A Relationship With Bucky Barnes:

A Relationship with Bucky Barnes:

Headcanon: Your life with Bucky over the years Bucky Banres x Y/N  warnings: none  Words: 2742 English is not my first language. All mistakes are my own.I hope you enjoy reading.

You get to know him during your university internship for Stark Industries. In your first week you get lost in the Stark Tower and suddenly find yourself in a large training room. Bucky is hitting a punching bag and when it rips out of its anchoring you can't suppress a shocked scream. He whirls around and stares at you. "Who are you? And what are you doing here?" he asks in a dark, angry voice that sends a shiver down your spine. "I'm Y / N, Tony's intern, and I got lost." you whisper and notice how the blood rushes into your cheeks with shame. Immediately Bucky will calm down, you are not a threat. "Come on I'll show you the way, I always got lost in the beginning." "Thank you, Sergeant Barnes." you say, still embarrassed "Bucky." does he improve you. "Thanks Bucky."

 And suddenly you keep bumping into him. They are random situations. You meet at dinner in the cafeteria, at the same time you call it a day and meet in the parking lot, funny enough, his car is always parked near yours. You will always find something to talk about. When your car doesn't start one evening, he immediately offers to drive you home. As you sit in the passenger seat in his car and his scent envelops you, you notice how your heart starts beating faster. It will take another three days to realize that you are in love with him.

On the last day of your internship, he suddenly appears in your office. “Bucky? You ask concerned, who has never been in your office. "Today is your last day." It's a statement, not a question, but you answer anyway. "Yes." Bucky seems kind of nervous, something you have never noticed on him. "I took your spark plugs out of your car." he says in the ensuing silence. "What?" you ask, confused, you have no idea what he is talking about. "I manipulated your car so that I could drive you home. I know that was not okay at all. But I wanted to spend more time with you and that was kind of the only way I could think of. I know it was stupid. I'm sorry. "And then you realize that your meetings weren't that random. You take a deep breath and scrunch up all your self-confidence." Are you going out with me? "Bucky was expecting an outburst of anger or that you are disgusted, but not this question." That was my text. "He says after a moment of silence, in which you have become almost insane." Is that a yes? "You ask uncertainly. "I'll pick you up at 8. “

He brings flowers to your first date. You have a wonderful evening together, and he will bring you to your doorstep in the evening. "Would you like to come up for a coffee with me?" you ask him, he has held your hand the whole way, but now he lets go of it. Bucky suddenly seems insecure. "I've seen a couple of shows and movies that Sam recommended to me and well in those movies coffee always means sex and Y / N you're really great and I like you, I really like you. But you know I'm a little older and was brought up differently ... " "I really only meant coffee." you interrupt him and blush at the same time, you really just wanted to be nice and didn't think how he could interpret your question. "This is embarrassing now" he says. "It's cute. And I like you, too, Bucky."

Two weeks after your first date, he asks you if you officially want to be his girlfriend. You say yes right away.

When you are in his apartment for the first time, you are a little shocked. He has hardly any furniture, nothing in this apartment is personal and it looks more like a hotel room. His duvet and pillow are on the floor next to the bed. "Do you sleep on the floor?" you ask, he looks to one side, ashamed. "The bed doesn't feel right." he closes the bedroom door. "Can we talk about it another time? Would you like to watch a movie?" Actually, you want to force him to talk to you about it, but you know it has something to do with his past as a Winter Soldier, so you nod. "I'll be here when you're ready." you say and kiss his cheek. "I think a film would be nice." He brings you home in the evening, kiss you at the doorsteps and waits until you're in your apartment and turn on the light in the kitchen. You know he does this to make sure you're safe. Even if you find it over the top, it's kind of cute too and you feel protected.

You don't often notice that Bucky comes from another time, only in some points it shows. For example, it doesn't take long for you to find out that he has no clue about social media. And he doesn't even try.

"Snapshot" "Snapchat" "Whatever."

He writes you love letters and you collect them all in a box under your bed.

"I sleep on the floor because the bed is too soft. It feels like I'm lying on cotton wool and sinking into it. Then I feel like I'm suffocating." He whispers one evening when you're watching one of your favourite movies. You turn to him. "Can I help you with this?" you ask him softly, your voice trembles but your heart leaps with joy because he opens up to you. "Dr. Raynor says it's a symptom of my trauma. But I'm working on it with her, don't worry about me.” "I'm your girlfriend, it's my job to worry.” you say with a crooked grin. “Thank you for opening up to me" you add.

You say "I love you." first. It just slip out on one of your coffee dates. Bucky picked you up on his lunch break from your morning class at university and you went to his favourite café. A cosy little café with fresh cakes and delicious coffee. Bucky tells a Story of a malfunction of Sam's wings, which caused him to hang under the ceiling in the training room and not be able to land. His eyes sparkle happily at the memory, but instead of reacting to his funny story, the three words just slip out of you. Bucky falls silent and just looks at you. "That was my text."

He introduce you to Steve and Sam first. He's taking you to the game night in Steve's apartment. "You really do exist." Sam greets you at the door. "Shut up." Bucky growls and hits him on the arm. "Ouch. Be careful with your super soldier strength, you could have broken my arm." says Sam in a playful tone. "If he wanted to break your arm, your arm would have been broken." Steve interferes. "Y / N, nice to finally get to know you. Bucky has told us a lot about you. Come in." you enter the comfortably furnished apartment. "Hopefully only good things." "Please he keeps telling you how great you are." "Shut up Sam or I won't just break your arm." Bucky interferes. You smile you kiss his cheek.

He introduces you to the other Avengers one by one, and it doesn't take long and you have girls' evenings with Natascha and Wanda.

"Do you want to get to know my parents?" "You want to introduce me to your parents?" "Yes. You're coming to town for the weekend. If you don't want to, I can understand." "Of course, I want to meet your parents."

He's nervous when you meet your parents for dinner. Your mother will take him to her heart right away. Your father doesn't. Nobody is good enough for his little princess.

But fate is on your side. At dessert, two children approach you uncertainly. "Can we have an autograph, Sergeant Barnes, sir? Please." the little boy asks uncertainly. "And a photo?" adds the girl. Bucky smiles friendly, even if you can see how uncomfortable he is in the situation. "Of course." he says and signs on a napkin. You take the mother's cell phone and take a few photos of the kids and Bucky. "Thank you, Sergeant Barnes. You are my favourite Avenger." "You are welcome." the children happily run back to their table. "I'm sorry." Bucky turns to your parents. "Oh, that's not a problem at all." answers your mother. "Sergeant Barnes? You served?" "Yes, 107th Infantry Regiment." your father nods approvingly. He is a patriot and proud of his military career. “Y / N finally has a boyfriend who knows what it means to be proud of his country. Not like the last one who didn't even have a real job. "You roll your eyes." Paul was a web designer and worked for a food blog. "" I have no idea what half of these words mean, "says your father "Me neither” Bucky agrees, and your father has accepted your new boyfriend.

You've been together for 4 months when he stays overnight for the first time. The whole time he was afraid to scare you off with his nightmares. But he didn't have any that night. Bucky slept the whole night and when he woke up the next morning, he felt more rested than he has been in a long time.

But Bucky's hopes are dashed when the nightmares return a few weeks later, the fact that you lay next to him didn't help that night.

You wake up to hear a heartbreaking scream full of pain. You quickly turn on the light. Bucky is rolling in the sheets next to you, cold sweat is on his forehead and all his muscles are tense. You carefully try to wake him up, but you can't. "Bucky, Bucky wake up." a hard blow on his chest finally pulls him out of his nightmares. When you look into his dark eyes you flinch, these are not the friendly, warm blue eyes that you are used to. Only pain, suffering and death are reflected in these eyes. It takes Bucky a second to realize that you are not a threat to him, that he is not the Winter Soldier and that everything is fine.

That second scares him to death. "It's too dangerous, I could have killed you." "I trust you." "Don´t do it." "I won't let you leave me! You said you love me." "I'm doing this because I love you Y / N! I could have killed you." "It was only a second and then you knew where you are." "One second is enough." A cold chill runs down your spine at these words, but you shake your head anyway. "No! I get through this with you."

You are talking to Dr. Raynor, and ask how you can help Bucky. She has a few useful tips, but even those don't help every night. Every time Bucky is awakened by one of his nightmares, you hold him in your arms. You whisper soothing words, rock him back and forth a little like a child until he manages to fall asleep again. Bucky always feels guilty in the morning that he wakes you up, but you don't care. "I told you I get through this with you." "I do not deserve you." "Ey! I'm not that bad." "It was not meant like that." "I know I love you James." "I love you Y/ N."

The hardest thing for you is when he's on missions. Every time he's gone you almost worry, even if he keeps saying that it's not a big thing and that his job isn't as dangerous as it seems. Still, you hate it, but you also know that his job is important and that it is important to him.

 you miss him too much, you take the letters from the box under the bed and read them.

You travel together a lot, Bucky wants to see all the places he was as the Winter Soldier, but this time as himself. "I want to replace these memories with new ones. With good memories. And with you I have the best memories."

You find out you are pregnant when he is on an extended mission.

You call Natascha immediately crying because you are not allowed to call him, but you need someone to talk to. 20 minutes later she and Wanda are at your door.

"I thought you were taking the pill." "Apparently it doesn't help against super soldier sperm. Oh god! I'm having a super soldier baby. And I have to quit my studies." "You're almost finished, there is still enough time to finish the semester before the baby comes. You just take a break. That is the least of the problem." Natascha speaks calmly to you. "Don't always worry so much Y / N. Everything will be fine for sure." Wanda agrees. "You have to calm down now.” “ I can't calm down! Bucky and I have never discussed the subject of children, what if he doesn't want one? Or if he doesn't want one with me." "I doubt it."

You have to wait two more weeks for Bucky to come back.

When you tell him with tears in your eyes that you are pregnant he hugs you tightly and whirls you through the air with joy. All the fear that he would not be happy is gone. "That breaks my whole plan a little." he says, still smiling. But it gives you a stomach ache and tears come to your eyes again. "If you don't want a child with me, I understand." Bucky's eyes widen immediately. "What? No. Don't you want children with me?" "Of course! I love you, but we never talked about it and I don't want to ruin your plans for the future and ..." "Doll! Not another word." you fall silent and look at him. Bucky smiles at you from above. "I didn't mean my future plans. Actually, I had planned to wait until it gets warmer, take you to Corny Island, ride the Ferris wheel with you and ask you if you want to marry me at sunset." He rummages in his pocket and pulls out a beautiful engagement ring. You clasp your hands over your mouth, tears well up again, but this time for joy. "You just have a ring like that in your pocket?" "I've been carrying it around with me for weeks. I didn't want you to find it while cleaning up or anything." "Yes." is the only thing you can get out Bucky grins slightly and then shakes his head. "That will not do." he takes your hand and goes down on one knee. "Y / N do you want to do me the honor and marry me?" "Yes, of course. Yes!" he puts the ring on your trembling finger and kisses you.

Bucky was brought up differently than you, he comes from a different time and that's why it's important to him that everything is in the right order, dates, marriage, moving in together, children. He never said it, but you know it. You know that it is important to him and that after all these years in which he had no control over his life he wanted at least a little order now. Your pregnancy brings a bit of a mess in this order. So a week after his proposal you sit down at a table with Wanda, Natascha and your mother and plan the perfect, small wedding. Your mom doesn't know you're pregnant and you want it to stay it that way until after the wedding. It would take place in 2 months, and until then you should be able to keep it a secret. "Why the rush?" asks your mother. "Because we love each other."

And it's the perfect wedding. You marry the perfect man, in the perfect dress, in the perfect place. When you exchange vows and Bucky puts the gold wedding ring on your finger, tears run down your cheeks, but you are very calm. You are not nervous or afraid of the future. Because with Bucky by your side, you know that you can do anything. You have the feeling that in this moment all parts come together perfectly and when you see blue eyes in Bucky, you know that he feels it too.

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Right in front of you (Bucky Barnes x Y/N) AU

I know there is hope in these waters, but I can’t bring myself to swim, when I am drowning in this silence.

𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑺𝒏𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒍𝒆𝒔 》𝑩𝒖𝒄𝒌𝒚 𝑩𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒆𝒔

pairing 》 bucky barnes x fem!reader

summary 》 bucky comes home from a mission after being away for a while.

warnings 》 mentions of case details, I don't think there's any others

word count 》 1,119

a/n 》 I thought of this idea and I haven't written in a long time. I really hope you all like it! thoughts are always appreciated 💗 if anyone needs anything my dms are always open :)

Bucky Barnes was a snuggler, there was no other way to put it. He always wanted to cuddle, in the morning, at night, during the day. Every minute of every day Bucky wanted to cuddle and there was nothing more adorable than his puppy eyes when he was asking for a cuddle.

Bucky had been on a long mission. It originally was only meant to be for a few days but things went wrong and it had been going on for way too long in his opinion. It had been almost a month since he’d last seen you, last felt you in his arms, felt your heartbeat. He needed to be with you and the whole ride back to the compound all he could think about was finally being back in your arms.

When he arrived back it was early in the morning, he knew your work schedule so he knew you weren’t working and he was hoping that you were still sleeping soundly in your shared bed. He’d never run so fast when the jet landed, the thought of you finally being back in his arms making him run faster than he ever has before.

When he arrived at the door to your shared room, he carefully unlocked it, almost sneaking into the room so if you were asleep he didn’t wake you. The apartment was quiet, the only thing that could be heard were the soft snores coming from your room. Bucky smiled to himself when he heard you sleeping, he loved the peace and quiet and how beautiful you looked when you smiled in your sleep.

He tiptoed into your room, thanking the lord for the shower he took on the jet on the way back. He carefully took off all of his clothes, being careful with his tactical jacket not to be too loud. He pulled the covers back, climbing in next to you. His arms instantly wrapped around you, sighing in relief when he could feel your heartbeat. You smiled so widely, turning his arms and placing a soft kiss to his cheek.

“You’re back” You whisper softly, your throat still a little dry from being asleep.

“I am! I’m sorry for waking you” He replies, placing a sweet kiss on your forehead.

“There’s nothing to be sorry for, I told you I want you to wake me up when you get back if i’m asleep, I’ve missed you my love” You smiled, burying your head into the crook of his neck, trying to get impossibly closer to him.

“I’ve missed you too doll” He smiles, snuggling into you.

You both stayed like this for what felt like hours, luckily you didn’t have to work so you could spend the day with Bucky just relaxing and doing some odd jobs around the place. You both eventually got up, deciding to go out for a walk and to get some breakfast from your favourite place.

As much as you didn’t want to leave Bucky’s arms, the excitement of getting your favourite food and going for a walk in your favorite place gave you the motivation to get up. Seeing the smile on Bucky’s face when you asked if he wanted to go warmed your heart. He truly deserved all the happiness in the world.

The walk to the small café where you and Bucky usually go for breakfast was a beautiful one. The air had a cold freshness to it, Bucky’s hand in yours and the beautiful sound of the chirping birds making your smile impossibly wider. The café had a beautiful view of the parks lake, the different kinds of wildlife making an appearance just as you were seated in your favourite spot, a corner directly by the window allowing you to look at the clear, shining lake just outside. It wasn’t very busy, only a few older couples sat scattered around the place all engaged in conversations of their own.

Bucky couldn’t help but admire the happiness radiating from you, the smile you gave him every so often making his heart flutter. His grip tightened on your hand, giving it a loving squeeze as he offered you a smile in return. You ordered your favourite, the waffles from this café were the best you’d ever had and the strawberries were so fresh and delicious plus the added bonus of chocolate in the morning made everything better. Bucky got his usual pancakes with blueberries and syrup. He could never forget the first time you took him to this place, it was your fourth date and you decided you wanted to show him your favourite place and boy was he thankful you did.

The conversation flowed between the two of you effortlessly like usual, he told you some things about the mission, only the bare details but it was all you needed to know. You told him what you’d been up whilst he was gone and all the things you planned to do now he was home.

After breakfast that you’d eaten way too much of, Bucky decided a nice walk around the lake would be the perfect idea. You both walked hand in hand, you snuggled into his side as you admired the lake and views in front of you. All the stress you may have felt before about Bucky on his mission or about work just disappeared the minute Bucky came home. When you could see him okay and unhurt, the biggest relief washes over you.

The walk home was just as beautiful as the walk there, you even found a huge pile of leaves that Bucky couldn’t help but jump in, dragging you along with him in fits of giggles.

When you arrived home you couldn’t wait to start the movie day you had planned for you both. You took the liberty of getting all of Bucky’s favourite snacks and drinks ready to binge watch movies he was trying to make his way through on his list of movies.

You created the perfect blanket bed on the couch, moving all of the pillows, duvets and blankets you could find, making Bucky chuckle when you tried to carry them all in your tiny arms. You set them all up with the help of Bucky of course. You jumped into Bucky’s arms the minute he sat down, snuggling into him as you wrapped the blankets around you both. Bucky started the movie, holding you safely in his arms as placed a soft kiss to your lips.

“I love you doll” He whispers softly as you smile impossibly wider up at him.

“I love you too baby” You reply, kissing him back sweetly.

There was no place you’d rather be.