   i  hate  your  existence  sometimes .   ” “   i  saw  a  ruby  in  you .   ” “   i  swear ,   i  didn’t  fake  it .  ” “   when  we’re  together ,   we  create  a  revolution .   ” “   blessed  are  the  eyes  that  get  to  see  you  in  life .   ” “   tell  me  what  you’re  willing  to  do .  ” “   you  are  my  spring .   ” “   you  belong  to  me .  ” “   no  one  told  me  it’s  okay  to  not  be  okay .   ” “   i’ll  be  a  light  that  shines  on  you  forever .   ” “   i  will  keep  every  memory  we  shared  in  my  heart .   ” “   finally ,   i  think  i’ve  found  my  place .   ” “   there  were  no  flowers  on  the  path  i’ve  taken .   ” “   you  know  you  messed  up .   ” “   you  should  have  loved  me  at  my  worst .   ” “   this  place  didn’t  make  me .   ” “   i  gave  my  all  to  you .   ” “   there  are  times  where  i  can’t  see  things  that  i  should .   ” “   i’m  always  lacking ,   but  you  make  me  complete .   ” “   i’m  relieved  by  just  hearing  you  breathe .   ” “   when  people  around  me  are  laughing ,   i  feel  like  the  only  one  among  them  who’s  lonely .   ” “   i’m  tired  of  everything .   ” “   please ,   hold  me  tight .   ”

scientists have been working around the clock to devise a solution to this problem--

i want to do the 'are you rosinante's type' thing but, as we established yesterday, 95% of you are his children now, so 95% of you are not his type.

— 𝐔𝐍𝐔𝐒𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐂𝐈𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :

spice :  paprika.

weather event/natural disaster : snowstorm.

color : red, like his blood in the snow.

magical power : sensory negation (auditory).

shoe :  custom orthopedic boots.

plant :  forget-me-nots.

animal : crow; raven; black swan.

weapon :  a gun he couldn't bring himself to use when it mattered. 

subject/major : sociology.

gemstone/mineral :  carnelian.

makeup product : a tube of burgundy lipstick. 

candy : candied fruit (especially plums).

fear : his brother; losing law. 

sport (traditional or extreme) :  marksmanship/shooting.

method of long–distance travel : sailing.

hour :  3am.

wood : redwood.

mythological creature :   psychopomp.

three  emojis :  ❤️🤡👨‍👦.

moon phase : waning crescent.

tagged: moi. stolen from old blog because i need to flesh him out more for my own sake. tagging: @kiriage, @enjomo, @ferromagnetiic, @heavens-sin, @enruiinas, @climatact, @chatcambrioleur, @fieryxhearts, @onepiecc, @melpcmene/@diabelskoga, @memoriescut, @ryusokcn/@celestiialnotes, and you, the cool person over there!

PROMPTS FOR PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO LET ANYONE CARE ABOUT THEM *  assorted dialogue, adjust as necessary

i don't need your help.

i can handle myself.

everyone leaves.

you can't do this alone.

whatever they did to you back then... i'm sorry. but i'm not like that, and i won't abandon you like they did.

you've got bigger things to deal with.

i've been alone all my life. it's nothing new.

don't come over. i can handle it.

please let me care about you.

would you just stop?

i'm used to this.

i tried to help you.

whatever they said about you, they were wrong.

i'm not worth dying for.

suit yourself. you'll regret it tomorrow.

i'm not putting anyone else's life in harm's way.

people care about you. people want to keep you safe.

i don't want you to get hurt over me.

if you die, it'll be my fault.

i love you. you're worth fighting for.

i'm not gonna just sit here and let you do this by yourself.

i'm not worth it, okay?

i don't want you to die.

leave me alone.

this is nothing new.

thanks but no thanks. i don't need your help.

i can't lose you again!

don't make yourself an island.

don't you understand? i can't lose you!

you're not patching this up alone. let me help.

i'm not used to this. being cared about.

you'll just suffer because of me.

i'm not like the rest. i won't leave you.

everyone leaves. maybe it's better that way.

i can handle it just fine, thanks.

i don't need your advice.

stop pushing me away. it won't work.

this is all i've got left.

i'll get over it!

it's better if i just go alone.

let me protect you.

i'll just keep coming back, you know.

it's easier to make people hate me.

if something happens to you, i'll never forgive myself.

i've already lost so many people.

i can patch this up myself.

you've obviously got more important things to deal with.

everyone i love ends up leaving me one way or another.

what if something happens?

this wasn't supposed to go this way.

stop risking your life for me.

i work better alone.

it's safer to just stay away from me.

eventually you'll see i'm not worth it.

every single time i let someone in, they end up disappointing me.

trust me. i know this for a fact.

just leave me be. i'll figure this out myself.

you should go.

you're all i have left.

people around me are always getting hurt.

it's better if you just leave me here.

i can't trust anyone. not anymore.

why do you keep fighting for me?

you have no idea what this is like.

i know you think i'll leave, but i won't. not now. not ever.

you matter to me. i'll say it a thousand times until you understand.

please just let me take care of you.

i work alone.

that won't work on me.

no one's ever really loved me before.

you need help.

so that's it? you're just gonna push me away again?

what's it gonna take for you to realize i want to be here for you?

i don't want to see you hurt.

you can't just push away everyone who loves you.

you'll never be able to beat this alone.

you expect me to just sit here?

i love you, goddamn it!

you want to be alone? fine. be alone.

i'm not strong enough.

i really thought i could help you. turns out i was wrong.

i wish you would listen to me.

i came all this way to help you, and this is the thanks i get?

you are worthy of love, you know.

how many times do i have to tell you? i'm fine!

stop pushing people away.

it's easier to just make you hate me.

i don't hate you. i could never hate you.

THE MANY MEANINGS OF "HEY.": A PROMPT LIST.

i often have these ideas that have no real origin, but i can actually tell you precisely why my brain wanted this: i was listening to "hey, soul sister" by train on a loop and i got thinking abt the fact that we really do just say "hey" for so many reasons. and i wanted to make that your thought of the evening! so happy november, bon appetit, wrap up warm, DO NOT ADD TO THIS LIST, and enjoy your writings!

[ GREETING ]: sender says "hey" as a greeting to the receiver.

[ ATTENTION ]: sender, having just noticed something strange or remarkable, calls for the receiver to get their attention.

[ REASSURE ]: in a bid to steady the unsettled receiver, the sender lightly says "hey" to help them calm down.

[ ANGER ]: the sender sharply snaps "hey" at the receiver, clearly angry about something the receiver has just done or had done in the past.

[ IDEA ]: having been presented with a predicament, the sender suddenly unravels a solution, introducing it to the receiver by saying "hey…".

[ GUILT ]: having just done something that they know the receiver won't be pleased with, the sender sheepishly greets them once they arrive to see the damage.

[ GOSSIP ]: the sender turns to face the receiver conspiratorially, clearly eager to share some new gossip with them.

[ URGENT ]: the sender rushes to the preoccupied receiver, desperately shouting "hey!" to get them to focus on a far more pressing matter.

[ SOOTHE ]: after finding the clearly distressed receiver, the sender pulls them into a careful embrace, gently murmuring "hey…" to try and soothe them.

[ SMILE ]: the sender (who hasn't been smiling up until they actually see the receiver in front of them) lights up with a smile as they greet the receiver.

[ TEARS ]: the sender greets the receiver while very clearly in tears.

[ FAKE ]: alternatively, the sender (who has just been crying in private) hastily wipes away their tears and tries to greet the receiver casually (to varying degrees of success).

[ WARNING ]: when the receiver begins to say things about subjects that are off-limits to the sender, the latter gives them a warning by saying "hey…".

[ LAUGH ]: having found the receiver to be decidedly unhappy, the sender lightly catches their attention before doing something to make them laugh, or at the very least, grin.

[ PROTEST ]: after the receiver does or says something that the sender deems to be unfair, the sender tries to exact justice by saying "hey!".

[ BREATHLESS ]: having clearly just sprinted down to the receiver, the sender tries to catch their breath while greeting them.

[ SAVE ]: after just saving the receiver's life in a very heroic fashion, the sender smoothly greets them while helping them escape.

[ FLIRT ]: the sender meets the receiver in a social setting, and attempts to flirt with them with the very traditional pick-up line: "hey.".

[ APOLOGY ]: the sender, having recently done something that hurt or upset the receiver, reunites with them and addresses the elephant in the room by greeting them with a sincerely apologetic tone.

[ AWKWARD ]: after a particularly rough first encounter, the sender meets the receiver again, and awkwardly greets them with more than a touch of embarrassment.

[ GENTLE ]: having found the receiver in an emotionally compromised position, the sender closes the door and approaches them carefully, gently saying "hey…" to try and get them to communicate what has upset them.

[ HARD ]: preparing to deliver what they both know will be bad news, the sender tries to prepare the receiver by quietly greeting them in a solemn tone.

[ WAKEN ]: walking into the receiver's bedroom, the sender gently shakes their shoulder to waken them, and whispers "hey." to encourage the process along.

[ WHISPER ]: the sender gently whispers "hey" to the receiver to discreetly get their attention without drawing the attention of others.

send me questions you have about my character!

anything and everything. favorites. thoughts on people, on events. what they would do in a certain situation. how things would be different if something had/hadn’t happened. simple questions, complex questions. have at it!

🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

🐝  *  ―  𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  why did you have to leave me?  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me?  ❜ ❛  i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, but i can't do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  do you even care how much you hurt me?  ❜ ❛  i'll never stop fighting for us, no matter what.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i can forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd feel so alone, even when you're right here.  ❜ ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ ❛  you were the one person i thought i could always count on. why did you have to let me down?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even care about us? about me?  ❜ ❛  i wish i could hate you for what you've done, but i can't.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to play games with my feelings?  ❜ ❛  i never thought saying goodbye would hurt this much.  ❜ ❛  every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused.  ❜ ❛  why do you insist on tearing us apart when we could be so happy together?  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of pretending everything's okay when it's clearly not.  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who you are anymore.  ❜ ❛  i need you to understand how much you mean to me.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared of losing you, but i'm even more scared of losing myself.  ❜ ❛  why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were my world, and now everything is falling apart.  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to trust anyone after what you've done?  ❜ ❛  i can't go through this heartache again.  ❜ ❛  why did you leave without saying goodbye?  ❜ ❛  how could you say something like that to me?  ❜ ❛  you've always had a way of making me feel worthless.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare walk away from me when i'm talking to you.  ❜ ❛  please, just tell me the truth, even if it hurts. i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to fix what's broken between us anymore.  ❜ ❛  you're not the person i fell in love with anymore.  ❜ ❛  just hold me and tell me everything will be okay, even if it's a lie.  ❜ ❛  i trusted you, and you betrayed me.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention.  ❜ ❛  i've given you everything, and it's still not enough.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to make everything about you?  ❜ ❛  why did you do it? why did you betray me like that?  ❜ ❛  i miss you ... more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and i'm scared of losing you.  ❜ ❛  i'll always be here for you, no matter what. just please don't shut me out.  ❜