My Name Is Mohamed Saqr, And Just A Short Time Ago, My Family And I Were Living A Life Full Of Hope And

My name is Mohamed Saqr🇵🇸, and just a short time ago, my family and I were living a life full of hope and stability in Gaza🙏. We had worked hard for everything we had – multiple homes, a farm, and several successful businesses🇵🇸🍉. Life was good, and we were building a future for ourselves. My brother, 24, recently married, and we were both proud of the lives we had built. But all of that changed in a heartbeat when the war began on October 7th.😔

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I feel like I'm having a panic attack but without the panic. My heart rate is normal, my temperature is fine and stuff. But I just feel wrong. Idk how to explain it. My chest is heavy, I feel gross, I'm squirming, and I just feel this massive guilt on my conscience. I feel like I should be panicking even though I have nothing to panic about.

I think I'm just chronically wrong

🙏Please donate a small amount that may save my father's life, only 32€ left to buy my father's treatment, his doctor's appointment is tomorrow, please do not ignore my message and do not hesitate to help me❤️‍🩹

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Too self aware to be happy, too oblivious to be sad

Being exposed to porn as a child didn't do me any favors. I've been entirely too overly sexual ever since then. I didn't know just how awful that was at the time. I'm scared that I tried something on one of my brothers. I'm even more scared to ask.