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I'm just gonna say it because anyone still active is already in my dms. I hope George learns from his mistakes and takes accountability. I hope he finds a way to apologize directly to Caiti that she can accept and heal from. I hope that he stops drinking. I hope that he doesn't get completely cut off from every friendship he's made over the last decade because nowhere is good without anyone. I hope he works his ass off to regain the trust of the people who were once close to him. I hope everybody, including the fandom, heals and learns to trust people again, because the world is not inherently evil. I hope we all continue to create, and love, and be infinitely passionate about the things that mean the most to us. I hope that if you decide, whenever his public apology or explanation stream happens, that your time in the fandom is done, you all find something that fills you with just as much joy and inspiration as your time here did.

This is the only post I will be writing in regards to Wilbur Soot's statement.

It was a shit apology. I'm not going over that. We can analyze it to death but it absolutely reads like the apology of someone who is now represented by some label's legal team. The only thing I'm thankful for is that he did not release text messages between him and Shelby in some attempt to distract people. She doesn't deserve that embarrassment.

But, I really hope you read this, I need you to stop treating this like a party. I need you to stop giving every CC that speaks up about this a hit post or hit tweet by liking it.

Almost none of these people liked a single post of Shelby's or uttered the words "I'm so sorry for what Shelby went through" They waited until it was safe to say something. They waited until they could write a "coming in with a steel chair reply." They waited until they knew it would look good.

They revealed that Wilbur has always been manipulative, a narcissist a bully and mean to his friends. They revealed they've always thought he was a bad person. They've revealed that they don't think he's taking accountability while they stayed silent.

And not just silent for a few days. Some of these people are saying they knew for better for weeks, months, years that he was a horrible person. And they said nothing. They let people spend time and money and energy on a community of a person they knew was dangerous and cruel and they said nothing.

They didn't need Shelby Shubble to come forward and say how bad of a person Wilbur Soot was. They didn't need Shelby's story, if they thought he was a bad person, to not appear in videos with him or be in a group channel with him or mention him on stream or tease content with him or be on Anvil Cards or follow him on all social media platforms.

But they did anyway because, to these content creators, it's better to be silent and let a bad person flourish than cause "drama" online.

These people do not give fuck. I need you all to please take this advice that none of these online creators are worth the time and energy you put into them. You don't know what else they're sitting on. You don't know what they've done. You are lying to yourself, right now, if you think Phil or Tommy or Tubbo or Jack or whoever your current fave is wouldn't have been fine saying nothing if Shelby hadn't spoke first. You're lying to yourself if you think whatever new smp or content creator group you're currently into doesn't have horrible shit that they're all choosing to ignore.

The amount of manipulation required by these content creators to maintain the devotion and investment of their communities is horrific.

Do not trust your mental well being, your comfort, your whatever to these people. Any of them.

this.

The way everyone is dealing with this situation is so dehumanizing to the ccs involved.

You demand repentance from Wilbur but it's not us who need to be apologized to. Surely his actually in the music industry pr team will have him say something but that's not the most important thing. We don't know what Wilbur knows and we don't know what Shelby knows, this could be playing out in so many different ways that we don't know about.

I've also seen people angry that other ccs haven't unfollowed Wilbur on everything. How would you feel about your friend doing something like this? You'd want to help them through it, right? Abusers do terrible things, but behind that is poor mental health, a difficult upbringing, stress, bottled up emotions, and any other reason you could imagine. They need help. They aren't going to get it in isolation.

If you're expecting ccs to disassociate I don't think you want him to get better, you want to "hold him accountable" whatever that means; when he's deplatformed he can hurt more people and you won't have to hear about it because he's nobody anymore. They are people first, you can't expect them to do things that could potentially make the situation they're in (and likely wondering what to do with) worse for them and their friend who like I said needs help. If you cared about him healing and not hurting more people you'd realize healing doesn't happen in isolation.

There's no excuse for the things he did, that should go without saying. Abusers can heal and the first step to that is realizing you have a problem, I think he already has and if he hasn't this is sure to wake him up.

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BARBIE + WONKA | SPOILERS?¿

personally I feel the song 'What Was I Made For' by Billie can not only be about Barbie but can be about Willy Wonka in WONKA too, considering what happened in the movie, made me wanna scream in the theater

Barbie and Willy Wonka share some similarities ;

both expecting good things but are turned down

both have dreams [Barbie not wanting change + wanting to be happy, Wonka wanting to make others happy with his chocolate]

both giving up on trying

both get inspired

both probably questioning what were they both made for, is Barbie supposed to be happy? is Wonka supposed to share his chocolate with the world?

both movies inspire, inspire change, inspire dreams

I loved both movies with all my heart<3 can't believe I cried three times with WONKA though

alright, something I have to rant about, it ain't important but whatever.

it's about Mateo from SAW X and for THOSE WHO CARE SO MUCH ABOUT HIM Y'ALL BETTER SIT DOWN AND HEAR ME OUT ON THIS...

so...

remember a specific line Mateo said when the camera panned to each of them that were in their traps? well- besides Mateo?

he said and I quote:

"what the fucks going on?! why're we back here?!"

ya hear that? he said why are *we* back here, he didn't say "what the fucks going on, why am I back here?!" he said WE! he said WE! and I like to think that he cared about Valentina and Gabriela, maybe even Cecilia, but after finding out why they were there he quickly turned on Cecilia but not Valentina or Gabriela, telling John that *they* had nothing to do with the scam, it was all *her* [Cecilia].

and when I first watched SAW X in theaters I noticed something, when Cecilia is introducing John to Mateo, he looked nervous and..unsure of himself like he felt BAD lying to this person who is sick in the head [no pun intended], and have you ever thought that they three followed along Cecilia because THEY'RE broke too? I mean for fucks sake Gabriela has to have Mateo himself be her dealer for her drugs and Valentina has to be a PROSTITUTE! and she may look like someone who...likes it? but she probably cares more about the money than sex itself!

here's a lyric from a song:

"have you ever been, so damn broke, you'd do anything for some dough." -067 Sings A Song, a song by Aaron Fraser-Nash made about one of the characters from Netflixs series Squid Game, check it out its really good. those lyrics make sense for Valentina and the others, they are so damn broke that they'd scam poor dying people of their money just to be happy,

now back to SAW X, what I said about those three make sense, look at Cecilia she has this big gorgeous ass house! it's from the money yeah but do you think Mateo, Gabby and Valentina would be suffering in being 'broke' if Cecilia were to share the money with them? no! they'd be having parties, doing whatever, I know she never cared about them but still.

they're victims too I wanna think, not just John, and they had a will to live! Mateo & Valentina just weren't fast enough, they were terrified and Gabriela...Cecilia should've died in her trap, even Parker was hesitant on putting Carlos in the blood boarding trap with John:(

if all three [Mateo, Valentina & Gabriela] survived their fates, they definitely would've comforted eachother on their traumas and definitely would've helped John too but in their OWN helping way.

that's my conclusion on this rant :]

I'D DIE AND LAUGH

failing a saw trap and as the life drains from your body you hear the oompa loompas come out and start singing

MY MANZ<333

I love him so much help

I'd date him

I'd take him out to eat-

SOMEWHERE NICE

This babygirl AAAGGGHHHH

please please I've been starving for so long I haven't eaten--

I LOVE MATEO SO MUCH :(

This close to writing a Saw X fanfic for all the Mateo fans out there. I see y'all and I know you're starving

poor bby:( he's definitely a emotional support puppet

Did John bring Billy to Mexico as like his emotional support puppet or when he called Amanda was he like "Bring Billy" and Amanda was like "ok" and he was like "bring his tricycle too, he needs his tricycle"

glad to see another mateo fan 🙏🙏🙏 i didn’t expect to like him so much from the trailers but his sweatiness and determination ensnared me.

for me it was love at the first sight 💀 nah I'll be honest I wanted him to perish buuuuuuut my bisexual ass just had to simp for Mateo, he is so adorable :(

PERIOD.

Hoffman and Mateo are my babygirls and I love them

not wanting to put them in jars

mateo saw x and mallick scott saw 5 both scratch the same pathetic little guy itch in my brain. i want to put them both in jars and shake them violently and watch them scramble around inside

LETS GO JOHN AND BILLY BISEXUAL DUO LETS GOOOO

these absolute madmen. they actually did it. they actually made billy the puppet bisexual.

bros side-eyeing from us simpin' over him💀 /j

[I love this picture of him so much<3]

before:

awwwhhh look at him he's so handsome I wanna pat his head I wanna ruffle his hair he's so cute I wanna kiss his adorable face and adore him so much awwww<3

after:

...............awwwhhh look at him he's so handsome I wanna pat his head I wanna ruffle his hair he's so cute I wanna kiss his adorable face and adore him so much awwww<3

not the eye bye💀

but yes.

petition to call the eyesucker trap the eye bye

so ever since I saw this clip it has become a massive comfort clip along with the Eye Vacuum Trap and the SAW X trailer, I'd listen to it or sleep to it and I'd feel happy <3

BUT DON'T HURT MY BOY! D:

p.s I laugh everytime I hear Billy's squeaky ass tricycle wheels💀

guys can I just like

*makes a new SAW X tag*

#Mateo x Eye Trap Guy

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THIS MAN IS SMOKIN' COME AT ME

Am I the only one high key thirsting over Mateo? Like I know he’s a filthy scammer but

you know how Lionsgate released two clips of the traps in the movie?

why do they do that? do they think we're gonna let our guard down and watch the clips even though we should wait for the movie? because they're right!

I don't regret though, I found comfort in both clips-

this was clearly me after watching the SAW X trailer over and over, I found comfort in Mateo actually

I love the feeling when I stumble upon a new super obscure man to obsess over and I frantically have to watch EVERY piece of media he’s ever been in

HEAR ME OUT—

Mateo from SAW X>>>>>

listen I know he's a scammer but he has my heart