Just Eating More And More! Ugh! Im Outgrowing T-shirts And I Love It.

Just eating more and more! Ugh! I’m outgrowing t-shirts and I love it.

My biggest conundrum is that I would love to see fan art of myself, but I’m too paranoid to put out pictures, thus limiting my blog’s popularity. I guess I’ll just have to continue stuffing my face in obscurity. 😔😆

What? You thought I’d stop if no one was looking? How laughably naive!

I’ve been going back and forth on whether I should stuff myself today, but I ended up not doing it. I’m hesitating quite a bit recently. I feel like if you have someone to encourage you, then you can forge ahead, but it’s okay to not gain. Don’t relagate yourself to being an always-gorging gainer. Sometimes the gain is made better by a little back and forth. Sometimes you surpass your current favorite weight and need to back-pedal. Sometimes you want to gain, but just have some form of reservation. Honestly, if I could press a button and instantly gain 100 pounds, I wouldn’t- for me it’s just as much, if not more, about the journey and observing the changes as it is about having a big number on the scale. I think maybe part of my reasoning is that I’d like to share my gaining with someone. I’d like to be gently fed bigger and bigger by a kind lady who understands and gets me. Whatever the reason, I’m not stuffing my face today- tomorrow, who knows?

I’ve just had around 3000 extra calories of granola bar. I’m tempted to keep pushing myself, but last time I did I ended up frowing up-plus I need some sleep. Maybe tomorrow I can have a nice big lunch and scatter the other 1800 calories throughout the day.

Actually surprised how easy it is to hold down granola bars as opposed to pie.

Oh crap! Just realized that virtual-collector-blaze is GONE! His YouTube channel (Adrien S) is gone too! Dang. That truly is a SHAME. He is one of the few gainer guys I’d actually keep up with. Good luck on your next iteration man, if you ever decide to return let me know! Kinda sad. Like I know I’ve deleted everything before, I’ve seen others do it too, but for some reason this time it actually makes me legitimately disappointed. 😆

Greeting to all you FOOLISH FOOLS! I have already infiltrated your kitchens and pantries and have stolen all your food, because you are FOOLS! Now I will eat all your food because you FOOLISHLY thought that I wasn’t going to find a way to stuff my face! You FOOLS!