I Work Out Because I Eat, And I Eat To Have The Energy For A Work Out.

I work out because i eat, and I eat to have the energy for a work out.

I wish I could just work out and not eat.

I can't wait to go to uni, it's so much easier to starve when I have to study!!!

This may be a bit controversial....

But I dont want to look sickly, to be skin and bones.

I don't want people to look at me and think "she has ana" or "why would she do that to herself?"

I don't want my weight to be a worry for my family, or something they feel like they need to look in to.

But sometimes, I want to look sickly, I want to be skin and bones.

I want people to look at me and think "she's so skinny!" Or "I wish I had her self control"

I want my family who couldn't care less when I was binging, or those that try to school me on bmr, but don't question when i say that I've been eating below it, or burning off all my calories. I want them to bend over backwards to try to "fix me".

I want to feel loved, to feel important. To both myself, and my family.

My stomach makes such pretty noises when it's empty 🥰

i e4t a lot more than i want to because i know that if my younger siblings see me skipping all of my meals, they will notice and it can h4rm them.

just a reminder that if you let your 4n4/3d be rubbed off onto your younger impressionable siblings, you're not a good person. you can eat one or two meals with them so they don't know you ⭐️ yourself.

don't be that sibling that introduces 3d to your younger siblings. be better.

Fairy thinspo

To be a fairy you need to be small. Loose the weight so you can fly. Be small, join the fairys