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It's Not Fine.

Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.

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During Social Engagements I Am Either:

During social engagements I am either:

A) scrambling to find something to say.

B) wondering why i am/chastising myself for talking too much.

There is no happy medium. Whatever i have done is incorrect.

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anxiety Groups social situations PTSD cptsd can't relax why can't i be better why can’t i be normal trauma recovery this is what an abuse survivor looks like also why i couldn't go to parties for so long exhausting gaslighting he's in my head can't shake it
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

Hey look, I did a thing.... NTAMW…

Never trust a man who insists on punishing you for your crimes, real or imagined, with sex acts.

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sexual assault sexual abuse sex acts punishment horrible memories abusive ex survivor healing recovery please don't touch me ntamw ♡ reblog ♡ i did a thing
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

It has been 32 weeks no contact today.

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triumph abusive ex spousal abuse domestic abuse recovery healing progress self love never again veil lifted proud of myself out of the woods
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

This hurt.

Trigger Warning: Breakfast
Trigger Warning: Breakfast
Trigger Warning: Breakfast
Trigger Warning: Breakfast
Trigger Warning: Breakfast

Trigger warning: Breakfast

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trigger sexual assault rape breakfast this is something I would do ugh flashback trigger good night
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

This is what 'waking up' feels like

“I have suddenly learned, without any apparent reason, that I have been lying to myself for ten years.”

— Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea (via nauseadaily)

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abuse survivor lifting the veil wasted time wasted life depression misery anxiety
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enoughdonegone
6 years ago

Alternative Ending #1

To this encounter.

Man: Do you want me to cut it off?

Me:  *maintains intense eye contact while reaching in bag and pulling out a switchblade.**  Slides switchblade across the table, tilts head*   

Man:  ...

Me:  *raises eyebrow* Yes.  Do it.

** An AU where I am a bad ass bitch and carry a switchblade.

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You want to make me uncomfortable?  I'll show you uncomfortable. why is my salt always 125786 hours too late? bad ass bitch link to previous post alternative ending au creepy men queer antagonism fewer fucks cishet white guy enough im done ✔
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