Thank You. I Know I Dont Say It A Lot To You, But I Just Want You To Know That I Am So Thankful To Have

“Thank you.” I know I don’t say it a lot to you, but I just want you to know that I am so thankful to have someone like you in my life. I know it has been hard trying to understand a person like me, with many thoughts and imagination inside my head that are often mixed with the reality that sometimes I get really confused about what is real and what is not. I always have my own thoughts to think about, and my own problem to solve, but it feels good to know that there is always somebody who stays even at times when I am at my worst or even when I show the worst part of myself. I know we don’t always get in sync, and you know how easy it is for me to get tired. Sometimes I am a good girl who are easily pleased, sometimes I am a moody and messy girl who can’t be messed up with. I know it has never been easy trying to keep up with me, but you always try even at times when I don’t ask or need you to. So thank you for always. Thank you for doing things even more than I expect from you. 

The thing about me is I don't know which I am more scared of: hurting a person's feeling or being hurt by a person.

My personal consciousness

“Sometimes you just forget the reasons why you have been holding on for this long, and you can’t find any reason why you should give up.”

Top 10 Songs on My Current Playlist

I currently don’t have much thing on my to do list, and at times like this I mostly spend my time reading good books, watching television, taking lots of selfie by my self, eating good foods outside, reading and posting stuff on tumblr, and listening to music of course. 

Well whatever, I am not here to talk about other stuffs that I have been doing a lot lately even though I have lots of story that I think I can write here. So I’ll just share my 10 most played songs this week :

1. Emotion by Carly Rae Jepsen

2. Hysteria by Katharine McPhee

3. Love Yourself by Justin Bieber

4. Sorry by Justin Bieber

5. Perfect (One Direction) cover version by KHS and GAC

6. Dear No One by Tori Kelly

7. Little Do You Know by Alex & Sierra

8. Over and Over Again by Nathan Sykes ft. Ariana Grande

9. One Call Away by Charlie Puth

10. Life Is Worth Living by Justin Bieber 

I think these 10 songs are pretty catchy and nice to hear, and they bring good vibes and mood to me personally. I know I have 3 songs from Justin Bieber on this list, and I should admit his latest album is great. I am not a fan, but I think his music is pretty amazing.