Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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I Have Entered A Loose Thing With A Woman. And It Has Served To Highlight That I Am A Fucking Basket
I have entered a loose “thing” with a woman. And it has served to highlight that I am a fucking basket case.
Should probably stick to the whole dying alone plan.
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My hands are shaking.
I only need a minute after you’re done kicking me while I cower in fetal position. I just need to steady my breathing after you’ve finished and left me in a pile. I’ll get back to making dinner and it’ll be ready soon. Don’t worry.
Can confirm that that my dislike for kissing was him only.
No progress on part 2 yet.
This worries me.
I can’t tell if I don’t like kissing in general or if I just don’t like kissing him.
Hazard of being with someone who crushes you every day of your entire adult life.
NO
I’m crying so hard.
I was desperate to hear him say this for years.
I can’t explain how I’m feeling, but I don’t feel good about any of it.
I hope he says something horrible tomorrow.
Unwanted Visitor
Tw - csa;
I melted down today.
My uncle who decided to stick his tongue down my throat when I was 13, and asked me if I wanted to fuck my uncle is coming to visit. And staying with my parents. I currently live with my parents.
My folks were not aware of the shit he did. My mother asked me how I felt about him coming and i said that I didn't know. Then in a moment of .... Fucking ... Something i told her he'd been ' inappropriate ' with me. And i would not be staying with him while he was there.
She responded by insisting i talk about what happened - I didn't. And when I said I was a little girl she said " well, you weren't that little... "
I.... Cant. I have barely enough cranial to deal with one crisis. I cannot handle another situation now.
I also haven't worked through this one at all with a therapist. It was buried real deep. REAL DEEP. Under a great deal of shame - because i think i told him that i did, i may have flirted back and feel somewhere that this was something I had asked for.
Fucked up relationships with men? Gosh, wonder where that came from...