So I Said I Was Going To Make A Luo Binghe Cosplay.

so i said i was going to make a luo binghe cosplay.

and now i have spent the past 2 days doing nothing but that and i’m over halfway done

i made my xie lian cosplay in 3 days and i think im gonna do the same with this one

but my hands are shaking from use and i’ve been in a state of constant anxiety the past two days so maybe that’s what’s keeping me going—

have not yet been diagnosed (i’m getting tested in like 2 weeks) but i did start mdzs and if i didnt have depression before i definitely have it now

if i get diagnosed with depression i’m going to start reading mdzs (chances are high)

is not feeling like you’re allowed to write abt things you haven’t experienced a universal writer experience or is it just me

like if i haven’t personally done/felt what i’m writing them i feel like i don’t have the right to write it

fuck i just finished scum villain and now i’m crying my eyes out

i have got to stop finishing danmei series and then being depressed that there’s no more

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR FAVORITE CONSTANTLY-IN-DENIAL-SHIZUN!!!

sometimes i’m just sitting around doing whatever and my brain just.

six balls.