Luvingshidou - Izzy ౨ৎ

"I DON'T THINK I LOVE YOU ANYMORE."

(I hate this post so much pretend this doesnt exist😭😭)

....alone again???...

ANGST

michael kaiser x fem reader

reader had abandonment issues (real😂😂🤑🤑)

(my sensitive ass cannot handle angst but whatever)

"And do you know what she said???" You asked Michael, a soft grin plastered on your face. You and Michael were currently in café on a date together, you couldn't lie you were over the moon to be spending time with your boyfriend he's been so busy with football you've been barely able to see him.

"She—" You say but something seemed off with Michael. "Micha, are you listening to me???" You ask him your grin being replaced with a small concerned frown.

"What??— yes, of course I am, meine süße." Michael reassures you, but you could tell he wasn't interested in you babbling about whatever. You can feel getting nervous, but you can't help yourself in past relationships, you've been told you're too clingy and always needed constant revaluation that your relationship will work out.

"Y/N, I need to talk to you. Could you wait outside the café for me?? Don't worry, I'll pay for the drink." Michael asks you as he gets up, taking his wallet out of his back pocket. While you walked out to the door, the cool winter air hit your face as you stood there waiting for Michael. Your brain was running through all the possibilities that might happen. Does he want to break up with you??? Does he not love you anymore??? You feel yourself getting more and more nervous by the second that's until you hear his voice.

"Y/N, I'm gonna cut to the chase, I don't think I love you anymore." Michael says, his voice not faulting one bit. He saw you stood there, the corners of your mouth lowering, your eyelids drooping. The only words you could muster up was.

"Why???" You muttered meekly. It took you every fibre in your being, not to break down crying and begging him to say. Michael let out a low sigh, he knew this wouldn't be easy for you.

"You're too clingy, and you always want to meet up with me. I don't think you fucking understand Y/N. I have a career, a life ahead of me, and you're distracting me from my dream with your constant need for fucking reassurance 24/7." Michael scoffs, not caring about your feelings at this point, he didn't want sugar coat his word, she needed to hear what he felt even if it meant crushing her heart into a million pieces.

"Michael, p-please don't— you can't do this to me, please, Michael, I fix myself!! I won't be clingy no more. Just please don't leave me." You beg, your voice trembling with desperation. Michael looks down at you, his eyes boring into yours.

"Sorry, guess we were just never meant to be."

It's been 2 weeks after breaking up with Michael, 2 weeks without hearing his voice, 2 weeks without him telling you he loves you. You sat there alone in your dark, somewhat gloomy bedroom. You're currently looking at old texts between you and Michael. All the promises, all stupid corny texts he would send you. You loved him too fucking much, and look what happened you got your heart broken again. You looked at your most recent texts, tears streaming down your face, your mascara running down your face.

'I love you, schön. I can't wait till I kiss that pretty face of yours again.' Was the last text you got from Michael. Where did it all go wrong??? Why can't someone just love you and just accept that you'd clingy??? Why does everyone have to abandon you??? Leave you??? Why are you always alone???

me when i acc realise there is bllk fans that are irish:

(IRELAND RAAAAAA ‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🗣🦅🦅🦅🦅)

I SWEAR TO GOD IF I SEE MORE RIN ANGST OR ITOSHI BROTHERS ANGST OMFGSXGXBB

(i cry everytime😞😞😞)

...'cause my love is mine, all mine!!!

how bllk characters would react to ur child being rude to u!! part 1!!

charaters: rin itoshi, ryusei shidou & nagi seishiro

fem! mom reader

all characters are their late 20s & are pro footballers

RIN ITOSHI:

you & rin were spending time with your children in the park, your 4 year old daughter, and baby son who was only 9 months old. rin has taken time off playing football ever since the birth of your son so he could spend more time with you & his children. today you promised your daughter that you'd be going to the park today and go to the park today and that she could go to the playground there, so you did!! you and rin sat down on bench inside the playground, rin had your son in his arms rocking him back and forward rhythmically as he slept, after awhile of sitting there talking to Rin, it's been awhile since you ate last so you called out to your daughter so you could go to restaurant to eat.

"(daughter name)??? c'mere!!" You call out to her, suddenly you see her running over to you, grinning widely.

"Yes mommy??" She says, standing infront of the both of you, sweat running down her forehead for running around the playground.

"We're gonna go now and go eat lunch, m'kay???" You told her as you get up, grabbing her coat so you could help her put it on.

She pouted. "No mommy!! Go away, I wanna play more!!" She pouted, letting out a small frustrated sigh.

You were surprised at her sudden outburst, rin was also surprised, raising one of his eyebrows in suprisement as he kept on rocking your son. "No, we have to go, everyone, including you, is hungry." You answered back calmly. "Shut up, mommy!! M'not hungry, I wanna play again!!" She says, still pouting her voice laced with anger. Rin could believe what he was hearing. where did this sudden brattiness come from?? He never ever taught his daughter to be disrespectful towards her mother. Rin got up and handed your son to you. And crouched down to your daughter. She looked up at her father, who was a very very loving and caring father, with a slight irritated look on his face

"(daughter name) you don't speak to your mother like that." Rin says, his voice soft but still serious. "You should apologise, okay?? Daddy doesn't like when you speak to mommy in that way." The girl nodded her head, a slight frown on her face, she turned back to you and apologised.

"M'sorry mommy, I didn't mean t'get mad at you." She says, coming closer to you as she wrapped her arms around one of leg and hugged you. You crouched down baby still in your arms as you wrapped one of them around your daughter back. Rin looked down at the 3 of you, the best family he could ever ask for, everything he could ever ask for. A soft smile was plastered on his face, he couldn't help but be a big softie for the family he loved so dearly.

RYUSEI SHIDOU (my husband):

Ryu was sitting with yours and his 2 year old daughter who was laying asleep on the couch sprawled out and your 5 year old son who was watching the movie 'My Neighbour Totoro' while you were making dinner for everyone. Ryu had the day off work but he couldnt be more haipper spending time with you his beautiful, gorgeous wife and with his 2 kid, as you were finished cooking the dinner you called out to your son so he could help you set up the table for dinner.

"(son name)??? Could you help me set the table please dinner is ready!!" You called out but to no answer, you assumed he didn't hear you, so you walked into the sitting room. "(son name), could you help me set the table, please??? Dinner is ready." You ask him politely, but your son begins to pout.

"Shhh, be quiet, mommy. I'm trying to watch a movie with Daddy, so go away!!" The boy says, not bothering to make eye contact as he talks to you. He was more focused on the movie. Ryu looked down at his son, his brows furrowed slightly. He couldn't believe his son was being so rude to his mother. Ryu paused the movie to catch his son attention.

"Hey now little man, you can't speak to your mommy like that." He said softly, while speaking to the mini him. "Go help your mommy set the table then we can finish the rest of the movie, 'kay??" He said his voice still soft. "'Kay!!" The boy replied getting up and walking to the kitchen with you so he could help you, your son would always oblige to his father requests without any hassle so he wasn't one bit annoyed by this surprisingly. Ryus

began to wake your daughter so she could come for dinner. The 2 of them walk to the kitchen, ready to eat, another amazing meal made by you. When they both were inside the kitchen, Ryu couldn't help but smile at both you and your son setting up the table and dishing out the food. He picked up your daughter and placed her into her highchair. He walked over to you and placed a kiss on the top of your head. "Food smells amazin', pretty." He says smiling softly at you then turning to your son. "Good job on setting the table, little man, well go play some football after dinner, yea??"

NAGI SEISHIRO:

you walked into your apartment after shopping for groceries to find sei fast asleep on the couch in the living room and your two 6 year old twin daughters who were watching TV. Sei heard you greet the girls and ypu carring the groceries to the kitchen and woke up. He lazily got and walked into kitchen, he saw you prepare some tuna mayo onigiri for the girls and began wrapped his big arm around you and pulled you into a hug. "Angle, your back, I missed you." He mumbled, resting his chin against the top of your head.

"Mmhm, I missed you too, sei!!" You answered back, smiling softly as put the onigiris onto plates. "Sei, I'm gonna give these to girls, 'kay??" You say, picking up both plates into your hand and began to walk into the living room, you expect Sei to let go of you and wait for you in the kitchen but it seems he was extra clingy today cuz he wasn't letting go of you. When we got to the living room, you began passed the plates to the two girl who were still engrossed in the show they were watching. After a couple of seconds, they began to eat onigiri. When all of a sudden your youngest daughter began to spat out the onigiri much to you and Sei surprise.

"Mommy!! I told you I don't like tuna mayo!!" She yelled. "This taste yucky!!" She pouted, crossing her arms in frustration. Sei was confused he could of could of sworn that she liked tuna mayo onigiri yesterday. Sei stopped clinging onto you and walked over to the youngest out of the 2 twins.

"Now, now, (daughter name), your mommy made you very nice meal there's no need to throw a fit," He spoke he's voice very soft. "Go apologise to mommy, 'kay??". The girl stopped crossing her arms but a slight pout was still on her face.

She began to walk up to you and stated to hug at your leg. "M'sorry mommy, I didn't mean to throw a fit." She says quietly. "I'll eat your onigiri sis!!" Your eldest daughter chimes in the middle of the conversation. "N-no you won't!!" Your youngest daughter says, grabbing the onigiri so her twin sister wouldn't eat it. Sei looked at the 2 twins fighting over the onigiri, a slight smile on his face. "How 'bout daddy has the onigiri" He say, to the 2 twins, holding out his hand excepting them to hand it over to him. "No!!" Both twins yelled, pouting at their father in annoyance.

(Idk if I like this 1 tbh)

I love love love love love love love love love love ryusei shidou he's so fucjing UGHHHHH YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM SO SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOOO MUCHHHH HE SO 😍😍😍😍🤕🤕🤕🤕

SHIDOUUUUUUU PLSSSS 1 CHAANCEEE😞😞😞 HES JUSTT SO 😘😘😘😘

HEHEHEHEHHE LOOK THE WAY HE SPEAK IN FUCJKING EMOJI OMLLL I JUST LOVEBHIM TOO TOO TOO MUCHHHHHH

ACC LOVE BAROU HE SO UGHHHHGHGHHH IDK I JUS LOVE HIMMM

(I love him so fucjing much he so UGHHHH like I love him 😭😭🤕🤕🤕)