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"A Message of Obsession"

"Ire and Regret" - Chapter One

"　cal　is　head　over　heels　in　love　with　andre,　so　much　that　others　call　it　an　"obsession".　he　wants　to　be　the　focal　point　of　andre's　love,　attention,　affection;　he　wants　to　wring　andre　dry.　"

tw　:　self-harm,　unhealthy　obsession

uploaded　on　:　july　31st,　2024

tags　:　calvin　gabriel/andre　kriegman,　calvin　gabriel　&　andre kriegman,　calvin　gabriel,　andre　kriegman,　cutting,　implied/reference　self-harm,　self-harm,　blood　and　injury,　blood,　obsession,　cal　gabriel　is　obsessed,　toxic　calvin　gabriel,　toxic　caldre

thinking about transmasc andre coming out in middle school, a year or two after he met cal. cal wasn’t the first person he told, but he was the first person who didn’t judge him. a couple months after andre came out to cal, andre almost started crying while they were watching a movie. cal was really confused; the movie they were watching was a fucking comedy.

when cal asked andre what was wrong, andre explained how he felt, how his body felt like it didn’t belong to him and how he wished he had some sort of control over it.

the conversation gave cal an idea.

the next time andre came over, cal had laid out tons of his own clothes, letting andre pick whatever he thought looked cool and comfortable to wear. later that night, cal took a pair of kitchen scissors and chopped off as much dark brown hair as andre wanted. maybe the new haircut was lopsided and weird, but the smile on andre’s face was brighter than anything and everything in the world.

i have the urge to send my poem to andre keuck but i’m scared he’ll block me lmao

should i or should i not… that’s the question

he’s so me (i need a camo vape now)

I think I’m gonna be sick

another dark post! anyways, from the zero day website, we know that the boys set off several of the pipe bombs which sent shrapnel everywhere and injured quite a few students. we also know that the boys had knives on them.

so… imagine andre sets off one of the bombs, throwing it at a group of students and running off. cal stays behind, though, as he sees a student with a piece of shrapnel almost directly in their stomach, bleeding profusely. the student cries out as cal comes closer and kneels next to the boy who is a couple grades below him.

cal puts his hands on the wound. when he pulls back, his hands are painted red. the sight excites him, makes his heart beat impossibly faster. the only negative is the boy himself, specifically the life that still exists within him. cal brandishes a knife he had hidden in his belt and aims it for the boy’s throat. he doesn’t miss.

the blond boy runs his hands through his hair before returning to andre, transforming the pale color into a sickly maroon. when andre sees cal, he notices that the boy’s normally blue eyes are now dark, almost black and dilated with power. the smile cal gives andre is bright and speckled with blood.

he got that shit on tho ‼️‼️‼️

WHAT IS THIS FIT????