Im Sick Of Being TiredIm Sick Of Being SadIm Sick Of Being FatIm Sick Of Being UglyIm Sick Of Being StressedIm

I’m sick of being tired I’m sick of being sad I’m sick of being fat I’m sick of being ugly I’m sick of being stressed I’m sick of being hated I’m sick of being lonely I’m sick of being worthless I’m sick of being useless I’m sick of being hopeless I’m sick of being unwanted I’m sick of being not good enough I’m sick of being a disappointment I’m sick of being forgotten I’m sick of being anxious I’m sick of being depressed I’m sick of being suicidal I’m sick of being alive I’m sick of being me I’m lost and nobody can save me from myself now

I don't want your attention, I don't want your pity, I just want to go home Back to the people I love

me right now

I just want to give up

on studying

on eating

on pretending

on smiling

on trying

on being me

on living

I just want to disappear

Please, please just let me die I want to disappear from this world I don’t want to be me I don’t want to disappoint amd humiliate my parents anymore I don’t want to upset my siblings any further I feel like my friends don’t want to be with me anymore I don’t want to face any other tests or exams Please Why can’t I just end it all I just need one more deep cut One more step and I can fly Just why am I still alive until now

And I've come to realize that no matter how hard I tried no matter how loud I screamed no matter how far I ran I will never reach you

Is it okay to give up now