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guys he- guys david posted it his story that means its canon bc uh bc he when he posted when i bc he

thought of this headcanon early on tiktok and finally got around to drawing it

abner keeps a plushie around for when he's upset. he sleeps with it so he isn't alone. whenever the rest of the team is upset, he just gives them the plush. he doesn't know what to actually do so it's the thought that counts. her name is bubblegum :]

thought of this headcanon early on tiktok and finally got around to drawing it

abner keeps a plushie around for when he's upset. he sleeps with it so he isn't alone. whenever the rest of the team is upset, he just gives them the plush. he doesn't know what to actually do so it's the thought that counts. her name is bubblegum :]

this is a rlly stupid reason but i love the reason i added talk to you by ricky montgomery to my abner playlist bc i like to think of his and miltons relationship like that. like i can imagine the bar scene where, at the beginning, he wished for mitlon to join them with the drink bc it seemed like they were all having fun. and then standing alone, having to look out for the thinker, wishing milton was there right next to him. and so on. i'm just. UGH im soft for them

if anyone's interested on the very out of character playlist, i'll def post the link! :]

do you think abner would've kept the gay fashion he wore in the bar scene if he got to live post movie i think he would've because it works so well for him

hey gang gonna write milton x abner hurt/comfort later stay tuned

the abner fandom on tumblr is so crazy bc one second you see "prison mustve been rlly hard for abner to cope with bc of the power dampener and the constant teasing + the virus" and then keep scrolling to see "abner x fem!reader" with the tag mommy kink (/neg)

i changed my color palette to pride bc it reminds me of abner 😔

wdym abner died? he's right here with me i'm showing him spongebob :] he's enjoying it

thanks tumblr love the new goth palette

writings too hard i'll think i'll just die

so now that we all agree infinite darkness was kinda. bad. can i just say i wasn't very happy that they chose his re2r voice actor? if they're gonna make him look a whole lot older (even though he's like, what? 27?) they should've picked matthew mercer to voice him. or, make him look a little younger. the voice just didn't match to me and it honestly felt weird to watch.

don't get me wrong, i absolutely love his design and such. i just felt off about it even before it actually released.

i’m sorry for the person i will become when resident evil infinite darkness finally comes out

tw: idk but i feel like i should put something here bc it's death stranding. y'all already know.

small, first person story of higgs waking up after returning from the seam. it's been in my docs for a while and i never posted it. so have at it.

Death doesn't stop the tide

Darkness. It's the only thing I see before I realize my eyes are closed. I'm suspended in the air with only a moment to look at the sky before being jerked down to the ground. God, I really need a cigarette. It's what guys in daddy's movies used to say when bad things happen. Or I could use a beer right about now. I never really understood it until I found out I can repatriate. ‘Cause this shit sucks ass.

I'm not able to properly collect my thoughts before I start gagging. I can feel my intestines trying to rid themselves of something I didn't ingest. Before I'm able to stand up, I'm puking out a tar-like substance. I can hear daddy’s voice yelling at me for letting it out on the floor. If my throat wasn't sore I'd laugh it off. I manage to push myself at least a foot away from my black shit pile. It's only a reminder I have to live out this miserable life.

I heard stories that repatriates are supposed to remember their time in the seam. I'm not sure if they're fake stories meant to poke fun at me or if I just can't remember. There's talk of some guy remembering it all. Sometimes I wish I could be like him. He's a fucking hero! He isn't tied down by some company and does a few hard orders. I don't remember his name but I'd love to be like him someday. Though I have to say I'm a little cooler. He probably doesn't have what I have.

Which reminds me. . .

My ability to sense the monsters is getting real dim. I know what it takes to get it back but I don't know if I can do it. There aren't very many bad people around these parts. Just young preppers who still have plenty of time left to live their life. But I need the power. It's the only thing keeping me safe and alive out here.

No, I'm not gonna worry about that now. I need to get up and figure out where I am. And that's what I do. Patting off any dirt that accumulated on my suit, I check my surroundings. It isn't a lot to go off of. Dirt, grass, trees, rocks, tar, all normal for this side of the continent. I can pretend to know where I am– Just for now. I manage to stand up fine on the third try, the world just barely spinning by now.

I've been dying my whole life. I should be used to this by now and just when I think I'm fine- Gah, it fucking hurts. Like my ribs haven't yet fit back into the spot they're supposed to be in. My brain is too fuzzy to remember how I died, but I know it'll come back to me in a few minutes. Which just means I have to relive the horror of whatever it was. my day barely started and I’m already wishing for it to be over.

I just… I just need to keep moving. There’s plenty more orders to fill before lunch time.

guys im literally back to posting yknow what that means

new hyperfixation !!!!!!!! infamous second son !!!!!!! delsin rowe !!! more troy baker !!!!!!! fetch !!!

i forgot to make this post earlier but- TOM NOOK ARRIVED!! im so fucking in love with this plush

he says hi

listen guys i realize the build-a-bear thing was overhyped and all BUT I STILL BOUGHT ONE. CATCH ME NOT PAYING MY ISLAND LOANS WITH MOTHERFUCKING TOM NOOK CHILLING ON MY COUCH WITH ME

make him watch as i spend his money on absolute bullshit

still thinking about the funniest thing i've ever created was a photo of my tv, on it is bruce banner (marvel's avengers 2020 game) with his hands on his hips, and the word “milf” written just above his head

its not funny but i cant stop laughing hold on-

todays the day bitches

dad: hey, what do you want for your birthday?

me:

hey guys !! if y'all don't hear for me for a while it's because the american education system considers me a failure ❤️

happy trans day of visibility and a reminder to my fellow trans people:

whether you're out or not, you're valid

whether you don't know your pronouns yet, you're valid

and even if you say fuck all to the binary, you're super fucking valid

we are all swag in our own ways. make the most of it

the fact that i don't look or sound like higgs is a CRIME

staying at a hotel with an arcade was a mistake im now addicted to getting those fucking injustice character cards

death stranding as john mulaney quotes because i dont think its been done before

Sam Bridges

Higgs Monaghan

Heartman

Cliff Unger

Amelie

Fragile

Deadman

Die Hard-Man

Mama