M4trrrix - Neosplain - Tumblr Blog

i mourn the man i could be. if i was allowed to exist outside of art

its one of gods greatest jokes that i wasn't born a boy

goodnight moon

concept stolen from oomfposting on bsky

GET ME OUT OF HERE GET ME OUT OF HERE I HAVENT SLEPT ALL NIGHT THESE PEOPLE ARE SNORING LOKE CRAZY

i think this is so good it needs to be blasted everywhere

IM SO TIRED IM SO TIRED IM JUST A FUCKING CLOWN TO THESE PEOPLE

its always im sorry i wasn't thinking when i get excluded but he says hes always thinking about me and wants to hang out with me all the time i cant stand the lies i just want to feel wanted by people is that too much to ask

oughh lake house dlc you want to give me one dr darling video as a treat

life has been so cooked recently im starting to miss when i was so deep into delusions i didnt think i was a real person

by 2077 relic shards are pretty common and street level so i wonder how many people went through something similar to v. their shard is obviously different in the fact that it was an one of a kind prototype that would kill them if taken out BUT. shards can get stuck inside someone's slot so it got me thinking exactly how often it is that someone gets stuck with the physical manifestation of a loved one? these engrams arent self aware either so i cant imagine the grief the person would have to experience while an engram of their dead family member is stuck in their head with no clue unless they're told

so these guys were born. triston grew up running with a gang and when his mother figure died she transferred her consciousness onto a shard to be gifted to him. the doc who made the chip was shady, accidentally mixed up the shard with one of an old gang leader. now he has to grapple with the fact that the shard of his mother is lost and he most definitely has a cult on his ass looking for the shard thats STUCK inside his fucking neck. i wanna delve more into this idea but my brains all muddied from how busy ive been the past month

having a friend that never takes you seriously whilr autistic is a fucking nightmare because i will have to constantly argue or defend my interests and tell her to fucking stop only to get "i thought you were going along with the bit" as a response???? like i hope you die this is not funny

played cyberpunk wasted and immediately crashed into everything

photodumping. thinking about making a new of with these designs

whenever i remember to post to my art twt i only post because i like the look of twt anyways enjoy

the me portrait

i need to quit this fucking JOOOBBB ive been daydreaming about working at my local comic shop all shift im so bored

THE YEARN THE YEARN THE YEARN THEBUEARN sorry giys got a little crazy there back to your regularly scheduled posts

sailor song ooohhh you make me crazy you make me enter an actual fucking depressive episode every listen please god i just want gay love in the right way

cant stannd looking at the old cyberpunk art on my account im posting this so i dont have to look at it

trying a new coloring style!!!