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I have a love hate relationship with my arms and hands. I never feel like they are skinny enough. I had waaay better hands before “recovering” at the start of the year. ‎ (•᷄ࡇ•᷅)

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Update: lunch. 🍽️   ⊹ ᨘ໑.

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TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.

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I skipped breakfast and did some cardio, I felt very lightheaded and dizzy so, I haven’t done much: Some stairs and a lot of walking. I’ve burnt 330 calories in total. I feel nauseous after eating so much, even if I ate very slowly.

LUNCH~ 220-255°calories

-two pieces of cottage cheese, not measured but not more than four bites. Very good.

-cherry tomatoes

-one rice cake (extra low calorie version)

water drank until now: 1.5 L

🩰  ּ   ﹗ ˖  ་ 💭 !! I tried calculating them accurately but, I’m still pretty much training my eye at the moment. The food description wasn’t so clear, especially the cheese since it was very fresh and organic. The only thing with a clear description was the rice cake, 35 calories each.

My mom started forcing me to eat food 😭.

When you say “I don’t care I’ll eat it anyway”

I assure you, that you’ll care later

Doing this for the little girl who got body shamed by everyone.

remember how gross it feels to be full.

your stomach full and stuffed.

your stomach sticking out.

feeling gross and sluggish.

not being able to wear cute clothes because you’ll stretch them out and look fat.

it’s never worth it.