Tw Self Meanspo

⚠️Tw self meanspo⚠️

Only a genius like me could fucked up this way

How it was possible for me to misread the date of an exam?

How?

You are fucking stupid! You can't do anything right. You're worthless piece of shit, that's what you are!

You have to try harder to even be near dogs' level of usefulness.

Oh wait...

You aren't able to do that! You can't try harder because you FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW!

Don't know how you have friends...are they even your friends? You think you deserve friends?

YOU DON'T!

You're a burden, a mistake, a problem. Don't go around smiling and being kind because they're not buying that. They don't need you!

You're miserable and you're trying to make yourself even more miserable by seeing therapist. You want an explanation to yourself, something you could blame for what you are.

But nothing can explain that. You're the problem, nothing else

You'd be better dead

No one needs you

Just die and let people breath

So....

I got diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder!

That explains a lot

I'm so happy to have diagnosis

Doctor giving you smaller weight than you weight by the way you look >>>>>>

The best feeling!

My rehabilitator made styros on my belly with just his fingernails

How the fuck?

Me: *in pain because of the fucked up spine*

My "parents": You have to go to church

Me: But I don't think I can today. I'm in pain and it's worse than yesterday

They: But if you don't go that means you can't function normally and can't go to work on holiday

Me: But that's not relevant

They: But that's your choice, you're an adult

Da fuck guys?

Second ago I was on a call with my friend who overdosed medications like 30mins ago

And they were fine

Like man

If they die tonight, I don't know what I will do

I mean they said they were fine and they had no symptoms of overdose but still...

But I'm still glad they called me

I hope they will be fine