Mental Stuff

Mental Stuff

I am living with ADHD, PTSD, Anxiety, and Depression. People think it’s easy. It’s not. I am here to share what it has been like so far for me and to help others to the best of my ability.

Depression

I thought I was just a regular kid until I started having negative thoughts. I was diagnosed with depression. It got worse and I was put on mood stabilizers. They helped a bit. I’ve gotten better but some things still push me over the edge.

I have one more thing I want to say tonight

Just cause you've been through a lot doesn't mean you should stop and give up. You should keep fighting. People go through hell daily whether it be emotionally or mentally. I go through hell daily, more often than anyone knows. I know that people I see or talk to daily will read this and I'll be in trouble with them. I must say that in order for me to get better I'll have to deal with the repercussions of speaking my mind. I'll gladly take the repercussions as long as it means I stay sane.

another day, another reminder of my past

I'm not sure how much longer I am going to stick around if I'm no longer enough and can't give a single person what they want. I think I'm just going to say goodbye and see where life takes me or where my depression takes me. One or the other.

Sorry if I'm not good enough. Sorry if I can't give you what you want. Sorry for everything

Why try to make friends when in the end they stab you in the back? Like for real? I put forth the effort and try to make time to hang out then you turn around and never show up. You lie to me about the stupidest things and end up not a decent human being, you string me along. Not happening anymore, you've been blocked. I don't like being toyed with. If I'm not important enough for you to want to hang out with me then go toy with someone else.