Another Day, Another Reminder Of My Past

another day, another reminder of my past

I'm not sure how much longer I am going to stick around if I'm no longer enough and can't give a single person what they want. I think I'm just going to say goodbye and see where life takes me or where my depression takes me. One or the other.

Sorry if I'm not good enough. Sorry if I can't give you what you want. Sorry for everything

This is so true. No one ever knows how I'm feeling fully.

“You don’t see me crying at night, you don’t know what I’m feeling inside. It’s amazing what a smile can hide.”

— Unknown

Today's emotions and mental issues

Well today I got to talk to my therapist Jenna and she listened for once! I know shocking. She didn't tell me what to do or try and give me coping skills. She asked me what I'm going to do.

I honestly don't know. So many emotions went through me. Hurt, grief, sad, frustrated, mad, lonely. It's hard to settle on one to talk about.

I know this was supposed to be all about mental stuff but it's become much more than that to me. This is a place where I can just get everything off my chest from the day. I hope if anyone is reading this that they don't mind.

This is true

When I finally understood

I never really understood why I was different. I just knew I was different. I was a head of most kids by learning how to walk and talk at an early age (before I was a year old). I accepted and understood everything fully at I wanna say 13 or 14 years old.