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Eddie raised his brows with a soft smile, “I had a sweet sixteen.” He provided. “My parents threw it in the backyard, I didn’t want a hall or anything.” Buck’s lips twitched into a tiny smile. “We stayed up really late. Shannon stayed the night… it was a good day.”
“Wouldn’t do anything different?”
“No,” Eddie said with a shake of his head. “Well… maybe.”
“Maybe?”
“If I knew you.”
“If you knew me?”
“Invited you.” Eddie explained. “Kissed you against my dad’s old truck.”
Buck’s smile widened, the tip of his tongue sticking out to run against the flesh of his bottom lip. “I was an asshole back then.”
“Bullshit,” Eddie scoffed, “You’ve never been an asshole.”
“You say that now…”
“Don’t talk shit about my fiance.” Eddie scolded, tugging himself closer, wrapping his arm more firmly around Buck’s waist. “I’m kind of really into him.”
“Fiance,” Buck echoed softly, like he still couldn’t believe the turn of events. “My old friend Natalia’s mom got me a cake for my sixteenth.”
Eddie tried not to feel his heart ping in sadness at the thought. At least Buck had had someone. At least he hadn’t been completely alone. At least…. “Yeah?”
“Mhm,” Buck hummed. “Technically, it was, like, a month later when it was Natalia’s birthday, but it was sweet. She was so upset when she heard no one really did anything.”
“Maddie didn’t visit?”
“I visited her,” Buck explained. “Her and Doug… they took me to Six Flags. Doug threw up on the Superman ride.” He shrugged. “It was fun.”
“Watching someone get sick?”
“He didn’t stick around.” Buck said with a laugh. “He… Maddie and I just got to hang out until the park closed. Doug wasn’t even mad. He just got us dinner at Five Guys on the way back to their apartment.”
“When was the last time you had a party?”
“Like…” Buck wrinkled his brow. “Planned a party? Because we planned Christopher’s birthday…”
“No,” Eddie shook his head. “Had a party. Attended a party for yourself.”
“Like… I don’t know.” He knew. Eddie knew he knew, just like he knew that he wasn’t going to like the answer a whole lot. “It doesn’t matter.”
“It sort of does.”
“Why?” Buck laughed softly. “It’s not like you’re going to be able to go back and change that.” He teased, lightly brushing the edges of Eddie’s hair behind his ear and leaving his hand there, on the junction of his shoulder. “It’s not like it matters.”
Eddie sighed, “Evan…”
“Don’t throw me a party.” He scolded. “I don’t like parties.”
“You love parties.”
“No,” Buck corrected. “I love throwing parties. I don’t like…” He waved his hand. “The whole… thing.”
“Thing.” Eddie snorted. “You love being the center of attention.” But he didn’t, really. Buck liked a lot of things, he liked being known by certain people, but, for such a big guy, he much preferred to slip by unnoticed in the background like a cryptid.
“What was your wedding like with Shannon?” Buck asked suddenly, his thumb tracing the skin between Eddie’s ear and nose.
“Shotgun.” Eddie turned his head to kiss the middle of his hand. “Shannon wore white, I wore my suit from my senior prom… we did it at the same church I got baptized in.”
“Bobby and Athena just got married at the courthouse.”
“Good thing we’re not either of them, huh?”
“Don’t want another church wedding?” Buck asked with a dry twist of his lips. Eddie shook his head with a small laugh, closing the space between them to nip lightly at the stubble on his jaw. He felt Buck swallow against his throat, his hand reaching behind Eddie’s head to hold loosely onto his hair. “No courthouse?” “What kind of wedding do you want?” Eddie asked softly, dragging his teeth over the skin of his ear. “You’ve been planning this longer than I have.” Evidently, since Buck had bought a ring and held onto it for months.
I’m in that weird, mood? I guess, where I don’t want to read fan fiction … I want to watch it.
A happy/funny headcanon about Tommy Kinard:
The "I know a guy" thing? When the 118 start contacting the guys from Tommy's recommendations for different shenanigans, the one common factor they notice is that these guys are all attractive in ways that are very similar to Buck
Turns out Tommy knows these guys because he went on dates with them (some dates were more successful than others)
Buck is a little 👀 about them and tells Tommy like "so it seems you have a type" (leggy, strong, upbeat)
Tommy goes "honestly I didn't realize that until you told me"
(bonus: Buck pretends to be jealous and Tommy plays at letting him be a brat while proving that he is into Buck for himself and not because he fits Tommy's 'type')
Oooh Tommy, do you have a type?
Buck, slightly pouty, asking him: "So, what am I the guy for?"
And Tommy, his eyes full of love: "For the rest of my life?"
diet culture people make me feel like i’m going crazy. you want me to take an experimental pill that destroys my appetite?? you want me to remove part of my stomach??? you want me to stop eating bread and rice, two of the staple foods most inherent to humanity????? why exactly? because my stomach is big? because you don’t like the way i look, and you think it’s reasonable to tell me to carve pieces off of myself and try random drugs and ruin my own life so i can look more visually pleasing to you? and you somehow don’t see how absurdly cruel and selfish that is to ask of somebody???? while pretending you care about their HEALTH????????????????? FUCK YOU!!!!
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soooo I'm LOVING all of your 9-1-1 re-watchings with bi-Buck's perspective!! so now I'm starting mine this Saturday
(don't hate on tommy guys, just have fun!!)
Also, finally watched the full season 7 and... it wasn't as bad as I thought... I still think the whole doppleganger thing was SOOOO unnecessary (and honestly brought nothing to the table) but otherwise... I enjoyed it, so:
specially pls pls pls stop the use of this hideous shirt!!
re: buck's wardrobe: for season 8 i'd love to see some change in his style (although my fave outfit of his for season 7 was that brief glimpse in the locker room of the highwaisted brown trousers, black tee, and houndstooth jacket - i think it really suited him! a changeup from his usual stuff) but more than that i'd like to see a change in the way his clothes fit; no more too-short sleeves cutting off bicep circulation or struggling to hold buttons across his chest (and i get that this might be a wardrobe department issue, but still).
i want this new era of buck's to show in his clothing choices. it's not just that going forward he's an out-and-proud bisexual man and that that knowledge about himself affects the way he percieves himself (it would inspire a slight shift in style imho) it's that he's a guy in the most healthy, happy, stable relationship he's ever had - and i think that should influence the way he dresses, namely not feeling the need to wear shirts that are one size too small. he lets himself be comfortable at last - and that's not to say he doesn't dress nice or wear patterns or snug fits or anything, it just means that his style is no longer a performance of 'buck' because he's finally settling into being 'evan' (the version of evan he yearned for but which his relationships - namely parental and romantic, and the heteronormative and outdated but still influenctial views of masculinity in society - didn't let him be). for so long he's dressed like he has something to prove, and so i'd just love to see the shedding of that weight and stress show in what he chooses to wear and how he moves a more freely because he's finally allowing his body to breathe because he can finally breathe, y'know?
Just thinking about Eddie, thinking maybe he’s dying, telling Buck that he lied. He remembers the shooting. He just couldn’t tell him that because telling him meant telling him how he felt during it - Scared but safe because Buck was there. Terrified that he was going to die and leave Chris but comforted by the fact that Chris would have Buck. Horrified at the blood on Buck’s face until he realized it was his own.
Telling Buck “I reached for you. I think I’m always reaching for you and you always manage to catch me. It’s okay that you couldn’t this time- I need you to know this isn’t on you. It’s not your fault. Just - please tell Chris - tell Chris I love him so much and I’m sorry. And Buck - I can’t die without -without you knowing. Knowing I love you. Just for who you are. ”
And then he passes out before he can hear Buck respond.
Only to wake up in the hospital an indeterminate amount of time later with Buck in the chair next to his bed.
“Saved me again.”
“I couldn’t have you dying without knowing I love you too.”
GOD.I.HOPE.SO!!
↪ 911 on ABC, 7.10 “All Fall Down”
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final results!! I'm not alone in this a neither are alm of you... let's enjoy this season, more than likely next one is going be a bit more balanced (I hope 😋)
soooo i finally have an explanation about why I felt like 9-1-1 was jumping the shark aaaaaand it may not really be that...
after at least two days since the last chapter, after rethinking the events in the whole season, after reading all of your analysis and interpretations AND several talks with my husband (he helps me organize and articulate my thoughts... autism...) turns out that:
it might be the pace of the season ... yeah, to me it feels like too many things happened too quickly... felt like the events didn't really have time to develop... like... they were repeated patterns (and don't get me wrong, I know we love our parallels) that could have been better explained with more detail but since we only had 10 eps we got everything crammed and like pulled out of q top hat...
so there!!! apparently I still like the show, but hated the pace... maybe a rewatch will kind of settle everything? will let you know... but what about you?
soooo i finally have an explanation about why I felt like 9-1-1 was jumping the shark aaaaaand it may not really be that...
after at least two days since the last chapter, after rethinking the events in the whole season, after reading all of your analysis and interpretations AND several talks with my husband (he helps me organize and articulate my thoughts... autism...) turns out that:
it might be the pace of the season ... yeah, to me it feels like too many things happened too quickly... felt like the events didn't really have time to develop... like... they were repeated patterns (and don't get me wrong, I know we love our parallels) that could have been better explained with more detail but since we only had 10 eps we got everything crammed and like pulled out of q top hat...
so there!!! apparently I still like the show, but hated the pace... maybe a rewatch will kind of settle everything? will let you know... but what about you?
I'm sorry but... am I the only one feeling the jump over the shark?
I know I might get cancelled but they are losing me... and it's sad as fuck....
I leave a crying Eddie because that's how sad and anxious I feel to be losing interest in this amazing show that's been in my life at least 6 years 😢
I'm going to be in ao3 if anyone needs me...
Yes, I ship Buddie.
Yes, I ship Tevan.
i have a question. why don't i see more people thirsting over chimney?? he's so hot
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I'm currently obsessed with a Fic by @prosperdemeter2 which is a rewrite of the first four seasons of 9-1-1 (5th season on the works!!!!!) and I strongly recommend it. It's kind of a cannon divergence (as far as I understand the difference with an AU).
It is so damn well written!! all the feels are felt!! I'm leaving the link, really, go read it!
you know what's very sad? seeing this ship war... like why are you all taking this so seriously that there are actual fights about fictional characters? I know that this show or whichever can mean a lot to people and sometimes take all of their attention (it has happened to me and this one is no exception) but man... don't you get tired of being angry?... I'm just saying, ENJOY WHAT YOU LIKE WITHOUT SENDING HATE, really, what do you get from it?
anyway, peace guys, the world is already horrible as it is irl to also have it be violent in internet where you're supposed to be having fun....
have a disappointed Eddie to motivate your reflections
I also have another thing to say cus I'm so tired at this point but again are we watching the same clip? Cus toxic buddies are saying how Eddie is jealous in this scene and once again I'm like: ??? Where?
And listen, maybe it's bcus I'm aroace but I don't see any jealousy. Like when Eddie says: "I didn't know that you can bring a date to the bachelor party" he's not only clearly joking but also he's smiling.
Then when he hands Tommy his drink he still doesn't seem jealous to me.
Like guys where you get the jealous vibes from? Like I genuinely don't see it. All I see is a friend being supportive of his two friends dating.
Buck helped rip Eddie’s clothes off. Happy Friday
you don't know how much I N.E.E.D. to watch 9-1-1 from Hen's POV to understand why she said this!!! like, I know she means it about Buck kissing men BUT why did she even THINK Buck was supposed to be kissing men?! like what did she see?! was it about Buck & Eddie?! and if it was WHAT DID SHE SEE?!?!
bucktommy kiss 7.06