Constantly Burdened By The Knowledge That Odysseus Didn't Have To Kill Astyanax. Had Him Just Brought

Constantly burdened by the knowledge that Odysseus didn't have to kill Astyanax. Had him just brought him along for the journey back to Ithaca like he proposed in "the horse and the infant", the child would have 100% died anyway. Probably either drowned or starved, but at least an effort to keep him alive would have been made and Odysseus wouldn't have had to hurl that poor little boy down from the city walls.

If there's one thing that absolutely shattered me into little pieces and made me feel so seen and so vulnerable at the same time it's this random quote from a site about suicidal tendencies:

"Sometimes it’s not so much that you want to die but that you no longer want to bear the pain of living"

and FUCK how true it is and how badly it hurts and how it constantly echoes in my mind sometimes fainter and sometimes stronger but it NEVER leaves because I feel this so deeply it's like they took the words right out of my soul

theres just something a little poetic about ronan lynch, whose motto (according to declan) is "the world against ronan lynch" and adam "army of one" parrish falling in love and trusting one another like they don't trust anyone else and always saying tamquam alter idem to each other and imagining futures where they're together and worrying about the other and their lives getting so tangled up. theyre so invested in each other and to think they both started off lonesome and alone

Episode 6

Episode 9

OH MY GOD KAZUKI TALKS ABOUT MIRI AS HIS AND REI'S ACTUAL DAUGHTER AKLSJSGAFAKS

kanej eye contact. helnik's story. wesper meeting. kaz's backstory. the six of them together. we're getting it all in less than a month and the trailer comes out today

love how kanej and helnik are practically DROWNING in the angst and wesper are just living their best rom-com life being cute and wholesome