I Don't Think I've Ever Stopped Thinking About This Post. It's Just So Good. I Need To How Fyodor Would

I don't think I've ever stopped thinking about this post. It's just so good. I need to how Fyodor would react to Nikolai's genuine and complete adoration, and alternatively how Nikolai would react if someone, somewhere down the line, were to treat him with genuine kindness and compassion when he is at his weakest.

Let Fyodor know love and be destroyed by it, let Nikolai know love and be freed by it.

I hope Fyodor is in Nikolai's body now and that he's forced to experience Nikolai's love for him in such a way that he can't escape because he's joined them irrevocably. I hope it does something deranged to his psyche to parasitically gorge himself on someone who had, with utter, grief-stricken sincerity, mourned him.

I hope Fyodor drowns in the horrifying waves of intimacy as he subsumes the only person who didn't need a lobotomy to adore him.

Chuuya tried to get Dazai to be nicer to Akutagawa, and tells him to start with little things, like getting him small gifts

Dazai hands this to him at the end of their next training session

I didn't know that, that's actually really sweet

Dazai has a straight jacket that says "I went to Meursault and all I got was this dumb shirt"

So you’re telling me Fukuchi genuinely rolled up with a 6 year old military vet, a 13 year old thief, a blind criminal mastermind, and Tecchou, who is Tecchou, and just asked to have a super powered military unit? And they said yes???

I hope he bruises his nonexistent ass

Thinking about that scene from fifteen when Chuuya makes that silly battlecry and rockets into frame, immediately knocking him and Rimbaud out again

RIP 15!Chuuya, you would have loved angry birds