I Think I'm Just Chronically Wrong

I think I'm just chronically wrong

Being exposed to porn as a child didn't do me any favors. I've been entirely too overly sexual ever since then. I didn't know just how awful that was at the time. I'm scared that I tried something on one of my brothers. I'm even more scared to ask.

I feel like I'm having a panic attack but without the panic. My heart rate is normal, my temperature is fine and stuff. But I just feel wrong. Idk how to explain it. My chest is heavy, I feel gross, I'm squirming, and I just feel this massive guilt on my conscience. I feel like I should be panicking even though I have nothing to panic about.

Need to scream but I live in a dorm

Dear Supporter,

I hope this message finds you and your family in good health. My name is Eman Zaqout from Gaza. I am reaching you out to seek your urgent help in spreading the word about our fundraiser. I lost both my home and my job due to the ongoing genocide in Gaza and we are facing catastrophic living conditions. 💔

I kindly ask you to visit my campaign. Your support, whether through donating or sharing, will help us reach more people who can make a difference. Thank you for your continued support for the Palestinian cause. Your dedication brings us closer to freedom. 🙏🕊

Note: Verified by several people as 90-ghost and aces-and-angels. ☑

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Too self aware to be happy, too oblivious to be sad