I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT NOTICED

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT NOTICED 😂😂

this man did not see shit

Comfort (KNJ)

Hey all, Amanda here! So I know this one doesn’t really focus on the relationship between Joonie and Y/n but I was just free-writing one day and this was the end result. Despite the fact that it doesn’t focus on their relationship, I still feel like it’s important to put it out there because it focuses more on mental health and being there for your friends. Please, if you know anyone who is going through a hard time, let them know that you are there for them and continuously check up on your friends! Love you all, stay safe, and borahae <3

Genre: Best friends!au, angst, fluff

Pairing: Namjoon x reader

Word count: 663

Warnings/TW: mentions of mental health, mentions of suicide, mentions of depression, mentions of depression in youth

Summary: “I feel like I’m more of a background character.”

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  “I feel like I’m more of a background character.” 

  “What do you mean by that?” he asked.

  I shrugged, “Just like, we only see our own lives. However mine is so uneventful, so boring, so...worthless-”

  “That’s not-” He tried to interrupt you.

  “No, just, please listen. It’s not that I think I am worthless but more like the life I’m living is worthless. Like background characters. Nobody really cares to read into their stories because they are so focused on the main character’s. I feel like nobody really ever tried to get to know me, and if they have then they were left unimpressed or couldn’t really care enough. I’m always there to offer advice, maybe make you laugh, or accompany you on an outing, but nobody really reads into me.” You gave a weak smile, kind of a pathetic smile, actually. You looked back to the night sky, trying to distract myself from the painful pain of the wound I just reopened. 

  He kept looking at you, “I’m sorry you feel that way.” Namjoon didn’t know what to say. How could he not notice his best friend was feeling like this?

  You barked out a spiteful laugh, not towards him but more so towards the world. “You don’t have anything to be sorry for. It’s not your fault I feel like this. I don’t know, Joonie. It just feels like the only reason I’m living right now is because I don’t want to become ‘just another statistic’ on the suicide chart on Mental Health dot com. But then again it’s not like I actually want to kill myself, I’m too curious to do that. I want to see what becomes of me, I just am so scared that I won’t be able to see something great when it happens to me because I will still feel like this. I’ve spent the better part of my teenage years feeling like this and I am so scared that I will continue to feel like this for the rest of my life. And because I’ve been like this during my teen years, I wasn’t able to fully discover who I was, who I am. So I guess I’m just feeling lost as hell and I don’t know what to do.”

  Namjoon watched as you let out a big sigh, as almost you were relieved from the weight on her shoulders. He didn’t want you feeling like this. He didn’t think anyone should have to feel like this. He didn’t understand how you were able to hide this from him for so long. How has he not noticed that his best friend was drowning? He didn’t know the answers to these questions, but what he did know was that he didn’t want you to feel alone in the process of finding yourself.

  He put his hand on top of yours and gave you a reassuring smile, “I don’t think I could understand what you’re going through, having not been through it myself, but you should know that even if I can’t know what you are going through, you don’t have to face it alone. I will always be here for you, while you find yourself again. Or maybe not it's not the old you, but a new you. It doesn’t have to be scary to find a new version of yourself, it’s actually called growth. Or in your instance, character development.” You giggled at his choice of words, but were eternally grateful for his friendship and guidance in that moment. You didn’t know what you did in a past life for the world to give you such a great friend. 

  “Thank you, Joon.” you whispered, laying your head on his shoulder. The two of you spent the rest of the night looking up at the stars, enjoying each other's company. He was right, you shouldn’t be afraid of who you might become, and you were going to start searching for whoever that person may be.

Cheat (JJK, KTH)

Hey y’all! I’m sorry I haven’t posted in almost a week. I’ve been super busy with work this past weekend and it’s really hard to find motivation. However I am off for the next two days so hopefully I can catch up on writing. In the meantime, I am posting a small blurb/drabble/scenario. I guess that’s what you can call this?? Just something based off something my friends and I have said! I will probably post content like this when I have writers block or need a filler between major posts! Anyway, love y’all, stay safe, and borahae <3

Genre: Fluff, humor, Bestfriend!au

Paring: Bestfriend! Jungkook x reader x Bestfriend! Tae

Word Count: 268

Warnings: Swearing, mentions of cheating, clueless Kook my poor baby :(

Summary: “I’m trying to cheat but I’m doing it wrong.”

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  ‘Literally, what the fuck is this?’ I thought. I stared at the blue-colored sheet of paper with furrowed eyebrows. Leaning my head against my arm, I wore a confused expression. I heard the teacher helping a student in the back of the class and somewhere else, there was a group of friends talking. 

  ‘This test is going to be the end of my existence.’ I turned to look and see if the teacher was looking before twisting my head to my right. Jungkook sat there, pencil in one hand, and phone in the other. He also wore a confused expression.

  “What are you doing?” I hissed at him. Phones aren’t allowed to be out during tests.

  He looked at me and pouted slightly, “I’m trying to cheat, but I’m doing it wrong.”

  Tae snorted to my right, trying to cover it up as a cough as the teacher looked over to us in suspicion. Once he turned back to our classmate, Tae smirked at us. 

  “He just does the work instead.” He said laughing. 

  I shook my head, trying not to laugh and failing miserably.

  “I don’t know, man, I might just. This cheating thing clearly isn’t for me,” Kook whispered back, “I’m too loyal and honest.” He said, winking at me.

  “You literally cheat on every test.” Tae deadpanned.

  This time I wasn’t able to contain my laugh. I quickly tried to cover it as a cough, my shoulders shaking as I watched them in amusement.

  “Y/n! Jungkook! Tae! Stop talking and focus on your test!” There was a collective eye-roll from all three of us.

Damsel (KTH)

I’m not gonna lie, this is probably the worst thing I have ever written. I’ve been so busy with work but I promise you that the next ones won’t be so bad. It’s also hard to find inspiration these days so if you wanna send in requests for BTS members, it would be helpful. This is kind of a short one. Also, would you guys be interested in my other non-BTS writing? Let me know ;) Heart it, reblog it, and follow me if you like it, love you all! Stay safe and borahae <3 

Genre: Stranger to lovers!au

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader

Word Count: 944

Warnings: stalking, swearing, mentions of weapons, flirting, bad writing and no editing

Summary: Does fate exist? Maybe. If it does then it has one twisted way of bringing you and Taehyung together, the man that had to save you even though you two have never met a day in your life. 

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  You held out your phone, opening the camera and flipping it to face you. You pretended to look at your appearance, making sure it looked okay. That’s what it would hopefully look like to the man who had been following you for a few blocks now, a black hoodie covering their face, baggy jeans, and boots. However you were glancing in the camera, angling at a position to see if he was still behind you. He was. 

  He had been following you for five minutes, keeping a distance away. You don’t know if he was dumb enough to think you wouldn’t notice, seeing as there aren’t that many people on this street or if he was just daring enough. Either way you didn’t know if you could fight him with the pepper spray you had on your key chain or if he was too dangerous and had a weapon. You didn’t wanna take that chance. And it’s not like you’re being irresponsible walking out and about the streets at some ungodly hour of the night. It was merely 6pm, maybe 6:30 at the latest. The sun was still shining, it being golden hour. 

  ‘What to do, Y/n. What should I do.’ You kept walking at a faster pace than normal while you panicked inside of your head. You looked around at your surroundings. No alleyways to escape into and use your pepper spray, a family of 3 were walking on the opposite side of the street but you didn’t wanna bring possible danger to the toddler and her two parents. None of your friends had answered your calls and you were scared. Terrified, to say the least. 

   ‘This is it. I’m gonna die. I’m going to be kidnapped and be just another one of those faces on the missing persons descriptions on milk cartons. My mother will never see her child again.’ It was in the midst of your frantic thinking that your unbeknownst savior walked around the corner. You decided that this male, who you thought looked safe enough, was worth the chance of getting you to safety. 

  You sped walked up to him shouting, “Babe! There you are, I’ve been calling you for minutes now! Lets go get dinner or something.” You walked into his arms, pulling him into a hug despite the surprised and confused look on his face. You leaned up to his ear to whisper, “Please help me, this man has been following me for blocks now.”

  The man relaxed in your hold, giving a fleeting glance to the shady figure a few meters back before saying loudly, “I’m sorry, darling. My phone is on silent. Where do you wanna eat?”

  You visibly relaxed although you could still sense your stalker behind you, watching this unexpected encounter. “Oh nothing fancy, lets go to McDonalds or something.” You stated, hopefully loud enough for him to hear. 

  Your savior nodded, putting an arm around your shoulders and turning around to walk to the nearest McDonald's, which was only a few blocks away. As you were walking, you noticed how natural and how composed this man was. ‘He’s a good actor’ you thought. It almost seemed natural to lean into his side, whether it be to continue this couple act or because you wanted to was not clear to yourself, but hopefully it convinced your follower that you were dating this man who had his arm around you.

  Thankfully, McDonald's was pretty busy. Busy. That meant people. Witnesses. In case your follower was psychotic enough to try to do anything in front of them. Thankfully, he wasn’t. He let out a small swear and turned around, walking in the other direction. He had given up. Once you glanced around in the line for food and didn’t see him, you let out a relieved sigh and moved away from the man who had saved you. As you two stood in line, you got to look at him. He was attractive. Long legs, built chest, biceps seemed large from what you could tell. His face though, was even prettier. He had a roundish face, puppy eyes, and plump lips. He had slightly messy and curly hair that fit him perfectly. You looked at him from head to two and god damn did this man have a great fashion sense, if the Gucci belt on his waist had anything to say. 

  You two received your order of nuggets and went to sit down. 

  You looked at him with a small smile, “Thank you so much…” You trailed off, realizing you didn’t even know this man’s name.

  “Taehyung,” He smiled back, “and don’t worry about it. Just doing my manly duties and saving a damsel in distress.” He winked playfully at you. 

  You giggled while dipping a nugget in sauce, “Well I’m definitely a damsel and I was definitely in distress,” You joked before your smile faded a bit, “But seriously though, if you hadn’t helped me, I don’t even want to think what could have happened to me.” You took a bite of your nugget.

  He shrugged, “Of course, it was no trouble, really. Plus, now I’m here on a dinner date with you. Happy ending.” 

  Your cheeks turned pink, “Yeah, I guess so.”

  He smirked at you, “How about you pay me back for my oh so dutiful kindness with a proper date, m’lady?” 

  You laughed at his ridiculous language and nodded, “Of course, Sir Knight.” 

  You ended up giving Taehyung your number before he dropped you off at your apartment. If fate existed, then it had one twisted way of bringing you and Taehyung together. But you were glad that it did. 

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A night in with your boyfriend Jungkook includes all kinds of things: anime, witty banter, snacks from 7-Eleven and, you know, sex.

This moodboard was made by my incredibly talented best friend @me-trash-tbh​ and, I love her so much

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: established relationship, domestic! Jungkook, smut, fluff

Word Count: 5.5k

A/N: Guys, I love Jungkook. Like, I’m so sorry but, this is just pure fluff and filth. Love you. Also this is unedited for now, it’s 2am plz save meeee (update: it’s edited now woohoo)

Warnings: smut, unprotected sex (stay safe ladz), explicit language.

“They’re staggered so, we should push now…”  

You hear your boyfriend mutter from the other side of the room, body bent towards his computer screen.  

He’s been at this for hours now, fingers furiously working his keyboard, throwing suggestions/commands at his friends through an expensive headset.  

“Yah, we’re almost there…just stay focused…”  

Another encouragement is grumbled through his pouted lips as his hands make another commotion against his laptop.  

A fond smirk caresses your mouth and, you shake your head, positively endeared by his dedication to his game.  

You don’t want to interrupt him, you know playing video games for hours on end, shot gunning ramen like tic tacs is a luxury for him and, he deserves that. You’d be lying though, if you said that your side of the bed was aching for him a little bit. The bed you shared with Jungkook is massive, far too big for one person and, spacious enough for both of you to starfish across the surface comfortably.  

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