Sometimes I Wish I'd Take My Own Advice, And Not Beat Myself Up Over Every Little Inconvenience And Take

sometimes I wish I'd take my own advice, and not beat myself up over every little inconvenience and take a break

wednesday, june 19th, 2024 | day 21/100 | ♡.°୭̥ ୨୧

achievements: ✿ completed my morning routine (I'm so happy bout this) ✿ worked out for a good 44mins - (I normally don't pass 30mins, it was good workout) ✿ I journaled today, like actual writing on paper, I liked it

reflection: ✿ I'm trying to re-think what I want and not comprise it based on what I see other people doing, I think

notes: ✿ acceptance is also good

habit tracking:

morning stretch study time daily physical activity- pilates challenge self-care practice a hobby read Bible daily worship drink water 1.5L/2L

🎧 Forever ~ KEO

🎀 My Senpai is annoying ~ started reading the manga

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𝐻𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑜 𝐽𝑢𝑛𝑒, 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑏𝑒 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 ✿ ꙳ ⋆

sometimes I feel like a flower

maybe a peony or a rose

I imagine myself in the middle of nowhere all alone

sometimes I believe I'm a flower

A wilting flower trying very hard to hold on

I see myself trying to stay alive, but somehow, being stuck in the same place

I hate being stuck, I just really want to get up

why wasn't I picked

why aren't I part of a bouquet for a pretty girl

was I not pretty enough?

did I not smell nice?

did I do anything wrong?

why am I not being taken care of?

why was I left behind?

or maybe I'm succumbing to death but as always the only thing on my mind

is the same question of why? why?

✿ I have been so obsessed with flowers lately and I don't understand what this is but yh

thursday, june 20th, 2024 | day 22/100 | ♡.°୭̥ ୨୧

achievements: ✿ nothing actually nothing

reflection: ✿ I rotted in bed, I didn't even do my daily worship and I lost my streak, I'm pretty annoyed at myself

notes: ✿ there a good days and there are bad days, don't wallow in the result of a bad day

habit tracking:

morning stretch study time daily physical activity- I took a walk self-care practice a hobby read Bible daily worship drink water /2L

🎧 Haske ~ Kaestrings

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wednesday, june 12th, 2024 | day 14/100 | ♡.°୭̥ ୨୧

achievements: ✿ I made drafts for tumblr daily updates ✿ I practiced yoruba and french ✿ I finally updated my notion after, my short "sick leave"

reflection: ✿ I made these quotes stuff but that wasn't what I was supposed to do today and that just wasted a lot of my time.

notes: ✿ I need to actually identify myself, because I find myself easily wanting to change everything about me because I idolize someone or something

habit tracking:

morning stretch study time daily physical activity self-care practice a hobby read bible daily worship drink water 1L/2L

🎧 Haske ~ Kaestrings, I really like this song

🎀 Bluey ~ cute

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